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>When I was a little girl I was always too busy to >wipe. If I had to poop I wanted to get it over with as >quickly as possible, carelessly just pulling my >panties up and getting back to what I was doing. > >At about age 9 I started to discover sexuality in a >confusing way. I wasn't really sure what was going on >or what my urges were. I started to discover that I >liked a dirty, sticky butthole and panties. I started >to discover that I liked the feeling and wondering if >anyone knew I was poopy. I liked the feeling of >squirming in my chair, panties sticking to my butt, >wondering if anyone could tell. When I'd get hot and >sweaty it felt wonderful. >I started wondering if anyone else knew what I was >doing and if anyone else knew the wonderful feeling I >had. > >I tried to get real close to other kids butts to smell >them. If I did smell an aroma I felt certain urges >that were confusing. I tried to go to the bathroom at >the same time other girls did and tried to see their >panties under the stall, usually with no success and >listen to hear if they used toiled paper or not. If >not it got me really excited. I watched for signs that >they might have poopy butts like pulling and tugging >at their underwear, squrming in their seats to spread >their buttcheeks, looking for possible stains in their >pants. > >One girl in particular always had an aroma. I had been >in the bathroom with her and didn't hear her wiping. I >had an incredible crush on her. We became friends. I >had her sleep over a few times. I practically stuck my >nose in her butt. >One time we were playing truth or dare. She asked for >truth. I summoned up all my courage and asked her >"Do you always wipe your butt?" I'm sure she was not >expecting that question. I had her trapped, she had to >tell me. I was disappointed with her answer, but told >her she had to show me. I turned her around, looked >into her tights and panties and there was a poop >streak in her panties. I almost fainted. >We both looked terribly embarrassed and she asked me >the same question. I flat out told her "No". I think >we were both embarrassed and both confused by >overwhelming, unknown feelings. > >We sort of played doctor. She layed on the bed as I >pulled her tights and panties down, not for once >thinking that my mom might stumble in. I examined the >thick poop streak in her dirty panties. I had never >seen a girls butt before. Her butt had faint bruises. >I asked her if she had gotten a spanking and she >confirmed that her mom had spanked her with a brush a >couple of days ago, which excited me even more. I >touched and rubbed her butt and spread her cheeks to >see her sticky, poopy butthole. The smell of her dried >poop filled my senses. She then did the same to me. I >almost lost my mind when I felt her finger entering my >butthole. I'm pretty sure she sucked her finger off. > >We both kind of looked at each other after. The whole >thing didn't last very long. I think we both felt >horrid guilt, I'm not sure what either of us were >feeling. I know I was incredibly aroused, but I wasn't >really sure what arousal was. > >I tried to forget that night and forget about her, but >I couldn't. I was in love with her. I tried to avoid >her, but she wouldn't go away. We would smell each >others butts through our pants any chance we got. Our >games got more frequent and more adventurous including >spanking, kissing and even licking each others dirty >buttholes. We continued seeing each other and >exploring and introducing others in our 'games'for >about another 3 or 4 years before drifting apart. > >I'm thrilled to have stumbled upon this forum and tell >my dark secrets. I'm glad to know there are others who >share the same interest. I don't know where it came >from or why it turns me on so much, but I love having >a sticky, dirty, poopy butthole and stained panties >and the thought of others having dirty panties as well.

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