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Subject: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: tHe wEiRd sUsaN.. loL =P [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 02:25:37 06/19/04 Sat HeElLoOoOoo gA jIe... hOw aRe yOu dOiNg?? lOnG tImE dIdIn'T sToP bY tIm.. hEhE.. hAhA sO wHaT dO yOu tHiNk aBoUt mY wOrDs hErE? hAhA I sPeNd a lOt oF tImE tO dO tHiS.. =P HmMmmMmmm.. mIsS tHe dAyS iN HK a lOt lA.. sO hApPy eVeRyDaY.. mIsS tHe dAyS I cAlLeD yOu tOo tHo iT iS a bIt eMbArAsSInG.. lOl.. =P aIyA tOo bAd dIdN't gEt tO mEet gA jIe tIm.. =( i dId bAdLy iN sCiEnCe SuBjeCts.. bUt dId qUiTe gOoD iN oThERs sUbJecTs.. hAhA fEeL sO hElpLeSs.. I sHoUlD hAvE cHoOsE aRt iN tHe fIrSt pLaCe.. aNywAyZ.. hOw aRe yOu dOiN tHeSe dAyS?? sTilL sO tIrEd? rEsT mOrE lA.. =) i'M sUrpRisEd to rEciEvEd a bElAtEd bIrtHdAy pReSeNt fRoM a gUy iN mY cLasS yEsTerDaY.. hAhA tElL yOu mOrE lAtER lA.. =P hAhA wOnDeR wHy i aLwAys tHiNk oF yOuR nAmE (mArShA) iNstEad of gA jIe.. mArShA mArSha mArShA.. gA jIe gA jIe gA jIe.. hAhA i'M cRaZy nOw.. cOz sOmetHinG hApPy hApPeNeD iN sChoOl tOdAy.. tElL yOu mOrE lAtEr tOo lA.. hEhE.. hEhE gOtTa gO nOw.. yOu tAkE cArE oKaY? hOpE eVerYtHiNg iS fInE... sMiLe aLwAys! mIsS yA sO mUcH! =) hEhE.. fRom, tHe vErY vErY vErY wEiRd sUsAn fOr tOdAy oNlY =P [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:46:17 06/23/04 Wed hAhA, mUi, WoNdEr WhAt HaPpEnEd To U hUh! It Is So DiFfIcUlT tO tYpE iN tHiS wAy... As SaId In IcQ, gA jIe ThInK tHaT fInDiNg ApPrOpRiAtE mEaSuReS tO iMpRoVe ThE cUrReNt SiTuAtIoN mAy HeLp. MiSs Ya ToO!!! hOpE wE cAn MeEt SoMeDaY! (haha, sorry... ga jie have given up already, coz feel'n so tired now... oh... ttyl!) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: Susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:18:22 06/24/04 Thu haha tho it is difficult to type but ga jie managed to type it .. haha.. lol =P hmm.. i was thinking of changing subjects but it will be very troublesome.. need to adjust myself again in a new class , so i'm still thinking.. haha u noe, human are weak in making decisions sometimes.. or perhaps i'm the only one who act like this.. anywayz, really many things happened in these few weeks.. well these things changed my view of life.. u know, we really need to enjoy our life because life is short yet precious.. Although it is always easier say than done, but i really try to stay in a good mood now... I hope ga jie will do the same thing too.. We shouldn't let our past controlling us.. whatever happened in the past is already known as past correct? Well, of coz everyone has their own difficulty correct? hmm just hope that we'll have less problems and more happiness.. and , smile always too! =) Just to say : If money can buy happiness, besides buying 1 for my ownself, i'll buy 1 for ga jie too! haha that was lame.. lol =P U take care okay? U know, when we grow up, we'll found out that less and less frens are true or sincere to us.. So i guess we should appreciate what we have now.. hehe.. =) Gtg now.. need to carry on to study now.. can u imagine? it's 1.15 am but i still need to study?! and the worst thing is, i got school tmr! haha i'm trying to face it positively not to get frustrated.. See ya! =) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:27:05 06/27/04 Sun mui, thanx a lot for ur appreciation. haha, at least ga jie has shown effort, yea? it's true, we need time to think over when making decisions. btw, have u consulted ur parents on the izzue of changing class? mui, sometimes I wonder if we are *connected* in some way. ga jie is disturbed by the past, seems that I can never let go. haha mui, u r just like my guardian angel, reminding me of what is the appropriate thing to do. buy happiness? why don't we just share it? : ) oh, btw, don't stay up too late ok? apart from staying happy all the time is important, health is also very very important too! hope I am not being long-winded. haha. anywayz, time is running short, and I have to go now. ga jie miss the days we chatted on phone. take care : ) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: Susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:27:12 06/27/04 Sun ga jie, i definitely believe that we are really connected in some way! u know, what u wrote in ur latest diary entry really reflect how i act too.. I need love & concern, and i want everyone's attention too.. but yea, when someone approach me n show their love & concern, i rejected them.. that's so sarcastic.. and as a result, i pissed many ppl off.. hmm u know, when i read what u written in your diary , i was shocked of our similiarity! wonder how many coincidences we have eh? =P u know, i pissed ppl off again yesterday night.. 