Date Posted:17:48:56 03/03/06 Fri Author: chrys Subject: Re: love gone wrong In reply to:
chrys
's message, "love gone wrong" on 20:33:01 02/28/06 Tue
omg i feel better than i have in weeks. i felt better ever since writing down the letter, and then also this morning i found out my friend is finally coming home on sunday, and my writing group will start meeting again on a week from monday, and last night just felt like total comfort, i felt so well taken care of, really by everyone in that house, prob cuz i'm female lol, but esp by my guy. when he found out later, after we ate at midnight, that i hadn't eaten anything since noon he was like omg you should have told me i'm a bad host lol and i was like noooo.
so yes the issue is not totally solved but at least i went over there, and i really feel so much better that i have in soooo long. and i never even would have considered going over there if it weren't for you guys so i'm glad y'all talked me into it. and i will not forget that there is still work to do and things to clear up.
My friend called me too yesterday......things are pretty fucked up at home worse than before. He is moving out in two weeks; they were supposed to start counseling but she doesn't think that she needs it so he decided to go on his own. But I was right about the if you can't beat 'em join 'em thing....he started smoking dope again. Man that is two friends of mine in the last month that have relapsed!
Anyhow....we talked for a while and I am not doing anything right now. I need to be careful as I do not want to feel used or hurt again.
