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>Hi Linda > >As I try to understand my own sexuality which I >don’t think existed six months ago, messages like >yours are helpful to me. > >I know I like to spank and cane my same-age >brother’s bare bottom but don’t understand why >over the issue that his penis is stiff when we both >know this is normal. > >I hand spank his penis also as his angry ‘mother’ >who is shocked by his ‘rudeness’ of displaying his >naked penis sticking up. > >It’s all just a fake excuse so that I can correct >his naughtiness when I just want to spank him for no >reason at all. > >But he plays his part and his bottom is bright red >when he could refuse to play in the first place. > >I know these are new feelings for me. > >I first found voy after searching google for voy + >church spankings and was brought to this post by >Brooke > >https://www.voy.com/243062/1.html > >I also identify with her friend Jacob who asks for the >“honor” of whipping her and then holding her as >she cries and cries. > >I would read that and imagine what he would be doing >in bed alone three times that night. > >I think my older sisters who strap my bottom and >vagina enjoy doing this…they have admitted it, so >I’m not sure why I need to write “I think”. > >I know the boys that hold my legs apart, especially if >the ‘grasshopper’ is used all have a stiff penis, >and boast afterwards that they got to hold Alice’s >legs apart during a grasshopper whipping. > >I have written several times here that I believe God >designed little girls to be whipped and spanked on >their vagina and bottom because this combines shame >with pain. > >My friend tried whipping my feet once as I lay >barefoot on my bed, but the first stroke hit my foot >and toes, and I jumped up screaming. > >That was the end of that experiment. > >But strapping the bottom of my toes was very painful >and would be quite a punishment, but nothing like this >is mentioned here. > >No one in our church community spanks us like this. > >Both my brother and I know that me spanking and >whipping him “for having a stiff penis” is a fake >reason for his punishments, but he accepts them >anyways. > >I am fascinated at what adults say and try to see how >this can help me understand my own thoughts. > >I think God’s invisible command to my sister to >strap and whip my bottom and vagina never goes away >but continues in the minds of adults until they drop >dead at she 60. > >It’s like we never forget God’s wish long past the >age when girls like me have a bright red bottom or >vagina. > >But I am still very confused about all this. > >Not just slightly confused, but very confused as I try >to understand myself knowing that I will lecture my >brother about his naughty penis and then spank his >bottom with a hairbrush before we climb into our small >bed together and cuddle before we both fall asleep. > >If adults don’t seem to understand why they have >these feelings, how am I supposed to? > >Love > >Alice > >wantstochat@protonmail.com

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