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Date Posted: 03:32:56 09/06/04 Mon
Author: Winnie
Subject: I just wanna be mad for a while

Her talk with her brother had hardly been comforting, in fact it had only pricked her anger moreso. That had not been what she was going for at all, so she left him and stormed off here, to the beach. The isolation she could find here was helpful, calming. She sat down on the sand and sighed, frowning. She realized, now that she was away from the situation, that throwing dishes at him hadn't been the wisest course of action, but there was no helping that now. She put a hand over the small swell in her stomach, sighing heavily and murmuring in a whisper to the baby who was the reason for all this mess.

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He was growing close to the end of his patience... about ready to apply for annulment, let her have things her way... But there was that little nag inside him that reminded him he could never walk away from her now. She'd intoxicated him- however much she pissed him off. He was trying to blow off steam, and he was walking down the beach in her direction. (NT) -- Romeo, 03:36:08 09/06/04 Mon
- she lifted up her shirt and framed the small bulge with her hands, smiling softly. She was finally going to have her baby, and no matter how bad things got right now, she couldn't let herself forget that in the end, it would all go away and there would just be her and her baby. Occasionally him, yes, but she could ignore that for now. With a soft, surprisingly pretty voice, she began to sing quietly to the baby "You are my sunshine...my only sunshine...you make me happy when skies are gray. You'll never know dear, how much I love you....please don't take my sunshine away" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:42:18 09/06/04 Mon
He heard her before he saw her, his eyes being focused down at his feet as he walked, but at hearing the singing he glanced up, brow furrowed in slightly curiosity, a smile flicking lightly at his lips as she cast him under her spell, making him forget, for a few moments, his anger. (NT) -- Romeo, 03:46:23 09/06/04 Mon
- she sighed and stood up, dusting off her jeans and turning to head home and finding home right there in front of her instead "Oh....hi" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:50:07 09/06/04 Mon
The smile faded as she broke the spell, though he tipped his head in greeting, dark steel gaze fixe don her "Hi..." (NT) -- Romeo, 03:54:02 09/06/04 Mon
- she shifted uncomfortably on her feet, biting on her lip...."Pretty mad at me huh?" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:54:50 09/06/04 Mon
He frowned and shrugged, stuffing his hands in his pockets, a touch of sarcasm in his tone "Well I'm not throwing shit at you" (NT) -- Romeo, 03:56:42 09/06/04 Mon
- she crossed her arms looking down at her feet "Well it's not the first time I've thrown things, and it won't be the last" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:59:43 09/06/04 Mon
He frowned- that was exactly the point. "Exactly Winnie... this is all the god damned time. This is what I have to come home to every night." (NT) -- Romeo, 04:01:35 09/06/04 Mon
- she frowned "It's not every night.....I haven't thrown things at you for a while..."she said in tone that was more pouty than defensive (NT) -- Winnie, 04:05:44 09/06/04 Mon
He let out a heavy sight and turned his frowning face to the ocean, setting his jaw "It shouldn't be any night Winnie. You know what woiuld happen to me if I treated you that way? I'd be doing time by now." (NT) -- Romeo, 04:08:07 09/06/04 Mon
- she glared "Well you make me so damn angry and you think it's funny! Well I don't" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:09:55 09/06/04 Mon
He glanced back to her with a glare, a fresh nick on his jaw where broken pottery had caight him, quite obvious on his otherwise perfect appearence "Do I look like I'm laughing?" (NT) -- Romeo, 04:12:02 09/06/04 Mon
