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>>>>>>Look thx I needed a day. I don't get spanked often >>>>and >>>>>>have crazy hormones so it's always a big deal for >>>me. >>>>>>I tried thinking about it more positively like you >>>>>>said but it's hard. >>>>>>Mum normally spanks me with a hairbrush like bent >>>>over >>>>>>the sofa but eventually I kick my panties off and >I >>>>>>still kinda have skinny legs and not much hair. >You >>>>>>get how its impossible to hide my parts? My >stepdad >>>>>>had me stand and reach behind this pole in the >>>>cellar. >>>>>>I got lectured while completely topless only in >>>>jeans. >>>>>>Then he smacked each boob and made me count that >>out >>>>>>loud as one spank. Like not hard, but it stings so >>>>>>much!! I was telling him it hurts but he made >count >>>>to >>>>>>13 with pauses between each. And I was having a >>hard >>>>>>time standing straight, like I was kicking the >>floor >>>>>>so my boobs (they are B cup cones) I could feel >>>>>>bouncing even after each set, you don't have any >>>>>>idea...!!! >>>>>>I was crying so much after. He was telling me >about >>>>>>consequences but it didn't sink in till now. I >>>>>>apologised to my stepdad and later my Mum. They >>both >>>>>>forgave me but put me on restriction for 13 days. >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>since you have now experienced both ways for your >>>>>step-dad to spank you which do you now feel you >>would >>>>>better accept? which way was more effective in >>>pain >>>>>and embarrassment? >>>> >>>>I dont know I'm so conflicted!!! I mean like it was >>>>hard enough baring them for being bad, but felt even >>>>worse when he said them being exposed is bad too. >Tho >>>>on the bottom hurts less per swat, mum has given >some >>>>really bad ones with a hairbrush (she calls them >>good, >>>>srsly). But I don't want to be humiliated from >>showing >>>>my stepdad more especially since I kick. >>> >>> >>>The point of punishment is humiliation. It comes from >>>the word humility. I think you should go to your >>>parents and tell them to focus on that in the future >>>and to always choose full nudity. On your end of >>>things, you ought to look as good as possible for >them >>>to guide you properly. >>> >>>Just let go and let them guide you. Learn to enjoy >>>what you can control and fully let go of what you >>>can't control. >> >>Look I'm upset about being half undressed WHYYY would >>I make it worse?! I'm humiliated enough! I try to act >>good but im 13 and going thru alot they can't expect >>me to be perfect. I mean I just got spanked again and >>lost my phone privs over the weekend I don't need >>more... >>What do you mean by fully let go of what I can't >>control? Not trying to be rude but idk what you mean. > >I mean, let go. When you let go of what you can't >control, it gives you more time to control what you >can control. Although the phone privs should be taken >for a month, without any other discipline required. >I'd probably go with that in their stead. Though >that's based on my kid, all kids are different, your >parents know best what you need. Now here's the thing, >you sound quite smart and conniving so you should >understand this: > >If you play with the cards you have, instead of >wishing for cards you don't have, you'll make better >decisions and you'll eventually outplay those who >focus more on your cards than on theirs. Have you ever >been told that too much is like not enough? You do >that with humiliation and you'll end up working on >yourself, acting properly, become more pleasant to be >around, working out to look beautiful, all that stuff. >It's much better to do that with your time, than to >worry about how you will avoid what you don't like. > >For example, if your stepdad likes you, just a little, >you don't want to steal him from your mom here, don't >let your ego take over (and it would be weird). >Anyway, when you're 20 and need money, you don't >borrow from the bank, you borrow from the stepdad who >charges no interest. There's a future you can build >from this, just look further ahead and trust the >process in the middle. > >Two results are possible from this. The worst, but >what you want, is that they'll notice and give up on >all that. The other one, is that you develop your >future in such a way that you always have a plan B if >things go wrong. You always have a family willing to >aid you. So why fight it when all you have to do is >let go. You can't control the consequences after you >get caught doing something wrong, just accept you made >a bad choice, roll with the punches, or slaps in your >case, and then get right back up again. > >Also, no one is expecting you to be perfect. Get that >out of your head.

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