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>>>Hello, Danny, >>> >>>My mother was a firm believer in diaper discipline. >>>She'd put me back in diapers at different times >during >>>my youth, for various disciplinary reasons. >>> >>>The summer I was 13, between 8th grade and high >>>school, I got put back in diapers because of issues >>>with my babysitter. That's a whole story in itself. >>>I got to spend the whole summer in diapers, for the >>>most part. My mother quickly noticed how much better >>>behaved I became while diapered, and persisted in >that >>>disciplinary approach as long as I lived with her, >>>even into my early adulthood. So I can appreciate >what >>>you're going through. >>> >>>Unlike your situation, my mother wanted to keep me at >>>home, under her thumb and strict control, especially >>>financial control. She liked me being "Mommy's >Little >>>Boy." In that situation, it was virtually impossible >>>to move out on my own. >>> >>>I can appreciate how lonely diaper discipline makes a >>>boy feel. If you want to share your experiences, I'd >>>be happy to listen, and share mine. >>> >>>- mikki >>> >>>>Hi all, apologies if this is not the right forum for >>>>this. >>>> >>>>My parents used diaper discipline for me and my >>>>siblings growing up. Nothing major, but if we got in >>>>trouble we'd lose our toilet privileges for a while >>>>and would have to wear diapers. It definitely made >>>>sure we stayed out of trouble. >>>> >>>>Growing up, my parents always made it clear that >once >>>>we turned eighteen and became adults, we'd be >>expected >>>>to move out and support ourselves. Fair enough I >>>>suppose. I worked hard as a teen and saved up as >much >>>>as I could. But between studying for school and >>>>looking after my siblings, 6 with the crazy cost of >>>>rent in our city, I wasn't able able to save up >>enough >>>>before by 18th birthday to afford rent for more than >>a >>>>couple of months. I was going to university in our >>>>city, so I knew even if I did move out for a couple >>of >>>>months, I wouldn't be able to raise enough money >>>>working part-time to stay living away from home for >>>>long. >>>> >>>>So my parents made me a deal. I could stay living at >>>>home for now. But to punish me and incentivise me to >>>>save up money and move out, they put me back in >>>>diapers 24/7 and took away all toilet privileges. >I'm >>>>21 now, so I've been in diapers permanently for the >>>>past three years. I'm not allowed to use the toilet >>>>anymore, so I have to pee and poop in them and wait >>>>for my parents to change me. It's humiliating, but I >>>>still can't afford to move out, so I have to put up >>>>with it. At this point I've lost most control of my >>>>bodily functions. I pee myself constantly throughout >>>>the day. I have a little more control over my poops, >>>>but not much - sometimes I've pooped myself at a >>>>college lecture. In public I can wear clothes over >my >>>>diaper, but at home I have to stay completely naked >>>>other than my diaper. It's embarrassing because none >>>>of my siblings are really diaper disciplined >anymore. >>>>My 19 year old sister got a scholarship for >>university >>>>which paid for all fees and accomodation, so she >>moved >>>>out before she turned 18. My other two siblings are >>16 >>>>and 15, so they're still allowed to live at home >>>>without being diapered 24/7, and they rarely get in >>>>enough trouble to be put in diapers at all. They're >>at >>>>the age where they tease me a lot for being a big >>baby >>>>boy who still has to wear diapers and stay almost >>>>naked all the time. Mom and Dad let them check my >>>>diaper to see if it's dirty and change me if needed, >>>>which is humiliating. Sometimes my family talk to me >>>>like I'm a baby, and usually I have to eat baby food >>>>and drink from a bottle instead of eating real food >>>>(I'm not allowed to cook or do any 'adult' things >>>>anymore, but my siblings are). I'm not allowed to >>have >>>>any body hair - I get waxed every few weeks (my >>>>siblings love waxing my pubic and butt hair in >>>>particular). >>>> >>>>I've found it hard to make friends at college >because >>>>of my diapers. I have one close friend from college >>(a >>>>girl) who empathises, but that's really it. Most >>>>people are grossed out and think I'm a weirdo, even >>>>though it's not my choice. Especially now that I >>can't >>>>control myself so well, sometimes I poop myself when >>>>I'm hanging out with people, and trust me, it's >>>>impossible to hide it. >>>> >>>>I was wondering if anyone here had any similar >>>>experiences of young adults being diaper disciplined >>>>(either as a parent, or as the person diapered)? I'd >>>>be really interested to find out. And please feel >>free >>>>to ask