- she frowned seeing the cut on his face and she took a step forward, tears in her eyes realizing she'd hurt him "I didn't want to hit you..." she said as she took a kleenex from her pocket and checked him over (NT) -- Winnie, 04:14:15 09/06/04 Mon
He turned his face away from her, setting his jaw... she had such power over him he couldn't even understand... what kept him there with her - he never knew. (NT) -- Romeo, 04:17:50 09/06/04 Mon
- she dropped her hands at his rejection and crossed her arms "I see......well then....I'm going to be at my sisters" she was horrible at dealing with people who were her family, and she knew it, and it didn't normally bother her. She had tried to tell him from day one, and she didn't like finding that she did care when it came to him. She turned away and started off, she had some packing to do (NT) -- Winnie, 04:21:57 09/06/04 Mon
He frowned and turned to watch her leave, that image would be imprinted in his mind for a long time. (NT) -- rOMEO, 04:23:33 09/06/04 Mon
- she turned to look at him once more, defeated and alone. It was how she had wanted it to be, she figured she'd be happy. Instead she'd never felt more depressed "Take care of Toby and Biggles for me? I can't take them with me when I leave...." (NT) -- Winnie, 04:25:22 09/06/04 Mon
He frowned... his anger and hurt subsiding,... he didn't want her to leave. He closed the distance between them, his hand moving to her arm gently "You dont have to go anywhere" (NT) -- Romeo, 04:29:26 09/06/04 Mon
- she in turn, hid her face in his chest and cried silently, she had shown more emotion with him than she ever had in her entire life and it scared her (NT) -- Winnie, 04:31:46 09/06/04 Mon
Her frowned in gentle concern and drew her tighter to his chest, frowning easily, holding her tightly, he hated to see her broken... (NT) -- Romeo, 04:35:41 09/06/04 Mon
- "I don't know how to do this" she murmured quietly, voice muffled against his chest (NT) -- Winnie, 04:38:49 09/06/04 Mon
His strong arms locked around her slight form, his support evident , lips bruhsing back her hair easily as he murmered back "Do what?" (NT) -- Romeo, 04:44:28 09/06/04 Mon
- "This" she said, looking up "being with people stuff.....I told you, I do better on my own" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:46:53 09/06/04 Mon
He glazed down at her, frowning slightly. After a moments pause he brushed her hair back from her face "Do you want me to leave?" (NT) -- Romeo, 04:55:47 09/06/04 Mon
- "No" she answered without hesitation, her eyes on his "I don't" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:56:49 09/06/04 Mon
He relaxed a touch at that, almost visably. He nodded slightly, watching her with his bottemless dark eyes, sighing a touch "Come on... lets just sit down and figure this out... " He didn;t know how they would... but they had to do something. He settled in the sand and drew her down to him, settling her with her back to his chest bewteen his legs (NT) -- Romeo, 05:02:49 09/06/04 Mon
- she relaxed against his chest and drew his arms around her, letting his hands rest over the baby "I think it's hopeless to try and figure it out.." (NT) -- Winnie, 05:04:42 09/06/04 Mon
He hands spread over the swell in her stomach with growing interest, brow furrowing slightly as he pulled her shirt up slightly over the swell, looking down over her sholder as his fingers explored the swell (NT) -- Romeo, 05:08:30 09/06/04 Mon
- she smiled, watching his hands quietly, using this time to secretly enjoy his touch (NT) -- Winnie, 05:11:01 09/06/04 Mon
His thumbs trailed over her silken skin with interest... the last time he had touched in in any intimate way there wasn't even a glimse of this swelling... it fascinated him (NT) -- Romeo, 05:19:50 09/06/04 Mon
- she sighed softly, placing her hands over his to distract herself from focusing solely on how good it felt to have him touch her (NT) -- Winnie, 05:22:31 09/06/04 Mon
he glanced to her then, watching her beautiful face for a lingering moment before returning his gaze to her stomach "How big is it now? pea-size?" (NT) -- Romeo, 02:12:40 09/07/04 Tue
