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• )(o)The guard had come to tell him he had a visitor and to take him into the waiting room and he had almost cried with relief at the thought that it might be Hallie. He knew that she wasn't here to tell him everything was all right or that she had forgiven him, he wasn't that much of an idiot, but just the fact that she had come to see him was enough for him at the moment. He had been lead into a private room and they sat him down at a table where he could wait for her. He was in plain pants and a white beater, preerrign not to wear the ugly plain shirts the had given each inmate. He had made out not to bad so far in here, he was a big enough guy that not too many would bug him, and the one and only one to try had quickly learned it didn't pay to irritate him and least of all to attempt to fight with him.(o) (NT) -- Osiris, 21:15:44 12/29/04 Wed

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• The girls kept asking where he was. Hallie didn’t know how to answer them. She didn’t want to get their hopes up, yet she knew they’d be so confused in she told them that he wouldn’t be back. So every time they question his whereabouts she just kept answering ‘away’. The guard led her into the room where he was already seated. “Here you go Miss.” he stated simply and held the door open for her. Once she had stepped inside the small room the door was gently closed behind her. Hallie’s eyes rose to rest on Osiris and she sighed. She didn’t know what to sat to him. She didn’t know where to start. “How long are you in here?” She questioned after clearing her throat. Hallie didn’t sit down, she just lingered where she stood, slowly crossing her arms while she hesitantly watched his figure. (NT) -- Hallie, 05:57:47 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)He ran a hand over his face.(o)"I dunno Hal...I have ta wait an see wha kinda evidence they hav against me."(o)He watched her, his face serious, eyes worried about her.(o)"How're tha girls?"(o)He asked.(o) (NT) -- O, 06:02:22 12/30/04 Thu

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• Hallie nodded slightly at his answer. Her lips pursed, and she shifted on her feet slightly. Absently mindedly her fingers continued to move the ring around and around the finger it was placed on. Her eyes shifted downwards, focussing on the ground for a second before his question caused them to raise once more. She sighed heavily, her eyes shifting away again to glance somewhere in an upwards corner as she started, but soon they returned back to him. “They want to know where you are. O, I don’t know what to tell them. What am I supposed to say? Your Daddy’s in jail?” She quickly moved foreward to pull the chair out, and she dropped down heavily on it. Her elbows rest on the table and she buried her face in her hands. (NT) -- Hallie, 06:13:31 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)"Oh fuck Hal..I'm sorry \. Sorry I'm an asshole an I ruined everythang..."(o)He watched her and his heart tightened at the sight of her. He had done this, his stupidity.(o)"I know it doesn't change anythin'...but I"m dun for good now...cause I can't be a daddy fer the gurls if I don't smartin up.."(o)He didnm't hold any hope of havin her back, so he just wanted to try and be in the kid's life if she'd let him.(o) (NT) -- O, 06:19:10 12/30/04 Thu

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• She ran her fingers back through her hair, pulling it out of her face. She watched him, studying his face. She wanted answers, she knew she wouldn’t be able to find them here, but she didn’t know where else to go. Other than the girls he was the closest person in her life. She had no family, very few friends... “Maybe this is all for the best. Maybe you’ll get some help or something. I donno, I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know what to think. What am I supposed to do?” Not care anymore... of course that would solve all her problems but it just wasn’t that simple. Why did he have to go and do this? Maybe if she had never found out, maybe if he had just continued to live his lie then everyone would have been happy. (NT) -- Hal, 06:29:31 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)He sighed.(o)"Theres lots of money in the bank accouint....you dun have ta worry bout money. An..."(o)He sighed.(o)"I luv you Hal...I know it dun't matta now..but I luv ya..."(o)He feltl ike he'd been continually punched in the gut and his breath had been stolen from him and he felt slightly sick to his stomach.(o) (NT) -- O, 06:34:45 12/30/04 Thu

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• She nodded at his offer of money “thanks.” truthfully she wasn’t sure she could refuse it, she didn’t have a very well paying job, but she’d live off herself as much as possible. Her arms dropped to the table and rested here, her eyes stared downwards, blinking absently as she thought everything over. His words caused her eyes to raise and she sighed once more, pausing to think this over. “I love you too O. Why’d you have to go do that?” Her eyes closed a moment, she shook her head lightly. More questions without answer. She felt hurt, hurt because he had put lies, and drugs, and dealings ahead of her, Ebony, and Alexia.Her eyes flicked open and watched him intently. She wanted to forgive him because she missed him. She missed just the comfort of knowing he was there for her when she needed it. (NT) -- Hal, 06:46:51 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)"I dunno know really. Cept.. that's all I've eva known.. so when the chance came I took it so I could make more money for you an tha gurls to live off of."(o)He bowed his head, slamming his fist on the table.(o0"I know, I screwed up. I'm a piece of trash from the wrong side of tha tracks Hal.. neva was no good."(o)Eyes lifted to look at her.(o) (NT) -- O, 06:50:54 12/30/04 Thu

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• Her eyes went down to her hands, focusing on the ring he had given her. “We don’t need more money O. All the money in the world would never be any better then this.” Her eyes rose to glance around the bleak room. She shrugged slightly. As his fist met the table she jumped slightly. Her eyes returning to his familiar features. She shook her head slightly. “Don’t say that. It’s not true.” Maybe he was just confused, maybe he was one of those people who got the important things in life mixed up. Money wasn’t important, but he seemed to think it would ensure happiness. It doesn’t, maybe this would help him to realize that. (NT) -- Hal, 07:00:33 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)His eyes moved to where the gueard stood watchign them throught the window and he glared at him. The guards were his problem. He didn't like to be bossed around and there had been some fights. HE actually had bruised ribs from being hit with a billy club for disobeying direct orders.(o)"If I get outta here..I"ll really try this time..."(o)She was the only one he would ever say that for, and he hoped she realized it.(O) (NT) -- O, 07:04:39 12/30/04 Thu

