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>>>As a pre teen I always became excited when I >witnessed >>>a enema or suppository administration. >>> >>>I was embarrassed when mom, aunt or neighbor mom >>>spread my cheek exposing my most secret spot. It was, >>>in strange way exciting to me when I was exposed. >>> >>>When witnessing the rectal administration I guilty of >>>staring at the anal area of other children but >knowing >>>I should look away I became excited at the same time. >>> >>>Anyone else experience the same feelings growing up? >>> >>>Best wishes. >> >> >> >>I mainly felt threatened, overhearing (or, rarely, >>glimpsing) my sister or my cousin being done - it was >>a reminder that they might decide to do me next, or at >>any unpredictable time. "Butt" when I convinced myself >>that some kid at school, e.g the ones in the special >>needs unit, were being done on a regular basis, I >>increasingly wanted to not only hear their agony and >>distress butt also to inflict it. I guess that was the >>real beginning of my anal sadistic alter ego. > >Sue, Do you agree on the fact that even adults need to >be forcibly "enemaed" (also with suppositories) if >they don't have regular bowel movements?

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