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>It all turned out different and we want different >things, I'm not sure if it's OK, it's a bit weird. >After our first talk, I was expecting a belting from >her as a step mom. >It didn't happen. She said her spanking me in my teens >was a duty and, although she is 42 and Im 25 and >despite her being married to my late father she wants >marriage with me >She is an attractive woman and she says she is happy >to give me spankings she would do that as a wife, not >as a step mother. >She declined to give me a one off thrashing. It's all >or nothing. >I just don't know where my head is or what to do. > > > > > > > > No not the cane Pat. It was always a leather strap. >>Are you male or female. Have you been caned? >> >> >> >>I hope that you have not to wait a longtime. And you >>>may also prepare a cane... >>> >>> >>>Thank you for your encouragement Pat, it led me to >>>>phone her, in our conversation she said she was >>>>prepared to come over and talk about how my life is >>>>going. If I am disappointed in myself she will send >>me >>>>to my room to think positively. Then we will have an >>>>adult discussion as to whether she thinks a >>punishment >>>>belting is appropriate. She may proceed with that, >>she >>>>may not. >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>>So she will do. it again? Very good... and I hope >>so >>>>>that she will announce it before... >>>>> >>>>>>My interest in this prompted me to ask my step mom >>>>who >>>>>>is now 42 what her views and recollections of my >>>>>>spankings are. My dad is no longer with us. I >>>invited >>>>>>her for dinner and after some drinks I raised the >>>>>>subject. >>>>>>She said she had two thoughts, one she felt >>>>>>uncomfortable and it was a duty but also she >>thought >>>>>>it was fascinating how a white bottom could be >made >>>>>>pink then dark red. >>>>>>She asked for my views, I gave them in that I >hated >>>>>>the pain but was a little turned on that she had >>the >>>>>>right to bare my bottom and lay on the belt.. >>>>>> >>>>>>We both admitted we had never been in other >>spanking >>>>>>situations. We agreed that we might do it again >>some >>>>>>time. >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>It's eight years since I left home but my >spankings >>>>>>>from my step mother are etched into my physique. >>>>Well >>>>>>>the waiting period even more so. >>>>>>> >>>>>>>It wasn't frequent and I don't think she enjoyed >>>>>>>giving me discipline, but saw it as a duty >>>>>>> My father was in the navy. >>>>>>> >>>>>>>If I had transgressed I was sent to my room and >>>told >>>>>>>to think deeply about my actions >>>>>>>After about an hour she would knock on my door >and >>>>>>>enter the room with the strap >>>>>>> A discussion over my behaviour would follow. >>>>>>>Sometimes it was decided that I would get a bare >>>>>>>bottom belting, sometimes not. >>>>>>> >>>>>>>She would then leave the belt on a chair saying >>she >>>>>>>would be back in a bit >>>>>>> OMG knowing then that it was certain that my >>>>>trousers >>>>>>>and underpants would come down and I would get >>>>>>>thrashed was horrible, frightening but a weird >>>>thrill >>>>>>>at the same time >>>>>>> If I was wearing shorts at the time the >>>>anticipation >>>>>>>seemed to increase. >>>>>>> >>>>>>>That can never be replicated.

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