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Date Posted: 11:43:49 01/17/00 Mon
Author: Dr. Spivey
Subject: Re: Should I have married simply because I felt like I had to?
In reply to: Kim Brenna 's message, "Should I have married simply because I felt like I had to?" on 03:26:04 01/15/00 Sat

> I have 2 very good friends, best friends actually.
> They were sister-in-laws. I had another friend since
> high school. One of these friends introduced me to her
> cousin-by-marriage - her husbands cousin. He was
> recently divorced and I had just moved out of my
> boyfriends house. To make a long story short, we
> ended up dating and then we moved in together. Iloved
> him at one time and then I think that I just fell out
> of love. I just stayed very busy so that I did not
> spend too much time with him in the house. One
> evening,on his birthday, we went to dinner and he
> surprised me with an engagment ring and asked me to
> marry him. I knew that I did not love him but I
> almost felt obligated (we had been together for 7
> years and had lived together for 6 of those years. In
> addition, 2 of my best friends were his cousins and
> the other ended up moving in with his brother and was
> also pregnant.
>
> I went through with the wedding. 1 1/2 years later I
> ended up cheating on him with someone that I worked
> with and I had always promised myself that I would
> never get involved with a co-worker!! Anyway, we were
> both married. I was never home and somehow my husband
> managed to learn how to use email and saw many graphic
> messages that I had written to the gentleman that I
> worked with. My husband was devestated and wanted to
> work on the marriage-forgive and forget and go
> forward. I decided that this was the time to tell him
> that I was not in love with him anymore and that I
> wanted a seperation. I really wanted a divorce but I
> was too chicken to tell him that so I lied. It took
> me 4 months to finally purchase my home before I moved
> out.
>
> I am not sure why or when I fell out of love with him
> but it happened. He did everything for me. It was
> like living in a hotel. I did not have to do anything
> and I did not even have to pay for any bills. My
> money was my money and I was free to dowith it
> whatever I chose (mostly shopping- Iguess that was my
> outlet). Over the years we stopped communicating and
> also stopped having sex(I would make up every exuse in
> the book.)
>
> I have been in my new townhouse for almost 8 months
> now and have made new friends with my neighbors. My 3
> best friends never call anymore - I guess that blood
> is thicker than water.
>
> So here I am paying bills and lots of them, cooking,
> cleaning, painting, etc. I do not mind doing these
> things though. I have not gone out much to meet people
> as I worked both Friday and Saturday nights as a
> bartender for extra money. I did quit so that I could
> go for my MBA and have some kind of a life (although
> the extra money came in handy).
>
> I hate my job but that story is a very long one. So,
> I sometimes ask myself if I am happy and the answer is
> yes (outside of my job!!!). I know that I need to get
> out more and meet people but I am not sure that I can
> go clubbing every weekend. Any suggestions on what I
> should do with myself on the weekends now that I am
> not working. I have actually been looking for another
> position as a bartender because I am bored. Oh, I was
> recently seeing someone but I decided to call it quits
> - I realized that it would never work out due to a few
> reasons that I would rather not expad on too much -
> So, I followed my new golden rule (4-6 months and then
> decide whether or not we should continue the
> relationship or not- I go with my gut feeling and head.
> Are there any true romantics out there that want to
> tell me to follow my heart? If so, plese explain in
> detail the benefits........and share some experiences
> also please as I would love to hear them . Then again
> my heart changes frequently, so, so, so, many times I
> really do not know what to do.
>
> Is there anyone out there that has had a similiar
> experience? I would love to know how others handled
> this. I would also welcome any comments as to the way
> that I handled this.
>
> I am looking forward to many responses.

Well, it looks like theres only one thing left for you to do, my dear...Strip! Become a lapdancer...and get all the men you ever wanted!! I also see that you like clubbin...id like to introduce you to my friend..who is King of The Club scene...he goes by the moniker of The Pokee Pan. He might show you some cool moves and what not.
Well good luck to you future table dancer of america!
also richard simmons likes to have his ass slapped....i know from experience!

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