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Date Posted: 18:32:10 12/10/02 Tue
Author: Rita
Subject: Preface

The Walkover
Introduction/Preface Words: 1850
I Apologize

In January 2002, after my husband's cardiologist informed Hubby Bill that
he had no control over the medical liars in his office, we were ready for a
get-away vacation. Question was, where too? We decided to go to the
Tunica Casinos and then travel to the Vicksburg Civil War National Park.

For 6 years from 1996 - 2002, it was known that the drug-of-choice
Gentamicin Sulfate USP was to be used on a 6-week protocol. Therefore, it
would cause a drug over-dose halfway through the recommended time. The drug
over dosing was also recommended to the other 49 state health departments.

Hubby Bill and I couldn't get an attorney. I assumed that it was because the
6-week usage of Gentamicin was the drug-of-choice. Yet, the drug prescriber
who recommended the 6-week protocol, knowing that the drug-of-choice
would drug over-dose had apparently received legal advice, saying, in
effect, "Write your patient/medical customer a letter stating that you, a
medical specialist, have no control over the medical liars in your office!"

My question would be "Where is Homeland security when it comes to
terrorists throwing poison into the medicine cabinet?"

Friday, February 8, 2002 was a sunny day when my husband Bill and I left
Michigan for Mississippi. After 500 miles of car traveling, we were in
Tennessee. It was dark, so we stopped at a motel to spend the night. In the
morning, we continued our trip first to Tunica and then to Vicksburg
Mississippi. (We returned on March 10, 2002.)

On February 11, 2002, I called a phone number that was given to call about
an Internet abuse warning. When I called, I had received a recording giving
a second phone number. After the second phone number was given by a
recording, the recording stated that there was a $17 charge for getting the
phone number and the recording wanted my charge card number. I quickly
hung up, only to have the phone ring with the recording asking again for my
charge card number. I had paid the Internet provider three months in advance
because my husband and I were going to Mississippi and I wished to use the
Internet while we were gone. I then called my AT&T Internet provider's
billing phone number to ask what turned into three questions: 1) Why the $17
charge for a second phone number about the Internet abuse notice? 2) Did I
still have an Internet provider? 3) What was the Mississippi access phone
number?

I went to the hotel desk to make sure that they didn't give the recording my
charge card number. The hotel's phone company was AT&T, so I also asked
the hotel clerk about Internet access. The reply was that there were
complaints that the Internet access had cost was about $10 a minute.
Quickly I decided not to access the Internet!

I assumed that every one already knew that Mississippi was famous for
several Civil War battles and its waving of the Confederate flag until 2001.
I enjoyed talking to locals (Mississippi people) about the Confederate flag,
and the 1901 evil Michigan doctors' curse. I had heard that a lie could
destroy a complete country. I believed that the Michigan medical liars' goal
would be the country's destruction. I was surprised to hear that many people
in Mississippi didn't know about the 1908 tuberculosis vaccine. The evil
Michigan doctors used the United State prescription drug law to deprive me
(and probably a few other people) of my right to my more effective medicines
and the 1908 tuberculosis vaccine. I had also spoken to a Mississippi nurse
about my husband's 1996 Gentamicin Sulfate drug over-dosing. The nurse
said that she knew that Gentamicin Sulfate only had a 10 to 12 day usage.

I had found dreams interesting; therefore, I try to keep a dream log along
with a daily diary. In my dream log dated February 12, 2002, I had titled
the dream "I Apologize". I had found the dream interesting enough to be
shared. The dream combined normal living problems along with the affect of
worshiping a medical god. It was filled with clearly spoken words, and was
as follows:

I apologize to the people who had found my healthcare complaints offensive.
I assumed that people knew about evil doctors. The evil physicians were
present before the century-old evil Michigan doctors curse: "I'll see you
and your siblings sick and dead before I see you receive a tuberculosis
vaccine." The tuberculosis family bacteria caused the #1 disease killer.
Back in 1901, many scientists throughout the world were looking for a
vaccine, except in Michigan, because more money was made studying the
disease and treating it with chemicals than finding a vaccine.

I apologize to the people who were offended because I believe that the
prescription drug law deprived me of the right to my more effective
antibiotics. I'm not forcing my opinion on those who liked being lied to.
I simply don't feel that a medical liar should force a lie upon me!

I apologize to the people who were offended that I used my husband's 1982
blood test as an example of the importance of establishing a personalized
blood test figure. The dream became a complicated painting of why I had
called medical lies "A United States' enemy's delight!"

I used my husband's 1983 blood test called "Blood Test Identification" as an
example about how hubby was treated by a lying hematologist. In 1983 the
Blood Test Identification was an established blood test that was used prior
to blood transfusions. The test identified special antibodies before
transfusions. Shortly after the Michigan hematologist had used the special
blood, there was enough infection to disintegrate bones! I had always felt
that medical lies were a form of Health Sabotage.