me more questions, it's cathartic to write >>>>about my experience. >> >>Mikki, thank you for sharing your experience. I was >>diaper disciplined also as a child, but never for a >>full summer. That must have been tough at that age. >> >>Unlike your Mom, my parents want me to move out. Or at >>least, my Dad does. I think like your Mom, my Mom is >>starting to like the idea of 'her little baby' being >>at home. I think it reminds her of when we were all >>little. She hasn't said as much, but she hasn't >>mentioned moving out in a while. >> >>I'm hopeful I'll be able to move out soon. Unlike you >>were, I'm allowed to live a 'somewhat' normal life >>outside of being babied at home and being diaper >>disciplined. I go into college every day. I'm allowed >>to have a phone (a hand-me-down from my little sister, >>since I'm the 'baby' now, but I won't complain, even >>though I was still forced to pay her out of my >>savings). I'm not allowed to cook or drive a car, >>because those are 'for adults'. But it's only a 30 >>minute walk to the bus and then another 50 minutes or >>so into university, so it's not too bad. And I'm >>allowed (and encouraged) to work part-time to help >>save up to move out, so I have some financial >>independence. With that said, I've been finding it >>tough to save, mostly because of my diaper discipline. >>Last year I was fired from my job at the sandwich bar >>I've worked at since I was about 13, since customers >>and coworkers started complaining about the smell >>coming from me. My manager knew I wore diapers to work >>under my clothes (she's knew I wore them under my >>clothes sometimes as a teen, and she understood when I >>told her I had to wear them permanently at 18 - >>although I lied and told her it was for incontinence), >>but since I'm in diapers permanently now, I've lost a >>lot of control over my bodily functions, so I would >>often poop myself at work, causing the whole shop to >>smell since I couldn't change my diaper until I got >>home. So eventually I was fired. So now I mostly work >>doing odd jobs (moving lawns, cleaning, etc.), but >>it's hard to save up when I'm paid so little. We have >>a family friend in high school who I tutor math to >>every Thursday for two hours. But it's embarrassing >>since she's a family friend, so our house rules apply >>at her house too, so I have to strip off when I arrive >>and teach her while basically naked except my diaper >>(which is often dirty after college). It's completely >>humiliating, but it pays better than any other job I >>have at the moment so I can't quit (besides, Mom >>wouldn't let me). >> >>You mentioned loneliness - it is really the worst part >>about all of this. I can put up with the humiliation. >>I can put up with having to sit in my own shit for >>hours waiting for Mom to change me. But I hate having >>almost no friends. >> >>I'm curious Mikki. Did you have many friends growing >>up? Did they know you were diaper disciplined? Did >>they still want to hang out/play when they knew you >>were wearing diapers (e.g. during the summer)? Or were >>they grossed out? When you were diapered for a long >>time over the summer, were you still able to control >>your peeing and pooping? Or did you resign yourself to >>using your diapers like a baby with no control? > >My parents mentioned once or twice they were always >happy to be done with changing diapers so I dont think >they would have ever wanted to go for diaper >discipline, even if a close friend had highly >suggested it. > >I guess yours are obviously different. Did they ever >tell you how and why they decided to go with diapers >for you and your siblings? Did the discipline change a >lot over the years, other than the fact you wear them >constantly now. They never found it more inconvenient >to find diapers once everyone outgrew the baby sizes >or change any of you when you were more active with >school or working? > >Personally, I think you need to find a way to regain >your control. And your parents should want that since >it will be harder to move out without a regular job. >Having to lose one you worked at since 13 seems like >the punishment backfired for everyone. > >I also think you should tell your parents you want >more friends. Regardless of what you wear, it >shouldn't stop you from going out and meeting people. >And besides, by making more friends, there would be a >greater liklihood that you and someone else might be >able to go in together on a place and move out. So >again, your parents should be in favor of you meeting >more people. Did you or your siblings hang out with >anyone during diaper discipline growing up? Maybe >those people would be good company if any of them are >still in the area?

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