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• He was quite drunk when he made his way towards her, alcohol being his only comfort as of late. The bottle was always there when he needed it, it never left him, and it made things better. What more could he ask for. He looked a mess, his clothes were wrinkled, his hair unkempt and his face dusted with stubble. His eyes were red and bloodshot, and his breath reeked of alcohol. He had fallen quickly down a path that so many others before him had taken before. He gave her a lopsided smile when he saw her and dropped down on a swing of his own, no words issued (NT) -- Logan, 15:25:20 01/07/05 Fri

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• Her brow furrowed gently as he stumbled towards her and dropped intot he swing without a word... the deterioration of the man she loved had been rapid in this past month, and she was quite at a loss as to what to do. She couldn't help but blame herself for it... even if she wouldn't admit it. "Are you okay?" Her voice was softened with genuine concern, but more deep than the concern was the hurt that strained it. It was more than obvious he'd been drinking, again. It seemed she never saw him lately without drink either in his hand or on this breath. (NT) -- Elise, 15:30:54 01/07/05 Fri
  • he nodded, clumsily drawing in the sand beneath the swings with his toe "Peachy. Are YOU ok?" (NT) -- Logan, 15:32:41 01/07/05 Fri
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• She sighs heavily, glancing away. Her dark eyes turned a darker shade of gray and she pursed her lips and set her jaw, determined not to cry. she'd never cried over a guy before, she wasn't about to start now. "Sure." (NT) -- Elise, 15:37:25 01/07/05 Fri
  • his smile broadened "Great" he said enthusiastically, pushing off the ground and pumping the swing awkwardly (NT) -- Logan, 15:40:35 01/07/05 Fri

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• She glanced to him, watching him silenly a moment before slipping a cigarette between her lips from her pocket, lighting it and drawing a much needed drag. "You been working today?" Clearly not... he'd been drinking all day by the look of it (NT) -- elise, 15:49:04 01/07/05 Fri
  • he smirked, the idea of going to work was so humorous at the moment, he couldn't help but snicker "Sure, why not" (NT) -- Logan, 15:54:07 01/07/05 Fri

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• She shot him a hurt glance, trying s hard to hide the betrayal she felt as she looked at him... he seemed so different to the man she loved so much it hurt sometimes... and it hurt that he couldn't just talk to her, be honest with her "Whats going on Logan... whats with all this?" (NT) -- Elise, 15:58:33 01/07/05 Fri
  • he gave her a curious look, brow arched " I have no idea, what is with all this?" his best friend and the girl he loved hated one another, his brother was a married man and a father now, life just kept on spinning by leaving him behind (NT) -- Logan, 16:01:53 01/07/05 Fri

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• She struggled against her tears bitterly, her brow furrowing heavily as she tried to stay calm... she knew it only hurt so much because she loved him so much, and it felt like she losing him, like he was slowly slipping out of reach. "The drinking and the distance you keep putting between us." She hastily wiped away the rare and resented tears that escaped her dark eyes. "Would you just tell me what I've done wrong?" (NT) -- Elise, 16:08:47 01/07/05 Fri
  • he rolled his eyes, she was really killing his mood here "Never said you did anything" (NT) -- Logan, 16:10:06 01/07/05 Fri

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• She watched him roll his eyes frowning a a sharp pain seemed to his her heart and she quickly glanced away, lifting her smoke back to ehr lips, her hand somewhat shakey. She had no idea what to do here... there was nothing she could do. (NT) -- Elise, 16:13:07 01/07/05 Fri
  • his swing slowed and he glanced over, brow furrowed "Seen the baby?" (NT) -- Logan, 19:17:01 01/09/05 Sun

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• She nodded slowly, ashing her cigarette with some care, keeping her gaze on it rather than meeting his. "Yesterday." (NT) -- Elise, 19:18:42 01/09/05 Sun
  • "They've got everything they could want now don't they?" he asked, referring to his brother and his wife. Openly in love and able to show it. He was jealous (NT) -- Logan, 19:21:32 01/09/05 Sun

