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Date Posted: 11:12:21 07/30/15 Thu
Author: nath
Subject: dirt on my skin and mind that shower's water cant wash..

Just written:
(a thought for Grant [Rip... who passed away the 15th of july 2013] who liked to write poems in the Zone).


Few words in an article did put the light,
the light on some things, some words, some acts,
which were hidden unconsciously in the depth of my mind,
some things which semt weird but now make me realize,
that i was not only destroyed by the 1 who gave me life,
she also did put dirt on my,
on my skin that water of shower cant wash,
dirt on my skin that water of shower cant wash.
Some words some acts which were hidden unconsciously in the depth of my mind,
some words some acts hidden unconsciously in the depth of my mind,
a kiss on my chest to say goodnight,
which semt tender and caring but not the part,
under the neck this part is mine,
her and me talking after hugs, this is my body no this is mine,
while her hand wasnt on my back.
It took me 11yrs to heal of my previous Trauma,
Trauma because of the 1who gave me life,
in 11years :several suicide attempts, scarification, anorexia,
and now my mind woke up, opens my eyes,
shows me things which were hidden unconsciously in the depth of my mind,
dirt on my skin and in my mind,
that shower's water cant wash,
dirt on my skin and mind
that shower's water cant wash..

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