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Date Posted: 09:29:49 10/02/06 Mon
Author: Braden
Subject: inside
In reply to: Reese 's message, "Inside" on 08:54:12 10/02/06 Mon

He was trembling as he looked down at her, letting out a soft breath as he shook gently against him. �I�m sorry, baby, so sorry...I tried to get to him and...and I couldn�t. I just couldn�t I wasn�t strong enough.� He�d had four men holding him down and he wasn�t strong enough to get away from all four of them and save his best friend. He had just laid there, pinned down, as they killed Keegan a thousand times over and lately every time he closed his eyes he had been reliving it. �I don�t mean to yell at you, I don�t mean to make you cry...god, I am sorry...� He was feeling choked up himself and didn�t want her to see the tears in his eyes so he ducked his head so his face was hiding in the warm curve of her neck, his eyes squeezed shut tightly as his breath came out in ragged intervals. �He was so worried about you...begging me to take care of you and ...I am fucking up....I am not treating you well enough, not doing enough to take care of you. Damn, I disgust myself....you have to be so pissed at me..I�m so sorry..� He didn�t know what else to say, he was at a loss, he had failed Keegan, he was failing her, he was losing his mind and he was about to just break down and sob like a baby in sobs in the middle of a dirty back alleyway with a seventeen year old girl as his only comfort. A seventeen year old girl who he was attracted to, a seventeen year old girl who he was supposed to be taking care of but a seventeen year old girl who he wanted to take to his bed. �I�m sorry...� He choked out again, hot tears pressing against his lids as he let out a soft breath and pressed his lips to her pulse, trying to hold back the sting of anymore tears.

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Inside -- Reese, 09:43:38 10/02/06 Mon
- inside -- Braden, 10:04:52 10/02/06 Mon
  - Inside -- Reese, 10:13:13 10/02/06 Mon
    - inside -- Braden, 10:41:55 10/02/06 Mon