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Date Posted: 07:02:24 10/27/05 Thu
Author: Skye
Subject: I wouldn't go so far as to say that I'm fine....
In reply to: Skylar 's message, " " on 09:58:32 10/24/05 Mon

She let out a slow breath, her eyes dropping for a second. It hurt, knowing that she cared about him, that she had feelings that would never go away for this man and he was just looking for a way for forget about losing his fiancee for a night. She was just an available body for him right now and although he may be able to just ignore the consequences, she knew that being with him would not be a thing that she would easily be able to forget or push aside. The corner of her lower lip tucked between her teeth, a sure sign she was thinking or upset, before she straightened her shoulders. She could handle being friends with him but she couldn't handle being used by him. She had to remember to stay in control of the situation. Besides, if they did do this, once he saw her, really sorry her without the cloud of pity behind his eyes, with all her scars and whatnot he wouldn't want her anyways and she couldn't take that kind of rejection. "Yeah..pretty crazy huh?" She forced out a slight laugh before she took a step back from him, out of touching distance, and ran a hand through her hair. "So what do you think? More drinking, some coffee, a movie maybe...or call it a night?" A quick subject change was definately her style.

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(He hadn't meant to hurt her, but he knew that he had.. and somehow he justified it by the fact that what could have happened would have been wrong anyways. At least now he would be able to keep his hands to himself. It was hard for him though, knowing what he did about how they were together. He would just find someone else to spend the night with, he needed the release. He smiled at her, ruefully.) I could use another drink. (He said, turning a little in an invitation to come with him. Perhaps they would never again be what they were before, but he wouldn't ruin their friendship by pushing for it.) (NT) -- Niko, 07:05:37 10/27/05 Thu