Date Posted:14:43:18 12/05/01 Wed Author:Rae Subject: dealing with the past and present
I'm a full figured woman that has been through a lot with men. Men have beat me, raped me, and lied to me. It's only by the grace of God that I've found someone that knows the Word. All things work for the good of them that Loves the Lord. Waiting is so crucial. Sometimes God wants us to go through some things in order to fufill his plan. It's not by our will, but Thy will be done. Let God decide for you. Sometimes I think that God doesn't listen to me. I just keep praying and I don't hear his voice. When I close my eyes to pray I see darkness and not the spiritual realm. Sometimes, God sends his message through a messenger, through a human being that is close to you. God can do that. So, I feel that women don't have to have a man. But God gives us all our needs and wants. God will send that men ladies inspite of our weight and size. We are beautiful and we should hold our heads. Lift up thy heads because God created us in the image of him. So what if advertisements, and television say that being white, blond hair, and blue eyed And especially skinny is beautiful. We are beautiful too.
