I look after him, wanting to say more, but not be able to choke out the words... -- ~* The Pack *~

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Date Posted: 15:01:57 09/04/01 Tue
Author: Grettle
Subject: I look after him, wanting to say more, but not be able to choke out the words...
In reply to: Dust 's message, "Grettle..." on 16:27:27 09/03/01 Mon

Quickly my attention snaps to Dust. I trot far enough away from the other canines that they are unable to hear me. My eyes brim with tears, and an ice ball forms in my throat. I blink the tears away and swallow hard, forcing myself not to cry. "I-i don't know what to do." I look after Fang longingly, but then look over at Taro, who I know is perfect as well. I look back into her eyes, stating my problem with nothing but a gaze.
"Taro's treated me better then I could ever imagine..." I whisper. "But..." my voice trails off briefly while I collect my thoughts,"But I'm worried I still may have feelings for Fang. I've missed him so much. He's been gone for so long, it seems unreal. And I want to rejoice, yet I feel like I can't due to Taro, because he has always been there for me, and its just so unfair. And what if Fang wouldn't take me back? I'd end up giving up something great with Taro for nothing! But I don't want to miss out on Fang if he's the one I'm really meant to be with!" I blurt it all out in a rush. Suddenly, the ice ball grows larger, and I'm incapable of swallowing it. And the tears keep on flowing stronger now. There are no words. No words left to say. Only a shattered heart or two.

(OOC:Oh my goodness, I have had the most herendous week of my life. Everything was going wonderfully...but I got rejected by the most popular guy in the school. Ouch. I've liked him for over a year. I mean, not like I was obsessed or ne thing, I've just been crushing on him a while. I need to go mourn in my room. Sorry for dumping this on you guys, I just needed to get it out to someone. After all, I have been acting like it didn't bug me all day, when really its the only thing I can think about.)

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Well.. -- Dust, 06:55:17 09/06/01 Thu
- I nod vigirously showing that I understand*Inside* -- Grettle, 12:27:01 09/06/01 Thu
  - Hmm.. -- Dust, 12:55:26 09/09/01 Sun
    - I shrug my shoulders, not taking my eyes off the wound*inside* -- Gret ;-D, 13:37:12 09/11/01 Tue
      - Silence.. -- Dust, 13:57:35 09/11/01 Tue
        ((OOC ~ P.S - I meant YOUR ankle.. not HER ankle!! Sry)) (NT) -- Sarah, 14:01:04 09/11/01 Tue
        Fear -- Taro, 03:34:37 09/18/01 Tue
        I look confused at Taro. I looked over at Dust*inside* -- Gret, 14:43:11 09/20/01 Thu
        The mutt -- Taro, 17:10:41 09/20/01 Thu
        *Encounter* -- Fang, 21:35:59 09/20/01 Thu
        Pride -- Taro, 16:06:02 09/21/01 Fri
        *Disgust* -- Fang, 00:31:35 09/22/01 Sat
        Re: *Disgust* -- Taro, 04:45:59 09/22/01 Sat
        I nodded in agreement with Fang as I winced in pain*.. -- Gret, 13:28:25 09/25/01 Tue
        *He grimaces* -- Fang, 19:07:15 09/25/01 Tue
        My eyes grow wide w/fear. I'll be with humans...alone*inside* -- Gret, 13:15:47 09/26/01 Wed
        Choices to Make -- Taro, 04:24:09 09/27/01 Thu
        *he watches* -- Fang, 21:02:05 09/27/01 Thu
        I close my eyes as the human lifts me from the ground* -- Gret, 10:15:50 09/29/01 Sat
        Patience -- Taro, 13:59:36 09/30/01 Sun
        *Duty* -- Fangs, 22:37:46 09/30/01 Sun
        I watch the ground below pass me. I begin to get dizzy*inside* -- Gret, 12:50:55 10/03/01 Wed
        *More Silence* -- Dust, 10:11:04 10/16/01 Tue