- she shrugged lightly "No idea...bigenough I spose" (NT) -- Winnie, 02:15:43 09/07/04 Tue
He smirks lightly at that, glancing back to her a moment as he spoke "Feels strange..." (NT) -- Romeo, 02:22:23 09/07/04 Tue
- she nodded "You're telling me, before long it'll be in the way and I'll be wearing bus covers for clothes" (NT) -- Winnie, 02:24:40 09/07/04 Tue
He smirked at that and shook his head slightly, gaze returning to the slight swell "we'll need to fit out the babies room..." (NT) -- Romeo, 02:32:24 09/07/04 Tue
- she nodded, frowning "I want absolutly no pink. None. If I see any pink that's gone past you I'm throwing it at you" (NT) -- Winnie, 02:36:03 09/07/04 Tue
He pulls a face at that "Who said anything about pink? I hate pink. " (NT) -- Romeo, 02:38:00 09/07/04 Tue
- she nodded her head "Good then. Any pink and we burn it. my baby will not ever wear pink...unless I dye her hair that color" she grins and tilts her head, thoughtfully going over the idea (NT) -- Winnie, 02:54:57 09/07/04 Tue
he frowns at that, pulling another face "I'm not letting you die our child's hair, thats just harsh. " (NT) -- Romeo, 03:03:14 09/07/04 Tue
- she pouted "But pink hair is pretty", she played idly with his fingers, her earlier bad mood long gone (NT) -- Winnie, 03:05:03 09/07/04 Tue
He shook his head, cocking a brow at her "It dangerous... and leads to complexes.... (NT) -- Romeo, 03:12:58 09/07/04 Tue
- she arched a brow and looked back at him "I had pink hair for a long time!" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:14:48 09/07/04 Tue
He frowned "As a child? you're mother is crazy anyways." He wouldn't let her die their childs hair no way "besides- I thought you were set on a boy" (NT) -- Romeo, 03:20:14 09/07/04 Tue
- she frowned "Well no....just a few years ago actually." she smirked slightly "Mama doesn't like you much" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:23:44 09/07/04 Tue
he frowned at that, cocking a brow to her "She doesnt even know me... She hasn't even met me..." (NT) -- Romeo, 03:29:16 09/07/04 Tue
- she shrugged slightly "That's never mattered much to her. She thinks you're a bad influence on me and have corrupted me to the core" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:30:04 09/07/04 Tue
He scoffed at that, arching a brow to her, with a hint of amusement "I corrupted you? How did I manage that?" (NT) -- Romeo, 03:37:09 09/07/04 Tue
- she beamed rather proudly "Because, she says, you're italian and a stinky thieving lawyer" she found that remark of her mothers very amusing (NT) -- Winnie, 03:42:17 09/07/04 Tue
He frowned slightly "Did you tell her I'm only a quarter italian? Thats hardly anything at all..." (NT) -- Romeo, 03:56:47 09/07/04 Tue
- she arched a brow "I thought it was half?" she waved her hand "she said you look italian, and that's enough" (NT) -- Winnie, 03:57:40 09/07/04 Tue
He frowns at that, growing suspicious "She's seen me?" He glanced around cautiously, wondering if they were being spied on (NT) -- Romeo, 04:03:05 09/07/04 Tue
- she smirked, nodding "She saw you once, when she came to visit me...you were on your way out, walked right past eachother on the stairs. She said you're sneaky looking" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:05:24 09/07/04 Tue
He frowned slightly at that, setting his jaw stubbornly "I am not sneaky looking." (NT) -- Romeo, 04:08:42 09/07/04 Tue
- she grinned slightly, looking up at him, brushing his jaw with her finger tips "Don't take anything she says to heart, she always makes everyone but her own children the bad guys" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:18:31 09/07/04 Tue
he smirks a little, gazing down at her, her touch and her softness, so rare, spun that spell again...he just couldn't help himself with her it seemed. "I can tell we aren't going to get along." (NT) -- Romeo, 04:21:42 09/07/04 Tue
- she shrugged lightly "Probably not.....you'd have to either be Jesus, or the Pope to get in her good graces right now. She's very unhappy with everything" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:23:08 09/07/04 Tue
