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Subject: +Smiles+ "Nice to meet you Spark"+ Thinks to self Ye idiot. You overcame your weakness to be a fool. How can you offer to help others, when you can't even help yeself. Idiot. Ye have always been a fool with stallions. You drove away ye twin. Ye brother drove away ye and in the many years ye've been here, ye can't even make a real friend. Mare snaps out of self-criticism and straightened up, bright smile plastered onto her golden chestnut face.+ Author: +Lightseeker+ [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 17:50:36 03/04/02 Mon Author Host/IP: NoHost/216.90.111.23 In reply to: Spark 's message, "*He shakes his head, afraid he had hurten her feelings. "No, I'm the one who should apologize. I was quite rude, and for that I am sorry. I should keep my problems to myself, and not worry others with them." He smiles, and catches her gaze. "Shall we start over? I'm Creative Spark, but you can call me Spark."" on 11:39:46 03/04/02 Mon [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date *he smiles once more, then whinnies, hoping the new start to the conversation would prove better than the first. Chiding himself silently for being so rude, he watches the mare quietly for a moment, before asking "What brings you to Starry Pass? Are you just exploring the other tts, or perhaps searching for someone? If so, maybe I've seen them." (NT) Spark 09:07:03 03/05/02 Tue +I suppose it is a mixture of both. I am in search of friendship and laughter, it could be described as. I've been so sheltered here after being driven away from...+shakes chestnut head+But that tis the past and one shouldn't live in the past, should they?+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 14:48:13 03/05/02 Tue *stallion shakes his head untruthfully* "No, they shouldn't." *he turns his head, glancing about the tt, knowing full well that that was what he had been doing. Shaking his mane, he pushes these thoughts to the back corners of his mind, before speaking again* "Laughter...that is something I haven't heard in some time. But if it's friendship you seek, then may I offer my services?" *once spoken, he chides himself inwardly for saying such a thing, for he had promised himself never again. But a word spoken cannot be taken back, and well he knows it, so he keeps silent after this last remark, knowing only time would tell the results of it* (NT) -- Spark, 10:03:22 03/06/02 Wed +real smile crosses her face, replacing the "pasted" one of before+I would very much be happy to take you up on your offer. +inside, she is in emotional turmoil. will this turn out disaster again?+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 15:48:10 03/06/02 Wed *he nods, and smiles, eyes lighting up briefly* "Good. I am glad to hear that, Lightseeker." (NT) -- Spark, 10:58:08 03/07/02 Thu +smiles+ Me too+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 14:20:12 03/07/02 Thu "You say you are from Rainbow Valley? How are things there? It has been some time since I've visited the other tts." (NT) -- Spark, 07:38:07 03/08/02 Fri +Things have been fine. Some of the foals disappeared though...but there are so many others that reside within. Blue Gold has two twin foals now. +smiles at thought+ And a stallion named Illusion and his mare reside within the valley as well... (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 14:23:31 03/08/02 Fri *he smiles sadly at the thought of foals* "I am sure they are very happy about them. I know how they must feel." *hearing about the disappearance of the foals, he snorts softly, question in his eyes* "Disappeared, you say? What happened?" (NT) -- Spark, 17:27:55 03/08/02 Fri +I don't know. I was grazing and watching over Mysterious Twilight, who was the foal I was in charge of, when all of four of them disappeared, including Twi. I have no idea where they have gone.+ (OOC-Their player disappeared...) (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 05:22:45 03/09/02 Sat "Hmmm, well, perhaps they will return someday. My foals disappeared too. Both of them, as well as my mates. I've had 3 different amtes, 2 of which have had foals, and all have disappeared. I have given up on love, and life, for it is not worth the pain and heartache." (OOC: Oh, okay. *lol*) (NT) -- Spark, 11:51:57 03/09/02 Sat +eyes relax as she realizes this was some of the pain that he had hid.+ Don't give up Spark on love and life. Don't do what I tried to do.+ Adverts gaze, as it was true. She had given up for so long, until someone had talked common sense into her.+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 21:50:45 03/09/02 Sat *shakes his head* "It is too late. I do not know what you did, but for me, this is best..." *he snorts softly, but he does not tell that he wishes to die, wishes to go to the Caves for eternity, where he can seek solitude, for he had not told anyone these things* "It is a lonely life I lead, but it is better than being hurt. Perhaps you should find another friend, one who will be around for a long time..." *he sighs, and turns away, eyes clouded with grief* (NT) -- Spark, 14:35:00 03/10/02 Sun +Please don't Spark. I have yearned for friendship for so long and when I finally find it, it disappears? The hurt will eventually subside if you want it to. Please.+ Mare turns away from chestnut. (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 18:56:03 03/10/02 Sun +hearing her words, he speaks softly, almost inaudible+ "I want it to leave. I have tried. But there is nothing to fill that ache in my heart. If you wish for me to be your friend, then I will, though I cannot see why you would want a lonely grump for a friend..." +he chuckles lightly at his words, and turns back around+ "But I will try to rid myself of the hurt, Lightseeker..." (NT) -- Spark, 09:51:39 03/11/02 Mon +small smile+ "Perhaps I enjoy lonely grumps like myself."+ turns back towards stallion.+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 15:30:06 03/11/02 Mon +small smile+ "Perhaps I enjoy lonely grumps like myself."+ turns back towards stallion.+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 15:31:55 03/11/02 Mon +smiles slightly+ "Good. For a moment there I thought I had ruined the start of a beautiful friendship." (NT) -- Spark, 12:17:22 03/12/02 Tue +nudges stallion slightly+ "Need not to worry," She reaches down and chews a bit of grass, watching Spark for his reply.+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 04:46:25 03/13/02 Wed +he starts slightly at her touch, thinking silently to himself Perhaps she is the one... Surprised at this thought, he shakes his head, then whickers, trying to forget these confusing thoughts. It had been so long since he had felt such a touch, and it stirred some emotion stored deep within+ "Good. I should have known you were better than such. Perhaps I should take lessons from you..." (NT) -- Spark, 14:04:49 03/13/02 Wed +"Life and experience taught me lessons. You too know. They are hiding here."+mare reaches out, motioning towards the stallion's heart+ *winches to self at own memories. Aye, experiences had taught her, but she was putting that aside. She was breaking away from her past, coming alive once more out of her shell*+ (NT) -- +Lightseeker+, 15:49:33 03/13/02 Wed " Yes, that is where they are. Many things are found in one's heart. Courage, life's lessons, and love... For me, the last two cannot go together. I have learned my lesson, so therefore, I refuse to love again." +he pauses, unsure if he should ask so personal a question, but asks anywa+ "Do you have one to love, Lightseeker? Do you have a mate?" (NT) -- Spark, 13:56:34 03/14/02 Thu +shakes head sideways+ -- +Lightseeker+, 15:17:33 03/14/02 Thu +he sighs, hesitating, then answers+ -- Spark, 14:10:28 03/15/02 Fri +nods+ -- +Lightseeker+, 18:33:46 03/15/02 Fri +goodbye+ -- Spark, 17:29:22 03/16/02 Sat +smiles+ -- +Lightseeker+, 04:35:22 03/19/02 Tue +stallion watches her leave, and sighs. He drops his head, grazing on the lush grass, thoughts wandering to the recent conversation+ (NT) -- Spark, 10:31:52 03/19/02 Tue