1 of my friend tried to comfort me yet ended get pissed off by me.. sigh.. seem that i hate everyone in my school now, i don't know why but just getting so rude.. perhaps i'm trying to protect myself too.. hmm feeling so dead today... =( haha money can't buy happiness but it can rent it for a long long time.. =P ya health is important.. i'm staying up too late everyday.. i can really fall asleep when i'm alone! lolz.. i'm trying to isolate myself tho.. aiya how come we got the same problem eh? =P anywayz, take care ya! haha btw, if ga jie is tired, why don't u go to bed straightly instead of goin online & end up fall asleep in front of the computer? lol.. =P btw, wanna quote something here.. ¥u­n¤´¦³¹Ú¡A©ä¤@­ÓÅs¥²©w¬üÄR =) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:31:16 07/01/04 Thu haha, mui... ga jie just can't manage staying awake in front of the computer! since I have been gluing myself to the computer all day long... -_-|| can't organize my thoughts at all. hm... don't always blame urself for treating ur schoolmates rudely. it may help by asking urself, how am I gonna improve the current situation? is there any other way to treat my frds better? and btw, we should stay happy always, coz we are connected in such a way, perhaps our mood can affect each other. haha. take care ok? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: susan?? [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:56:00 07/10/04 Sat hmm feeling so unfamiliar with myself suddenly.. who am i?? =( sigh.. life is getting tough and tough everyday.. I'm too stressed out until I locked myself alone in my room and cried almost everyday.. there was time i nearly cried in school but managed to swallow it.. you know, I don't act like this.. where's the happy girl i were in the past? everyone is asking me the same question , : why are you sad? , ha, i don't know how to answer. I miss my smile.. I want back my smile desperately! But I know, it's useless to just say without taking any actions, but, sigh.. i'm helpless.. when time flies, ppl should become more mature but me, i'm getting more and more childish.. Hmm at 1st i don't wanna say all these here coz it's really let ga jie think that I'm childish.. But , most of my friends get pissed of by me.. and i don't wanna let them know about my "weak point".. Sigh.. even though some ppl smile all the time doesn't mean they are happy , correct? Hmm.. I hate my classmates more and more now tho they didn't do anything bad to me.. you see, I'm so weird! =| Geez.. my piano exam is coming end of July.. I thought that i got potential in music but now it don't really seems to.. Even the thing i have faith in it dissapointed me as well.. What else can i do? =( hmm too much rubbish here.. sorry .. anywayz, take care la.. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:42:38 07/12/04 Mon mui, ga jie is getting so worried about u, u know... what happened to u? have u ever heard ppl saying the best way of forgetting sth is DON'T think about it. the more u think of forgetting it, the larger the effort u spend on forgetting sth, means that the more time u waste on thinking about it. so try not to dig out the answer why u r feeling sad, but instead, it would be better to listen to ur heart, and follow it. but not telling urself, "I MUST feel happy." u r creating pressure on urself. ga jie hope that u understanding what ur ga jie is trying to say. mui, u r smart, and everything is gonna turn out to be fine, got it? : ) true smile is not the smile that we put on our face, it is the smile that we "put on" our heart. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:50:54 07/18/04 Sun after few days struggling , i managed to be normal again i guess.. hmm i can only use 1 word to describe my situation now , "terrible"! i can't even shed any tears now tho i'm totally down.. what i can do is just sitting there staring at nothing.. i can feel that i'm dead.. a body without soul.. hmm tell u more in icq la.. btw, u got msn already? take care la. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:45:13 07/27/04 Tue mui, what happened? so sorry that I haven't been around for a few days. work is getting heavier day by day. ur ga jie is in one of those desperate moments again. I have no idea of what is going on. sometimes we can't help feeling dead, yet we aren't doomed to be losers. we must be tough, ok? ga jie is learning to make the best out of the worst situation too. I know u can too, mui. u r always so smart in ur ga jie's eyes. cheers. : ) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: Susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:32:45 08/08/04 Sun Ahem! I'm back! =P hehe i'm getting better now! Don't worry, it doesn't matter now.. I already deal with it.. =) how bout u? just read your diary, hmm something happen eh? i know i can't help , but just don't get too upset okay? there will always someone supporting u which u might not notice.. =) haha i found out i ate a lot of chocolates thess days.. heard that chocolates can make someone better , i wonder if that's true.. haha.. perhaps ga jie should eat more.. feel like so "low B" tim haha.. =P aiks.. me & my ex bestfriend is getting closer last few weeks, but i seem like trying to hide from her now.. becoz i feel like she is pitying me only since many of my friends told her about how much i care about her.. i don't want her to pity me.. aiya don't know what to do.. how come life is so unpredictable & unreasonable sometimes eh? we always want something we can't get it , and when we get it we feel tired about it.. Hmm.. so farnee eh? =P final exam coming on sep.. die die die.. must start revising now! haha.. i know i'll never start revising till the very last minute.. =P btw i just took my piano exam.. haha i sang badly in the aural part.. but i guess i played well eh.. aiya "ping sheung sum" la.. correct? =) anywayz, take care ya! =) be happy [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: Susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:35:23 08/08/04 Sun wonder why i can't post it in the previous msg?! geez.. feel so angry with it! =P anywayz, something to share with ya, be happy! =) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:48:49 08/11/04 Wed muimui, so sorry that I can't reply u until today. feel'n kinda sick yesterday... *sneeze* haha, but don't worry, ga jie is fine. "we always want something we can't get it , and when we get it we feel tired about it..." mui almost speak on my behalf! haha, we are always connected, eh? feel'n so helpless, coz my situation is exactly the same as the "star phenomenon". I know there are stars who are willing to shine for me, yet I am one of those stars who is willing to shine for that person, and I know I can never get his notice. anywayz... so how is it between my dear mui mui and ur ex best frd? are you still avoiding her? ga jie is no better than u when it comes to dealing w/ relationships, I guess I'm not in any position to give u any suggestions. nonetheless, I would like to share with u my ideas. I think that the motive behind is of less significance unless one has bad intentions. the fact is that u 2 are getting closesr again, the reason behind can be a compound of different causes. ur frds told her that u care about her so much, if I were her, I would feel touched rather than pity u. my mui should not be inferior to anyone else, understand? : ) haha, ga jie can't eat too much chocolate... or else ga jie will be getting fatter and fatter and finally become a pig. hmm... scary! cross my fingers for ur final exam and piano exam. haha... u know what, ga jie always failed the aural part in piano exam. stupid me! and don't push urself too hard, add oil! : ) marsha [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:56:03 08/25/04 Wed gajie, i just wrote 1 just now but becoz i was crying, i forgot to approve it in the 2nd time.. ya, i was crying just now while replying this.. tears just lose control and start falling.. i felt very weak at that moment and really hope there's someone to be there for me.. but, i was wondering who should i confide in? i just don't know. i really felt very tired about everything.. well seem like some of my friends trying to boycott me.. life just getting harder & harder.. sometimes i really hope that i had never born before so i don't need to suffer in this world.. who said that