Long Term Effects of My Childhood Smoking -- Heavy smoking

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Subject: Long Term Effects of My Childhood Smoking

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Paul (Love)

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Date Posted: 19:22:46 07/31/24 Wed

I thought I'd put my own personal experience out there about the enormous way in which starting to smoke heavily as a young boy still continues to this day to intensify the severity of my addiction. I am still a 50++ a day smoker, need to light up at least 3 or 4 times every hour, always smoke indoors and in places that are usually unventilated, have at least 4 or 5 ashtrays scattered around our home and, most of all, feel utterly controlled by my necessity to repeatedly fill my lungs with toxic smoke. I am also a man who experiences a powerful sexual arousal to all things smoking and often get off on the many aspects that comprise my smoking fetish. I knew when I was only 7 years old that I would never be able to quit and still feel the same. I know my smoking has had a very definite impact on my health, including my COPD, but, as I always have, feel quite aroused by doing something that I know is damaging my health and will likely lead to my premature death. I do though have the blessing of a gorgeous wife who also knows that she is likely to meet a similar smoker's fate as me. I once heard a quote that went "Find something you love and let it kill you." That is me most definitely with my smoking.

I am also a living legacy of my aunt's influence on me and have played an active and encouraging part in the starting of smoking by numerous young children, especially our own and our granddaughter. As my AC did for me, I have not only helped many children learn how to smoke but secure to decide to become a proper smoker at an early age. In fact, when I was only 9 or 10, I began babysitting my aunt's friends and Neighbours kids and was responsible for one little girl who was only 4 starting to smoke and then being made by my Aunty to ensure I did all I could to continue helping her once she was hooked.

I am also a product of my Aunty in that, as a pro-smoking role model of children who begin smoking, I make them aware that there is a very close connection between them starting to smoke and also starting to become sexually active. I know some people might disagree, but I enjoy encouraging our young children to enjoy exploring their sexual desires at an early age.

I have written a couple of personal poems about my feeling and would be happy to share if you give me an email address...I think they're actually quite ok for an amateur.

I'm off to light my fire and pump more poisons into my ever-hungry lungs...P

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Re: Long Term Effects of My Childhood Smoking	this guy	06:23:45 08/01/24 Thu
Re: Long Term Effects of My Childhood Smoking -- grandmom, 11:00:48 08/01/24 Thu