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Subject: Majidah's Musings

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Majidah

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Date Posted: 16:26:18 08/12/01 Sun

12th day of Auotien
Entry Two

I sit here upon a dank log, the sky has finally cleared enough for me to write without fear of blotting text within the pages. I have done a stupid thing today. Ahkil always said I should be more accepting of people, and for a time I thought him a hypocrite for saying such. He accepted me, but how many countless others did he send to death without a thought? After he died I heeded that bit of advice even less, and such I am as this today. I simply cannot accept Tarek. Not for lack of trying, but he makes the blood boil within my skin with the idiocy he displays. A childlike impatience. You would think he could spare a few gropes for an ounce of dignity, especially around guests. And then has the nerve to run of pouting. Cricket ran off, so the two of us called truce and I am here in the woods to follow her and make sure she is safe. Much like in the tribe when we went in search of our animals. I often had to keep watch over the kids, too.. even though I wasn't much older than they. My expectations are set too high, this I know but cannot change. If one does not measure up to Ahkil in someway, I am dissapointed and tempermental towards them. But Tarek atleast is making an effort to be by Cricket's side, and I must respect him for staying true. I must go for now, though.. It seems me and Cricket are not alone in this wood. Ta'kienta.

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