life is beautiful as long as we survive? am i greedy for wanting too much? No. I just want things to be slightly smoother yet it's getting worse.. life seem meaningless to me even i see rays of sun.. Ha, life is not just unpredictable yet sarcastic.. i wonder those who are lucky will they still stay lucky till the end of their life? i just hate myself for being dumb, how i wish i could be slightly smarter.. U know, i don't know how to do my project.. i still need to ask help from them.. argh.. how i wish i can leave this place.. about my ex bestfriend, i just rejected an invitation for the gathering of my ex classmate in primary school from her suddenly coz i'm not feeling well.. well, that's fate.. we won't be as close as last time already since this is our destiny... so come what may, let it be. i really need counseling now tho i know it's suck.. perhaps i need to go somewhere else to breathe some fresh air.. oh ya, maybe i'm goin to HK again in the end of the year.. let us see will fate allow us to meet each other.. well gotta go now.. sorry for all those craps above. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:38:42 08/29/04 Sun mui... ga jie is sorry that I can't be by ur side when u r down. hope u r feeling better by now. ga jie understand how hard it is to be treated by ur classmates in such a way. you know what, it is impossible for us to please everyone in this world. there is always some ppl out there disapproving of what you do. therefore, what is of utmost important, is whether u believe u r doing the right thing. I am not a christian, but I often heard my christian frds telling me that, sometimes we don't get what we want not coz whatever god above don't think that we deserve it, instead, we are given what is the best for us. don't be frustrated, mui. believe me, you will be fine. there were times when ga jie had lost all my hopes, yet I stand up again and again. "tough time never last, but tough ppl will." mui, you don't have to apologize, just be confident in your ability. : ) try this link, and check out ur japanese name, rmb to input ur chinese name, ok? My japanese name is 川添 Kawazoe (riverside) 恵津子 Etsuko (given child). Take your real japanese name generator! today! Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator. take care and cheers [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:05:07 10/04/04 Mon such a long time i didn't stop by here.. how ya doin ga jie? I saw u online now but u put not available mode so i don't wanna disturb u. hmm.. i can feel a gap between two of us now.. how come we aren't close as we were before that? perhaps we both are too busy eh.. sigh exams just over.. i think i screw up my exams, really dissapointed. And i gonna know my results tmr. I just don't dare to think about it. I'm really tired of exams results already! Fed up with it! hmm anywayz, i'm going to learn violin in this holiday. Kinda looking forward to it. WhOopEe! =P are u okay these days? hope u can solve your problems as soon as possible. Don't forget we are always connected. Your mood affect mine rmb? =P take care k? cheers & hugs =) *wink* [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: HeElLoOoOoo... =P Author: marsha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:44:37 10/04/04 Mon mui... so sorry that ga jie is so busy now. ga jie is involved in a big project, doing research for a large company in hong kong. besides, ga jie is involved in a school function too. don't feel like counting the rest. actually ga jie miss ya a lot. sometimes I saw u online, I really wanna say hi to u, but I just can't split myself from my never ending work. (oh... I remember all of a sudden that I still owe my mentors 2 emails.) and ga jie worries about u... perhaps coz we are belong to the same type, having mood swings from time to time, i understand how desperate it can be when u feel down. and i also know that how much u will feel better when u have someone to talk to. ga jie don't know if i can help out, yet i do wish to share thoughts with u. how about... hm... u can send me email, and i'll reply u as soon as i can, promise. ok? and btw, how's ur exam result? academic isn't everything, mui. be happy all da time! btw, the email address that I keep checking everyday: marsha@cuhk.edu.hk w/ all da luv and supportz : ) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]