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> >I was raised by my father as a single parent. Not sure >if I would recognize my Mom. > >From the first enema I can remember all the way until >now, there has been talways thr hat strange mixture of >pleasure and pain. I thought I was crazy. Pain was not >supposed to be painful and pain was not supposed to be >pleasureable. >They were separate and the pain in itself was not >pleasureable. > >Still the two were always there together. > >Dad always said i neded to tell him if it hurt so he >could slow it down or help me find better retention >teechniques. > >I never told him about the pleasuree but I think he >got a sense. I was a kid and would telegraph things >even a teen would never let on!!

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