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Marie
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Date Posted: Monday, March 16, 2026, 02:40: pm
hello arya,
I don't want to reveal my full name for several reasons. Thanks for the advice. Fortunately, maturity makes me realize what is good for me and sends me every day to receive the torture dose :)) . In a few moments I leave to receive the third dose.
Yesterday, since entering the clinic, the specific smell of the hospital triggered a feeling of fear and anxiety in me....I gather courage, knock on the door and enter. The doctor tells me to sit on the bed and make myself comfortable. This time, knowing the pain I went through the day before, all the sounds coming from his direction were terrifying (the rustling of the package in which the syringe was, the broken glass bottle, the cap of the needle)....
I take my sweatshirt, fold it and lie down on the bed with my face on it.
Lying on the bed, face down, I bring my hands to my side and drop my jeans under my buttocks, and the doctor says that this time we will inject the left buttock. I felt the cotton soaked in alcohol on my skin and I realized what was going to happen... out of fear, I couldn't relax my buttock at all and the needle went into the muscle a little harder. Compared to the first injection, the pain of the sting was greater. Instantly, I jumped, grabbed the edge of the bed with my hands and stuck my face into the sweatshirt that was acting as a pillow. The substance starts to enter and I feel the same pain that tears my butt in two :)). I started to moan, and after exactly a second, I screamed like a little child. The needle comes out, the doctor cleans the buttock with the same piece of cotton, applies a small bandage and turns around, and I remain lying on the bed with my face down and my butt bare... wonderful :). I get up, get dressed, thank him and go out the door. In the hallway, there were a few people looking at me as I limped and held my butt with my hand...I think the scream was heard outside, but I can't help it...the pain is too much.
Today I think it's going to be worse because my right buttock has a small red spot from the first injection. It doesn't hurt anymore but I still feel the irritated area.
I don't want to have a needle stuck in my vein all day...so, face on the pillow, bare ass and I'll bear it :))
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