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Date Posted: 11:54:01 04/01/26 Wed
Hi Dean,
Interesting how your parents kind of just stopped keeping close tabs as you grew into your teens. I have always been raised strict. For me it seems to be the opposite. I was also raised strict when younger but it seems to be even stricter now.
Yes, my parents pay close attention to what I do, where I am, and with whom. If I mess up, not very likely I will pull it off. I happen to be very sensitive and I feel guilt easily. So when I have done something I know would not be approved it isn't long before the guilt is showing. I guess you could say I wear my feelings on my sleaves.
I typicall do think about "the wall" and the potential consequences and that helps alot. I'm not that concerned with fitting in with the cool kids, not if it's going to get me in trouble. My parents really do parent so they spend a lot of time talking and I know I can come to them with anything that I'm thinking about.
This is kind of embarrassing but unlike most 17-year-old girls I still love being in my daddy's lap. I am a daddy's girl for sure but that doesn't mean he won't fullfill his duty as dad when necessary.
I hear you on the threat not always eliminating misbehavior. I guess my class cutting is a good example. So, on that note, when I did come home that afternoon mom asked me how school was. I probably already looked guilty. I was smart enough not to lie. I confessed. I was sent to my room until dinner. Mom had already texted dad so he knew everything by the time he got home. As you can guess, dinner was a little tense that night. Dad actually asked me if it was worth it. "No sir." Right answer.
After dinner was over we headed to the "area". Yes to "the wall" Dad brought the paddle from the kitchen where it is kept. I was given a strong lecture on cutting class , school policy and the rules are still rules for everyone whether you are an all A's AP student or not. I had nothing to say in my own defense. I was asked if I had a full understanding of why I needed to be disciplined. "Yes sir." "Very well Allison, remove your jeans and step out of your panties." God I hate that. THen after undressing completely from waist down including shoes and socks I was told to face the wall with hands on head.
Meanwhile mom is making sure the windows are closed and the blinds closed. After several minutes I hear dad enter again and pick up the paddle off the coffee table. "Ok Allison hands with palms flat on the wall feet apart." "Are you ready Allison?" " Crying now, "Yes daddy." "12 swats Allison remain in position until we are finished." Then "THWAP". God the burn is just awful. Nice and slow until all 12 have been applied.
So, no, I think pretty hard about "the wall" before I go ahead with any behavior that will end me up there. That is the point right? BTW thank you for your kind words and I'm glad you have turned out good as well.
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