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Author: Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 18:00:36 09/25/23 Mon
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Emmie Sue
's message, "Re: Thea" on 16:02:13 09/21/23 Thu
Hi Thea. I hope you're feeling better. I just woke up. I came home from school and other things just exhausted. I hope you didn't give me Covid. Just kidding. Really I hope you're feeling better. Did you notice I didn't reply to Angie's post even though it was directed mainly at me and somewhat ignorant? I think that shows great maturity on my part.
I'm going to answer your reply point by point rather than make a comprehensive essay. Okay?
Well, Berryblue IS naughty. I don't think I'm that naughty really. I know I'm not a perfect angel, but I'm pretty good.
I don't know if you saw my post "This Happened Today". Not only did my professor see me naked but she made me lift my arms up and put a night shirt on me. It was kind of embarrassing (yet at the same time exciting) but I was pretty okay with it and didn't go into any kind of OCD seizure or anything. i'm not sure why she did that. Idk, maybe she wanted to see me naked, but another sign of maturity, I'm not going to go all googly eyed about it, I think she was just being kind of motherly and just felt comfortable doing it with me. So anyway, I don't think I would freak out if you pulled my pants and panties down. I mean, you're going to give me a whoopin anyway, so how much more embarrassed can I get.
Like you, I don't really like food or food particles in my room (or anywhere). Um, empty pop cans and cups might be a bit of a problem. Um, let's just say that my clothes aren't always in the hamper. Quite honestly I think they jump out on their own. And well, you might have to hop over a few things. And sorry, vacuuming is not my favorite thing. And trust me, bugs are not allowed near me, so that wouldn't be a problem. What kind of odors would you be referring to?
I don't know what you mean about dishonesty. I didn't lie about anything. Was there something specific? And I'm not sure what you mean about sugarcoating. I'm not backtalking okay? I'm just not sure what you mean.
Oh, getting my assignments in on time. Don't hate me, but I actually did that today, but I did get an extension. I had an assignment due today that I just couldn't get motivated for this weekend. I know, I know, I know, but the teacher said that Monday is only the suggested date, but we really have until Wednesday. I'm not the only one. Half the class didn't have it finished today.
Yeah, I'm sure 3 spankings a day wouldn't last long. Even if I ended up loving spankings I think my butt would be so sore i would pretty quickly change my behaviors.
It's an electric stove. The fire was NOT my fault. Somebody must have cooked some with grease or oil and got it on the coil and the drip pan along with them not cleaning out the drip pan.
Okay, now the part about having a friend over. I think they might have a pretty good idea that there was something going on if you whispered in my ear and I left the room and you sent them home. I think at that point I would have to tell them. If they were a good friend I think maybe I would want to tell them. I think it would be deceptive to keep something like that a secret.
Now this >If they did know about your arrangement and had previously consented to witness your punishments, I would send you to the corner of the dining room instead, and your friend and I would finish eating while you stood there. Then, I would tell them you were going to get a good spanking and ask if they wanted to watch.< is almost exciting. It's actually something I've fantasized about, but in rl, OMG I could never live that down. And I'm assuming this would all be with my pants down.
Mouth soaping. Hmmm. Sounds interesting. I confess, I have put soap up my bottom. Maybe I shouldn't tell you that. It's not all that pleasant, but then again it is. I guess it's the whole ritual of mouth soaping and I've really only put it in my mouth to taste it, and that wasn't too bad.
Yes, I want to, I crave to experience a real punishment spanking where I have no say in it. That's the whole point. I want to experience that lifestyle. I wouldn't say I want to be 'dominated' and I don't want to be degraded. I hate those videos where the punisher is mean and I really hate when in videos they write on someone like 'slut' on their boobs or something. That's why I don't like videos with men in them and never really fantasized much about that. I'm, well fairly independent, but I want to be cared for and looked after and held accountable for my behavior. Tbh, I got away with a lot from my parents and really my school. I wouldn't say I was or am bad, actually I'm pretty good I think, but I never had a lot of accountability and discipline wasn't consistent.
I've thought about getting a spanking machine. Fortunately I can't afford it and I could just see that with my current living arrangement. My roommates already think I'm a kook.
Oh, I want to make this very clear that I wasn't in no way asking about your students. What I was asking about was if any ever had a crush on you that you know of and how you would deal with that. I'm SURE probably 90% of the class have a crush on you. I have historically had crushes on many of my teachers and had fantasies about them spanking me. Obviously I still do. There's something about teachers and librarians that I'm really attracted to.
And I guess I used the wrong word. I meant student teachers. Like they have to spend a certain number of hours in the classroom to get their degree. I shouldn't have used the word dimwit. I deserve to be punished for that. But I know some can be a little pushy and over step their boundaries. I have heard this from teachers. In fact when I was in 5th grade there was a student teacher and I could tell she was really pissing off the teacher. I don't know if the teacher wanted to turn her over her knees and give her a good whoopin in front of the class (that part was my 11 year old imagination) but I could sense she was annoyed.
I would have to say that I am the exact opposite. I'm 90/10 sub/dom. I'm not too interested in masochism. Not like being tied to a cross and dominated by a leather clad whip wielding mistress kind of thing. I don't want to use this word, but I guess more of a mommy figure. My experience Friday with my favorite teacher...I don't even know how to explain it. Maybe she did that because she knew it fed into my feelings for her, but really I think she was just being kind and she really cares about me and she's just that way. The only thing she didn't do was turn me over her knees and paddle my ass and cuddle me after and stroke my hair and rub my bottom.
Well, I think that covers everything.
About that ignorant post that was directed at me, which I showed great maturity in not responding to. I'm just saying that in the dorms you don't pick your roommates and sometimes personalities clash. I'm not saying that I hated all of my roommates and I'm not sure about catty drama, but let's face it, girls will be girls and where there are girls there will be drama. I don't know if dudes are like that, probably. I've gotten along fairly well with most of my roommates, but when you're used to living alone pretty much and then you find yourself in a fairly cramped room and have to learn how to live with somebody, it can be difficult. The same with my current arrangement. I just found a room and hoped I'd be happy with that. Unfortunately I got stuck with soshie jocks. So good for her that she lived with athletes like herself. She sounds exactly like the B words I live with. Self centered, judgmental and exclusive. There is one that I get along okay with. She actually slapped my butt the other day. I LIKED IT. I don't think she meant anything about it. Maybe she did, Idk. I think she was just like telling me that we're cool.
Wow, this took a long time, but I did have to run out for something which made it take a lot longer and I met someone I know and chatted. I hope you feel better. Hey, before I go...spanking isn't my only interest. There's some other things I fantasize about and self do, many I explored with my EX crush on video chat and kind of picked up on some of hers. I'm not over her btw. but I'm just going to go into it. So, my question is, are you into other things? What things?
Okay, goodnight. I hope you have pleasant dreams about spanking someone (could even be me).
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