I apologize to the people who were offended that I used my husband's 1996
common bacterial-produced heart disease as an example of Michigan doctors
drug over-dosing with prescription drugs, and the inferior hospital medical
treatment that Hubby had received.

When I woke, I tried to remember as many of the reality-influencing details
as possible. My first thought was Watching Father Die. Father had died two
months prior December 12, 2001. He had died shortly after a hip surgery.
After Father's hip surgery and prior to the amputation that led to his
death, dad said, "I'm sorry." Over and over dad repeated, "I'm sorry." How
many times has the clich� "You're going to miss me when I'm gone" been
said throughout the ages?

My second thought was about dad's bedsores, which were not mentioned until
a half-hour before his death. We, the complete family and friends, knew or
should have known about my husband's 1996 bedsores and much information
was learned about hospital care that Hubby had received in 1996. Hubby was
dropped on the floor, which opened stitches, and slowed the healing process.
Bill was never given proper exercise, which resulted in his lying in his
discharge, which had led to his bedsores. Finally, Bill left the hospital.
He was better off crawling around his home floor than getting the hospital
care that he received after his cadaver body part replacement that was
needed to replace what the bacterial damage was permitted to do. Blood tests
had shown abnormal cell activity, yet the blood tests were not properly
read. No antibiotics were given until the bacterial damage appeared!

The dream subject returned to Hubby Bill's 1983 fourth-stage Hodgkin's
disease and the medical care that the Michigan hematologist had given.
Michigan attorneys did NOT have any hematologists available to state that
antitumor/antiviral antibiotics were being withheld, and that medical
information was being distorted. Evil doctors are after all, a part of human
heritage.

In the dream, there was a complete paragraph about Hubby's 1982 blood test.
It was given as an example of why a person should have his or her personal
blood test figure established. It was also important for me to establish my
personal blood test figure.

The reality situation was at the time of the 1982 blood test; Bill had a
noticeable neck tumor. Hubby had a medical history that was never made
available, even though it was known that he had a liver infection in 1977.
Thus in 1982, Bill's white blood cell figure was 10.9. Hubby's personal
blood test figure should have been established as 6.0.

Bill's high white blood cell figure had gone unnoticed, because of the high
laboratory figure. Thus no antitumor antibiotics were given. The list of
unestablished personal blood tests figures continued throughout all the
blood test figures. The blood test called the differential was an
interesting blood cell size, which also needed to be personalized. Bill's
personal figure was Myelocytes 0 (they were found only in the bone marrow,
when Myelocytes appeared in the blood, they were used as a disease
indicator, Neutrophils 59, Lymphocytes 30, Monocytes 5, Eosinophils 1 and
Basophils .02. Most noticeable was the laboratory's figure of 2% on the
Basophil figure. The unusual high laboratory figure didn't flag Hubby's
blood test figure of 1%.

Michigan medical specialists were using the prescription drug law to create
a larger business. The drug prescriber had become the official worshiped
god. Meanwhile, the specialists were removing antibiotics from the public,
and creating their personal drug-of-choice. For my husband to be treated in
1983 with special blood transfusions until there was enough infection to
disintegrate bones when antitumor/antiviral antibiotics were available was a
shock! Had Hubby remained under the hematologist's care, he would have
died at the age of 40!
All complaints to the Michigan Department of Licensing and Regulations
fell upon deaf ears. I had considered the withholding of antitumor/antiviral
antibiotics and the lying about it a form of Michigan Health Sabotage!
I had discovered that once people shared medicine truths,
the truths were saturated with medical lies.

What would be the goal of any medical liar?

In Michigan, I believe that the answer would be a simple "The destruction of
the United States. More people could die to bad medicine than bombs or
bullets!"

While Bill and I were in Tunica, I had begun to re-number and re-write the
book's 33 chapters.

The Walkover
Introduction/Preface I apologize
Chapter 1 Dr. Agbabian
2 - The Conference
3 - Rebuttals
4 - Trial
5 - Ann's Invisible Medical Book
6 - Scurvy
7 - Oneself Dream
8 - Writer's Workshop
9 - The Haunting House
10 - Definition of A Friend
11 - God Visits
12 - Tijuana
13 - I Dreamt I Died
14 - May 15, 1996
15 - June 11, 1996
16 - Home From Clinic
17 - June 12, 1996
18 June 27, 1996 *
19 - July 1-4, 1996
20 - July 1,2,3, 1996 Dreams
21 - July 4-9, 1996
22 - July 22, 1996 *
23 - August 9, 1996
24 - Propaganda Carnival
25 - PLCO - 1998
26 - PLCO - October 22, 2001
27 - 8-Inches of Solid Air
28 - Watching Mother Die
29 - A Re-Live
30 - Watching Father Die
31 - Hiring A Hit Man
32 - Finder's Fee
33 - Deadly Situations

(Chapter 18 and 22 are incomplete, because they need threads leading
to sequel.)

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