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Subject: |~*~| Melancholy |~*~| Author: Ezmerelda [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 18:27:59 07/29/02 Mon In reply to: Spakinth 's message, "¤Enters¤" on 01:21:52 07/29/02 Mon |~*~| ..M.e.l.a.n.c.h.o.l.y.. Sovereign femme enters her home just behind the metallic ecru brute. Sensing his reminiscent thoughts she sits beside her once Mate. Ah, the rose. No matter what he thought she shall always cherish the Rose, a reminder that she is capable of love, and to be loved. ..*..Yes, many memories dwell in this fridgid home. Many I hold dear, infact..*.. Not wishing to dwell on the past any longer, she turns to Spakinth. Nevermore shall she allow her thoughts to linger 'pon the past. Indeed, she felt remorse for the wrong she had done, the pain caused from her stupid feelings for another. Another whom doesn't fell anything for her, one whom never in a thousand lives, be hers... ..*..Tell me, humor a sad and lonely dragoness. Why did you defect? Why become a Light? Abandon you children, a crazy, confused 'Ness whom doesn't know a thing 'bout herself or who she is? Hmmm? If you left to get away from me, and my silly desires for Him...I can't say anything more than, I am truely sorry. I know now it will never be, not matter what may come, I and him, together? Never, although I wish it most with my whole heart, we will never be two together. I know that now, and it is behind me. I can't forgive myself for not realizing and accepting that b'fore....b'fore that fateful day at the Cliff..*.. Choked with a myriad o' emotions her voice trails with shame. She was such a foolish dragoness, unworthy of all she had, and once had. Maybe, this is why all those whom she loved, left her.... |~*~| "I am fog and fickle mist I am all that can't be tamed I am born of devil's kiss Sear potential unrestrained, I do not know what haunts me, What saddened my mind all day; An age-old tale confounds me, A spell I cannot allay...." Ezmerelda, the eduring, the cursed. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> Subject: ¤Shakes dial¤ Author: Spakinth [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 02:30:11 07/30/02 Tue ...¤... He shakes his bronzen dial painfully.His talons moving swiftly and clutching her small chin it his dragonic palm. "Tis not your fault,not your fault" He said sadly,letting his grip drop.His gaze flickering into her own. "I left because i was as much heart broken as i was confused,you may deny it if you wish but your love shall never match what i feal of you.You shall always be capible of my love,my beloved Ezmerelda" He said almost mournfully,his gaze flickering back to the terra. "I'am no light nor am i evil my side is unamed and i, its only member.My old friends depise me,my children can't bare to look at me,all darks wish me a painful death including my own ex mate" He looked back up at her,keeping her gaze momentarily before lowering it. "You should be glad you still hold a fools heart,your love you still see,the hatchlings still refer to you as your mother and you know where you stand in this upside down world.Ask any about the fool Spakinth and they shall tell you he is nothing but a weak fool,and i shant desagree" ...¤... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: |~*~|Last Post|~*~| Author: Ezmerelda [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:14:29 07/30/02 Tue |~*~| .... Oh how she wished she could shead a single, solitary teat at this moment. A silent expression of her regret, and duty. But she had no more to give, no more. She had cried a lifetime of tears in half the time. All of them spent, salting the forsaken terra. Unable to control herself she falls forward into the bronze, body limp and shakey, head resting on his shoulder in comfort. ..*..Oh and a fool I am. How you are wrong, you say your children are ashamed of you when they can do nothing but think and long for you. You say I do not love you, and wish you dead, when I do not. I do love you Spakinth, do not disbelieve me, I beg you. I do, I love you. Maybe we were ment to be, but my foolish mind and fickle heart were blinded by love untrue. I thought of Him my true love, when I know know if he were he'd love me...like you do. I can't explain, something in me desires you back by my side. But reality, duty, and many many things say nevermore. You are dead to the Evils, only a ghost left to be annihilated. But not to me, keep that with you. Hope had a place in my heart, and maybe it'll be enough for all to be right once more....Now, please go..*.. Drawing for her love, her former Mate, she doesn't look at him. Her heart unable to bear his sight, for when she gazes at him it sighs. A painful, lamenting sigh of remorse and sorrow, hatred and hope. Vanishing into the depths of the cavern she leaves him. Yes, maybe one day she will be whole again. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]