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Subject: Re: SUSAN. Author: Susan [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: Monday, May 05, 2025, 08:35: am In reply to: AV 's message, "Re: SUSAN." on Monday, May 05, 2025, 05:19: am AV I have so much going on in my head right now. I've been forced to face the fact that I am a holder and have to admit it to my family. They actually already knew but now it is out in the open and there is no denying it. I only ever rarely have a small smear in my underwear. I guess I was just always really good at it. And as soon as I can get to a 'safe' bathroom I will let it out. But having to poop disgusts me. Always has. I am able to relate so much to how Kitten Paw says getting an enema pushes her buttons. It's not having to be naked for my sister or husband for them to help me, no force me, take my enema. They both were there for the birth of our two. They both watched my Doula give me those two Fleet enemas. What's hard for me is like Kitten Paw says, I'm forced on the toilet to perform, to produce. That is such an emotional trip for me. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: SUSAN. Author: AV [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: Monday, May 05, 2025, 10:00: am Susan, Many of us also were holders as well. We can all relate to the emotional side. Continue to think of this though as a healing process. You are in a safe place here. Not only are you helping yourself, and it’s hard because of all of the emotions, but you are preventing your children from going through what you are experiencing now. Much love and peace to you and your family. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: SUSAN. Author: Susan [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: Monday, May 05, 2025, 10:07: am Well since I'm also on the receiving end of clean outs AV I'm kind of out of the decision making too. I can tell you that she takes the flow of the enemas really slow and so we don't have a problem keeping up and taking it all in. I know that I and my son don't have any problem with leaking. So my son did have a very large stool that came out with his soap suds enema. And he had a lot of stool backed up in him that came out even with the first rinse enema. So he definitely needed cleaned out. My sister wants all three of us on the same Sunday for our enemas so we all will be on for this coming Sunday. Our younguns don't know yet. We will deal with them and their enemas on Sunday. A Sunday surprise! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]