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Subject: Re: Living with my grandparents and spanked.

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Jessica to Alice

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Date Posted: 21:50:06 05/30/25 Fri
In reply to: Alice to Jessica 's message, "Re: Living with my grandparents and spanked." on 19:53:23 05/30/25 Fri

Hello again to my beautiful little blonde spanking Target from Mexico,

You are such a sweet little girl! I'm sure they love especially the degree to which you were submissive. That is such a turn-on for most people. The little Vietnamese girl running from her home did not get bombed. It was much more awful than that, she was hit with this stuff called napalm that has dropped from the sky and literally burned all her clothes off.

I had never heard of a grasshopper until you brought it up, but again I wish you would just submit and get this over with. I can see why everyone loves you, I think you're a lot more social and popular then you think you are. That's just my opinion.

But Alice, I know several of us here would beg and plead for you to please, please just get your vagina strapped. Lindsay will be very happy, we'll be happy and the whole world will be happy.

Once again I can see why everyone loves you so much. Much love and understanding to you, Jessica

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Re: Living with my grandparents and spanked.

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Alice to jessica (complete submission)
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Date Posted: 23:04:05 05/30/25 Fri

Hi Jessica

Thank you for writing and sharing your thoughts.

I’m glad you saw that photo because she is my age and my body looks like hers.

But she is from Vietnamese, and I am not from there, so we don’t look alike.

I am not a submissive person, and stand my ground if I disagree with someone.

But when it comes to spankings on my bottom or vagina, I become completely submissive.

I just know that I can’t win.

I have given Heather a great deal of power over me and I have tremendous respect for her.

Like I have for the pastor.

I think his decision not to spank any of us (most of the time) is very powerful.

Alice and Heather are caned in a room that I cannot see into, but there is a way to listen.

I listen to every caning I can except if Heather is there.

These canings are from older girls who are about 16 or 17, but that’s a guess.

If Alice is getting caned I always try to listen.

We all share the same room even though there is a small empty room for my mom who is pretty well never here.

If Alice is caned or her friends are caned, I get very excited.

Sometimes Alice returns with her friends, but sometimes alone.

I always lie on my bed when she returns from being caned because I am excited to listen to her crying.

If she brings friends, that’s even better as they sit on her bed.

No matter what time it is, I go to bed, but really to hear them crying.

I put oil on one finger and rub myself.

I am really excited.

But this also requires me to go to bed insanely early some days, so Alice doesn’t realize it’s only when she gets caned.

I am very submissive when it comes to my punishment, but nowhere else in my life.

Even if it’s a friend of Alice who has never given me a spanking, I become very submissive, never argue, never refuse to get over her lap…I drape myself over the girl’s lap making sure my bottom is precisely what they want to give me the best (for me, the worst) position for the hardest spanking.

I go over every girl’s lap with my head and feet on each side ,and often request that they tell me to shift a bit if this would help her to give me a harder spanking

Only when Heather is not there I must “ask and beg that I receive the hardest spanking possible”.

Every girl here wants to watch my spankings.

I must ask her to spank me as hard as possible so that I become a better girl.

I must acknowledge that I deserve a very hard spanking, and beg her to not show sympathy if I cry or scream as her job is to spank me as hard as she wishes.

After saying all this…which started vey recently,..before my spanking starts, I have to say something like “ I am begging you to please start spanking me as hard and as severely as you feel I deserve”…plus something about a soft spanking only encourages further bad bevavior.

This is all new and I cannot tell Heather.

The part that I don’t understand is why I say this with all my heart.

I don’t look at it as some stupid thing I am forced, but I say it as if I truly mean it.

I am as submissive as I tiny naked girl like me can be, but it’s strange because I 100% do not want this spanking, and certainly not as hard as possible, but anyone who is watching me would say “She really means this and is not acting” and this is correct.

But the first two minutes is me begging before I am told to behave or get a caning.

I don’t understand this at all, but I become completely and totally submissive.

If I cover my bottom, I have to ask for a longer spanking or if I have misbehaved during my spanking, I tell the girl that “I think a n immediate caning is necessary as I cannot behave”.

I only recently have to ask like this, but it’s me, not Alice demanding I say these things.

It started with Alice saying I had to ask her to begin spanking and as I asked so sincerely, it just grew and grew.

Half of what I say…or 80%… is not what Alice told me to say.

I just started saying these things.

My brain doesn’t like things it doesn’t understand things at all, but I don’t understand this.

But it is “me” asking this from my heart, not something that I am being forced to say.

Almost all that I say, I made up myself.

The problem…and it is a real problem for me…is that all this has meant Alice and her friends want to spank me more and more and more.

I don’t understand so much about life.

Love

Alice

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grandpaBob
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Date Posted: 09:57:51 06/01/25 Sun

Hi Alice, sweet friend of mine.
I understand that all this that is happening to you with Alice and her friends is beyond your comprehension and, if I understand correctly, while consciously you absolutely do not want to be whipped or spanked, unconsciously you feel compelled to ask them to spank or whip you hard.
At this point I would advise you to talk about it with someone you really trust (and the first thought is to talk about it with Heather) and tell her what you feel and experience. Trying doesn't cost you anything. It is not necessary, if you do not want it, that you tell her about what they actually do to you but just what you are living with.

Let me know what do you think about it.
Hugs from R.

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