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Date Posted: 23:29:02 08/18/24 Sun In reply to: Null 's message, "Re: A pedophile's family" on 12:38:17 08/15/24 Thu I've hinted on how I grew up in my story of a pedophile's family but never went into details on what happened with me. This is what I need to do to get off of my chest. Yes, I need to get this off my chest. My mom and real dad divorced when I was a baby. I can't remember my mom and dad even being together. My mom was upset that I was born a boy instead of a girl. She dressed me in girls clothes and had me smoking before I can even remember. I was never potty trained and was forced to wear and use diapers until I finally moved then I just kept doing it. I've tried to set alarms and try to use the toilet but I haven't been successful because I seriously have no strength down there. My mom and her boyfriend were big into porn, especially kiddie porn. He had a huge tower computer that ran on the version of Windows before Windows 95. I think it was version 3.1 or something. His name was Jim and ran a home construction company. We lived out in the middle of nowhere next to a dirty swamp and a river. The town closest to us had a population of 772. My mom and her boyfriend would take videos of me dressed up as a girl and even had long hair because the only time I would get a haircut was when my mom would do my hair. I also had to only wear a sports bra and diaper everyday and was homeschooled. I did get changed more often than twice a day but if I had a shitty diaper, I was forced to keep it on while they were filming me. They would laugh and make fun of me because I do have a small dick and it's probably because of them keeping me in diapers all of my life. I didn't really know my real dad very well and he didn't really care if I was still in diapers and smoking. My mom's excuse to him would be that I was disabled and had to and that smoking kept me calm. Yes I was way premature. My mom had me at 27 weeks pregnant. My dad actually died 12 years ago. Anyway, the computer had a bunch of kiddie porn on it and still have images of little girls with a huge cock being forced into them. Our neighbor next door was my mom's boyfriend's best friend and traded alot of kiddie porn and was friends with all of the cops and was constantly drinking and driving. I didn't have a sister and never really had any friends growing up. And finally, I couldn't ever leave my bedroom without smoking a cigarette first and getting my diaper changed. I just didn't really know better because I just thought that being molested was expressing love. I also lost my virginity to either my mom or her boyfriend because he always stroked my dick every time at diaper change just like my mom. This continued into my teens until I finally moved out. Anyway, when I was 19, I moved out and met a girl online who was grieving the loss of a baby from a miscarriage she had before me. She had sex with me, got pregnant and broke up with me after our daughter turned 1. I kept in regular contact but now she hates me and refuses to have anything to do with me because of shit said about me from her mom. I was only a sperm donor to her. I can't help the way I am. Yes I still wear diapers, yes I still smoke. I don't really care if anyone has a problem with it anymore. I love smoking and I love wearing diapers. I'm not hurting anyone. I just want to be happy and enjoy my life by doing what makes me happy. If anyone has a problem with it then that's on them. I really don't give a fuck anymore. There's also a huge part of me that misses being molested all the time. Honestly and maybe I'm being too open about this but I don't know anyone reading this in real life so I don't really give a fuck. I masterbate probably 2 or 3 times a day. I am fucked up in the head and it's probably because of my childhood. But I'm also the one that broke the cycle from happening again. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |
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