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• She sighed heavily and arched a brow, lifting her gaze up slightly as she stared ahead of her "I guess so... " She wasn't sure what had promoted this serious tone of conversation, but she didn't like the jealousy and bitterness in sprung inside her. She just wanted to be happy and carefree like they had been over the summer. (NT) -- Elise, 19:24:31 01/09/05 Sun
  • "I'm tired of hiding" he said quietly, not looking at her (NT) -- Logan, 19:29:32 01/09/05 Sun

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• She felt those fears prick at her again, and she kept her gaze straight foreward, hesitating before speaking "Then we wont hide... we'll tell everyone the truth and deal with the consequences... " (NT) -- Elise, 19:34:06 01/09/05 Sun
  • he shook his head, looking over at her with haunted eyes "We can't Elise....you know that. Your dad would wring my neck. And beside....it's awkward when the two most important people in my life dislike eachother so strongly (NT) -- Logan, 19:38:41 01/09/05 Sun

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• She felt tears sting at her eyes but she stubbornly held them back, her features forming a frown as she still refused to look over at him. She'd shatter into pieces if she did. "So your just gonna end it instead?" Her tone was bitter, and her hurt was painfully evident. (NT) -- Elise, 19:42:34 01/09/05 Sun
  • "I just need time Elise....it's not for good....just let me have some time" he didn't expect her to understand, there was no reason for her to. But that was the way it needed to be. (NT) -- Logan, 19:45:53 01/09/05 Sun

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• She shook her head stubbornly, holding back tears with all the strength she could muster while her world was falling down around her... time? whjat would time give him other than chance to find someone else to replace her with...someone more mature and loveable and of legal age "You don't mean it... you're just drunk..." (NT) -- Elise, 20:13:28 01/09/05 Sun
  • he shook his head "I do mean it....I need time...I wasn't ready for a relationship yet....just give me some time" (NT) -- Logan, 20:38:15 01/09/05 Sun

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• She ducked her head a touch, letting her long hair fall down slightly to hide her face behind, her fingers gripping the chains of the swing until her knuckles turned white, the tears winning out and softly falling from her eyes. Breathing suddenly became hard to remember to do ... how could he do this to her after everything he'd said to her? (NT) -- Elise, 21:39:43 01/09/05 Sun
  • he stood up, a little unsteady at first but hardly noticeable, scuffing his toe in the dirt "I need to go...." there was no reason to stay (NT) -- Logan, 21:44:13 01/09/05 Sun

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• She furrowed her brow once more, setting her jaw and casting her hurt, accusing gaze upto him. "You're a coward Logan... you're scared of what your brother thinks, you're scared of my dad... you're scared of what'll happen to you." She turns her head away from him, lifting the cigarette to her lips as she willed the tears to stop, willed the pain in her heart to cease. She didn't want to have to watch him walk away "And so you're just gonna walk away from your problem... I'm sorry thats what i've become." (NT) -- Elise, 21:48:28 01/09/05 Sun
  • "Just let me have my time Elise, till we don't have to hide anymore, I'm tired of it!" he took a deep breath, body moving up and down with the movements "But if you would like this to be it forever, then so be it" (NT) -- Logan, 21:51:14 01/09/05 Sun

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• She frowned and turned a hurt glare to him. She wasn't the one declaring a 'break' or whatever the hell this was... she loved him more than she ever knew she could... and it was stronger than age differences or parents or family... and it wouldn't go away that easily. "If thats what I wanted it wouldn't make me hurt this much Logan." She wouldn't give up as easily as he had. She couldn't stop aching to be with him ever minute of every day just because he told her to. "Take whatever time you need" This time it was her turn to stand and walk away. She couldn't bare to watch him leave her. (NT) -- Elise, 21:57:07 01/09/05 Sun
  • watching her walk away was nearly his undoing and he fell back onto a swing, leaning forward and hiding his face in his hands (NT) -- Logan, 22:00:12 01/09/05 Sun