#3. Yes, Robin's story was so sad. I don't see how he could have turned out to be anything but messed up with that history and parentage. #4. I tend to be a very controlled person and am able to box up my emotions for the most part. When I am shocked I go very quiet and then go over things later in my mind, but emotions don't stay boxed forever and so they will pop out at strange times, for me. I am a night waker so that's when usually rage, grieve, etc. alone in the dark. But this situation with my mom, being one of the hardest things I've ever handled, causes the box to open at odd times. I have mourned her several times already, fallen down on my knees and bawled in the middle of doing dishes because even though she hasn't died, the woman I know is gone. So, I would like to have "times" but life doesn't always work that way sometimes you have to laugh and cry at the same time. -- Cindy's Cottage

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Date Posted: 12:15:39 10/17/07 Wed
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susiej
Subject: #3. Yes, Robin's story was so sad. I don't see how he could have turned out to be anything but messed up with that history and parentage. #4. I tend to be a very controlled person and am able to box up my emotions for the most part. When I am shocked I go very quiet and then go over things later in my mind, but emotions don't stay boxed forever and so they will pop out at strange times, for me. I am a night waker so that's when usually rage, grieve, etc. alone in the dark. But this situation with my mom, being one of the hardest things I've ever handled, causes the box to open at odd times. I have mourned her several times already, fallen down on my knees and bawled in the middle of doing dishes because even though she hasn't died, the woman I know is gone. So, I would like to have "times" but life doesn't always work that way sometimes you have to laugh and cry at the same time.
In reply to: JaneH 's message, "Mermaid in a Bowl of Tears ~Chapter 69 � What Remains�" on 03:29:54 10/17/07 Wed

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