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Subject: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline

Author:
Emmie Sue

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Date Posted: 06:11:39 02/21/24 Wed

I think there's a lot of guilt in me because I'm into spanking. Since I was a little kid it's practically all I've thought about. Any mention of spanking or when another kid got in trouble or even seeing like hairbrushes in the store I would always think 'spanking'. When I was a little kid and even now I try so desperately to hide my secret. I feel like a creeper or a freak, like I'm a really bad person to have these thoughts, and even get off on it. Even when I was a little kid I had thoughts of other girls getting their butts whooped. I thought of all sorts of scenarios about me getting my butt whooped. When I did something bad I actually hoped my mom would beat my butt. It wasn't (and isn't) anything sexy really, it was more like I deserved it and kind of longed for to be disciplined.

I have 2 way older brothers. They're a lot older than me and I'm not really that close to them. They were kind of mean to me but they were also kind of protective of me. So I was Daddy's little girl and Mommy's little princess. I admit that I am very spoiled. I never had to want for anything. I wont say that they just constantly covered me with love, my mom especially does yell at me and tells me to do things, but I don't get in any real trouble and never had any real consequences. I didn't really do bad things. I was a pretty good kid and a pretty decent adult. I got good grades and didn't bully other kids. I stole some stuff maybe and got into the usual kid mischief and I smoke week and drink, not a lot but I do. I've gotten traffic tickets and whatever, but nothing really too bad. Admittedly I can be pretty disrespectful to my mom. That's probably the worst thing I do, I can be a real brat to my mom.

So anyway, more than sexual feelings about spanking, I think a lot of my obsession is due to guilt. I am so spoiled. I never had any real consequences. I'd get grounded or whatever, but my parents never made it stick. And I think even when I was a little kid I should have had discipline and be held accountable for my actions and I shouldn't like it. I feel like I should be punished and severely and made to feel real bad for the things I've done. It's not really sexual. To make it even more confusual I sexually get off on thoughts about spanking.

Okay, I've ranted enough.
Your thoughts?

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[> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline
Author: Emmie Sue [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 06:13:23 02/21/24 Wed Damn it. I was just about to get in the shower and one of the bitches jumped in there and my stuff is even there and I have to go to class. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline

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Papajon (Spanking the Good Girls)
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Date Posted: 07:09:23 02/21/24 Wed

Ah Hello Dearest Emmie Sue!!!!!!

And Me likes so very much, "I am really not a bad girl,
I am a Decent Adult"!!! And Yes a Spoiled Daughter growing
up in the Family!!! And good honest objective Guilt often
in need, Says You, A Wholesome Spanking on Bottom Bare!!!!

And so much thanks for Your Confession for All Voy to
loudly hear!!!!!!! Yes Emmie Sue?????

And Thinks Me for You, A Wholesome Maintain Spank Relation
ship, Spanker and Spankee!!!! Regular Spankings for Your
Guilty and ALL BEHAVIORS both bad and good!!!!

Yes Dear Emmie Sue and just for Yoy, ever ever evermore!!!!!

Papajon VT

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[> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline

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bodack
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Date Posted: 21:13:30 02/21/24 Wed

My obsession with spanking started before I can remember. I always wanted to know what it felt like physically. I never wanted a punishment spanking. For whatever reason my Dad didn’t believe in spanking so it never happened. The closest I ever got to being spanked was in first grade. I was whispering to the guy in front of me and the first grade teacher came out of nowhere and gave us each a sharp lick on the side of the leg with her flyback paddle. It really stung. I never ended up over her knee in the front of the class like most of the students did. I was terrified of that.

I don’t remember any actual conversations with my friends about spankings but six licks seem to be common. Implements were hand, hairbrush, belt or flyback paddle. Not being able to sit down for dinner was a cliche not reality..

Reading these forums I see that a lot of kids get it really hard. I don’t want to involved in a spanking but I want to be a fly on the wall and see what it really looked like. My idealized view of spanking is that you are afraid of the spanking but not your parents. I know that for a lot of people it is the same thing. I know that if I was spanked growing up I would be very much part of the anti-spanking brigade. My parents really trashed my self esteem.

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[> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline

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Berryblue
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Date Posted: 21:22:29 02/21/24 Wed

I've had similar feelings growing up surrounding spanking, though I've never had the sexual confusion part, spanking has been a huge obsession for me since I was a kid. The desire for discpline and punishment has always been strong. Perhaps it's because I've gotten away woth too much, wasn't that bad a kid but could be really naughty from time to time. I never wanted my parent to spank me though, moreso other figures of authority in my life. Like teachers, youth leaders and camp counslers.

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[> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline

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JenniAnn
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Date Posted: 04:26:59 02/22/24 Thu

I can certainly see why many girls have fantasies around getting spanked and really wonders how it would have felt being spanked bare bottom over their parents knees. And try to get the experience as adults because they are spoiled, not dowing what they should etc.
Having been one of the girls who really have the experience I can say that you can certainly (if you find the right partner) experience the stinging from a harsh spanking, how it feels to lie over the knees kicking and howling. And experience the sense in your bottom for the rest of the day that you were spanked. What I think you will not be able to feel is the humiliation, fear, anxiety, agony that comes with a parental spanking. I am sure you can experience some embarrassment though. When I get a punishment spanking from my husband I do kick and cry over his knees and I can certailnly feel embarrassment. But I don't feel humiliated and I don't feel the agony and fear. Rather I love the feeling afterwards from "having been spanked". I hope you will experience it soon so that you don't have to wonder any more. :-)

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[> [> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline

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bodack
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Date Posted: 19:19:59 02/22/24 Thu

I am confident a girl I knew in ninth grade got paddled on purpose. A Guy I worked with told me about the time he deslibertly earned a paddling to see what it was like. He was given the choice three licks or three days and he said three licks the principle and his assistant just smiled at each other. He was surprised how much it hurt. There is a video on youtube where a woman and a daughter complained about how hard she got paddled. I always felt like the girl did it on purpose but wasn't expecting to be still bruised the next day.

If I could have figured out a way to get paddled in ninth grade with out my classmates finding out and no witness I think I would have gone for it.

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[> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline

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SJ
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Date Posted: 06:55:36 02/22/24 Thu

I know what you mean, Emmie Sue. I too have had the spanking fetish as long as I can remember. Paradoxically, the older I get, the more I disagree with spanking, yet the more I am fascinated by it.

I have mentioned many times before that it started when I was around 6 or 7, and I had a dream involving a school spanking that bore no resemblance to reality. I don't know why I had it. It has never gone away since then, just got stronger.

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[> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline
Author: Wondering-supportive [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 09:43:14 02/22/24 Thu Your confession indicates you need real consequences in your life because, by your own admission, you are spoiled. Time for you to get off the dime and find a parent-like disciplinarian that can make and keep you accountable. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: Maybe why I'm into spanking/discipline
Author: Rainy [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 12:52:23 02/22/24 Thu Quit making excuses why you need a spanking and arrange yourself a spanking. Hopefully, scientists will soon find a way other people will enjoy spanking the way you do. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]