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Katie
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Date Posted: 11:52:41 04/15/24 Mon
I have been reading on this forum for a long time and just recently started commenting. I have read that a lot of girls and guys on here have had an interest in spanking for a long time. I am no exception. I have been interested in spanking for as long as I can remember, well before I knew or even had a concept of the sexuality involved around it. I was spanked at home since I was very young. But I can remember thinking about it a lot more than just if I was in trouble. I was very interested in watching my sisters or my cousins getting spanked. It excited me and I did not at the time know why. If someone at school mentioned it, I would do all I could to get as much information from them as possible. It wasn’t until I was probably 10 or 11 years old that I started realizing that people were embarrassed by it and didn’t really want to talk about it.
It was also around that time that I started spanking myself. I didn’t have a lot of alone time at that age but any time I would get a chance I would fantasize about being spanked and do it to myself. As I have said in other post I would dodge parental spankings like the plague, but for some reason the thought of being spanked by someone else excited me. As I got older this urge only grew. Around 12 or so I started using the self spanking as part of my masturbation. I would spank myself and then masturbate and the feeling I was getting was so much better that masturbation alone. It was also getting easier and easier to get time alone as I became a teenager my parents had no issue leaving me alone. These were the times that I had the most fun. I was still under the threat of parental spankings, so I always had to be careful, but it did not stop me, I did it all the time. As soon as I knew that I was going to have some alone time I would get excited and turned on. When everyone would leave, I would lock all the doors. I would get all dressed up like I was going to church the whole nine yards, dress, tights, shoes everything. I would set up mirrors so I could watch and then I would put a pillow on my chair and bend over it. I would slowly bare myself one layer at a time with my fantasy of the spanker slowly taking each layer of clothing down. I used every implement that I have ever seen someone spanked with; belts, spoons, spatulas, flyswats, but the best implement I found to use was my mom’s hairbrush. I certainly knew it hurt but I could get enough force behind my blows to get the almost sensation of a real spanking. It never hurt anywhere near a real one, but I perfected my technique over the years. I started with going as long as I could, then I moved to a specific number of swats, and I would alternate that with a timer and not stopping until it went off. That was the best way for me to have the least amount of control as if I was really being spanked. These spankings were always followed by masturbation that ended in mind blowing orgasms.
So, my question for everyone… Do you or did you ever self spank? If so, how did you do it? Did you have a procedure or ritual or am I the only weird one?
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