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• She nodded quietly, before standing up and pulling her chair closer and sitting back down. “Promise no more lying?” But he really didn’t have to answer. She already believe that he wanted to do better. She reached out to take his hand, as much as she promised herself not to do this she couldn’t help it. She really did believe he was going to improve. “When do you go to court?” She’d be there of course. He just hoped he wouldn’t be in here long, but she wasn’t sure what his chances were really. She had no clue about this kind of stuff. She made a mental note to do some reading about it. Maybe she’d stop by the library on her way home. (NT) -- Hal, 07:17:35 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)His hand grasped hers and he bowed his head to kiss her knuckles gently.(o)"Ina couple weeks.."(o)He looked up at her.(o)"Hal.. they got this room for families.. so kids can come see their parents wit out havin ta see this room..could ya..maybe see bout bringin' tha girls ta see me?"(o)He asked.(o) (NT) -- O, 07:21:58 12/30/04 Thu

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• Her fingers tightened around his, they felt comfortable, safe, and familiar there. She nodded slightly as he answered her question. That would be the day that his fate- their fate- would be decided. She listened to his request, but hesitated. She wasn’t sure she wanted to have to explain why their Daddy wasn’t at home, and why he couldn’t come home with them. But as her eyes rose she realized how much he cared, how much the girls mattered to him. She nodded slightly. She’d think of some way to explain it to them. “Yah... I’ll ask about it today on my way out.” She have a small smile. “Have they been treating you ok?” (NT) -- Hal, 07:32:00 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)He nodded.(o)"Thanks dahl."(o)He shurgged his shoulders at her question.(o)"Tha prisoners don't touch me afta tha first guy tried. The guards an I don't get a long so well though...."(o)What was he to do though?He wasn't about to back down to them no matter how hard they beat. It simply wasn't in his nature to submit.(o) (NT) -- O, 07:39:19 12/30/04 Thu

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• She nodded slightly, not too surprised by his answer. She didn’t say much in reply, it wasn’t that she thought he was doing the right thing, no, it was more that she knew that was O, and that was a part of him that would be the last to change. Hallie didn’t want to change him, and she certainly didn’t want him to feel like she was pressuring him to change. “How’s your arm?” Her eyes glanced towards him, watching his features. She couldn’t help but think of how she’d missed him over the past few days. That’s what love did, pulled you in no matter how unlogical it is. And sometimes you just have to let go and realize that it’s over. Hallie wasn’t ready for that yet, she still hoped things would be alright. (NT) -- Hal, 20:55:25 12/30/04 Thu

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• (o)His fingers raised to touch the bandage absently.(o)"Its okay..it got opened up a bit durin a struggle wit tha guard..but its okay..they sowed it up fer me.."(o)He shrugged. Black eyes looked to her. He couldn't believe it was over, not as long as she sat before him, and he felt like this for her. he would kill for her, and he would die for her. And as long as he felt that way he woudl never let her go, not really. She would always feel like his girl.(o) (NT) -- O, 05:18:13 12/31/04 Fri

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• She nodded lightly, her eyes gravitating downwards to rest on the cold cement floor, then slowly they moved towards the glass window on the door. Outside of the good the guard stood stiffly, glancing leisurely between the inside of the room and the hallways. A light sigh escaped her lips, her hand lost touch with his as she rose it to remove her hair from her face. The air was filled with silence other then the muttered sound of the rest of the jail house. She didn’t know what to say anymore. It seems as if there were so many unspoken thoughts, feelings, and words that lay between them. “I should get going” She slowly stood, pained by the idea of leaving like this, just leaving him here. Expecially since it all seemed left so open ended. (NT) -- Hal, 05:29:01 12/31/04 Fri

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• (o)He stood, not wanting to see her just leave. He drew her to him, holding her to his chest. He placed a kiss on her forehead and leaned his head done to rest on top of her head.(o)"You keep me sane in herre Hal...I think about you an tha girls and how I gotta shape up so I can be tha man ya need...Dun giv up on me jus yet...k?"(o)He pulled backa little, just enough to be able to look down at her.(o) (NT) -- O, 05:34:39 12/31/04 Fri

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• She moved gently nearer to him, a gentle sigh escaping her slightly parted lips. As she was drawn into the warmth of his chest. His familiar smell, although plagued slightly by the scent of the jail, filled her nose. She nodded quietly as he pulled back, one hand raising to rest on his broad shoulder, and she stared up into his dark eyes. “I believe you.” She rose to her tip toes, drawing her arms around his neck and hugging him tightly for a long moment. “Call us at home when you can, we’ll come visit again soon” She pulled back enough to leave a kiss on his cheek. It was at that moment that the guard entered, mumbling something about their time being up. “Bye O.” She moved towards the door, to be escorted by one guard out of the building and leaving him with the other guard. (NT) -- Hal, 05:47:25 12/31/04 Fri

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• (o)He watched her go, allowing an angry sigh that was more like a growl escape his throat. His guard rolled his eyes.(o)"Touching moment Vaughn, real touching moment."(o)O didn't bother speaking, he just narrowed his eyes and snorted. The guard led him back to his cell, leaning back against the wall whie sittign on his bed he stared at the wall across from him picturing Hallie in his mind.(o) (NT) -- O, 05:53:48 12/31/04 Fri