He laughs at that, dipping his head to brush a kiss to her forehead , thumbs tracing over her stomach once again "Well... I won't lose sleep ove rit..." (NT) -- Romeo, 04:28:28 09/07/04 Tue
- she nodded. "Good idea. She's really mad that we didn't invite her to the wedding, very put out by it. Poor daddys got it rough right now" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:29:43 09/07/04 Tue
He smirks lightly, he could only sympathise with her father... from what he'd heard her mother was the most difficult woman on earth "I bet... poor guy" (NT) -- omeo, 04:34:02 09/07/04 Tue
- she sighed softly "She's really gonna hate you when we divorce" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:38:21 09/07/04 Tue
He rolls his eyes slightly, shrugging and butting on a dispondent face, he didn't care what her mother thought- but he hateds the thought of divorsing her "I dont care" (NT) -- Romeo, 04:41:33 09/07/04 Tue
- she frowned slightly, to her it sounded like he couldn't wait to get away from her, and it kind of hurt "Yeah, you won't cause I'm gonna be the one who has to listen to all of it" (NT) -- Winnie, 04:46:48 09/07/04 Tue
He didn't know and couldn't help what she though... but it was far from the case. "just keep her occupied with the baby..." (NT) -- Romeo, 04:52:16 09/07/04 Tue
- she sighed and shook her head "I'll probably go to Scotland for a while...get away after the baby is born and we're divorced...." it would be to painful to stay (NT) -- Winnie, 04:56:31 09/07/04 Tue
He frowned at that, he didn;t like that idea in the least "You can't fly a baby for a while after its born, damages their ears and such..." any excuse to get her to stay" (NT) -- Romeo, 04:58:31 09/07/04 Tue
- "Oh.."she said quiet "I didn't know that" she bit her lip frowning "I guess we'll have to endure eachothers company a little longer then" (NT) -- Winnie, 05:01:13 09/07/04 Tue
He brightened at that, flashing her a grin, showing perhaps a little too much enthusiasm "Great! i get to torment you for even longer" (NT) -- Romeo, 05:02:32 09/07/04 Tue
- she hmped and crossed her arms "You'll probably get all pissy and have me arrested for throwning things at you before too long" (NT) -- Winnie, 05:04:22 09/07/04 Tue
He smirked and cocked a brow , nodding along playfully "Probably... or enrol you in anger management classes" (NT) -- Romeo, 05:07:32 09/07/04 Tue
- her head whipped around and she glared at him "That is my anger management" (NT) -- Winnie, 05:08:08 09/07/04 Tue
He cocked a brow, his tone still teasing "Slashing your husbands face open is anger management? Good to know" (NT) -- Romeo, 05:10:24 09/07/04 Tue
- she frowned slightly and her eyes sombered, she felt terribly guilty about hurting him "Throwing things is, you just somehow end up in the way" she folded her arms, hiding her hands, nervous now. she'd thrown things her whole life when she'd gotten mad, she didn't know if she would be able to control it when she was angry like that, and it scared her because she feared he'd run off and leave her (NT) -- Winnie, 05:13:07 09/07/04 Tue
He arches a brow, he didn't mean to make her feel guilty. He spread his hands over her stomach soothingly, watching her "Maybe because you aim the plates at me" (NT) -- Romeo, 05:15:37 09/07/04 Tue
- she shook her head "The plates made me do it...." she pouted (NT) -- Winnie, 05:17:13 09/07/04 Tue
He mimics her pout before a smirk tugs at his lips "I'm gonna buy you paper plates (NT) -- Romeo, 05:19:29 09/07/04 Tue
- "You'll have too....I broke all our plates" she added, still pouting "And I can still throw cups at you" (NT) -- Winnie, 05:21:05 09/07/04 Tue
He frowns at that "I'll get plastic cups and glasses then... just in case" (NT) -- Romeo, 05:23:15 09/07/04 Tue
- she nodded, settling back against his chest once more "We can pad them if you'd like, maybe they won't hurt as much that way" (NT) -- Winnie, 05:28:25 09/07/04 Tue

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