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Dark Illusion
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Date Posted: 09:27:00 05/19/04 Wed
She was disgusted, this world was a disgrace and unfortunetly she was a pond in this continues game of life. Narrowed orbs continue to caress his form, that was it, she had had it, no more trying to help others from drowning in their sorrows.
You are a pitiful case, drowning from your own cause and slowly allowing something worse then death to entangle your soul and I hate your for it Vulcan. You used to be one so wise and yet now your so arrogant and lost, a little boy hiding in his corner from life, to scared to face the facts.
As for freshly healed? I don't believe so, I think you are suffering from dellusions and beginning to collapse from your own lies. Instead of fixing what is wrong you try to ignore it, but slowly, very slowly it is creeping up on you for the kill.
She shakes her head from side to side, a snort escaping her velvety nares, watching him as he walks away, what an idtyit.
You know Vulcan, why don't you take a walk in other's hoof prints, you think your so worthy of being pitied upon, think again. I have lost a foal, served upon her night and day, and what became of our trust and loyality? She left, too the two legged landa, became part of their world because she hated me for pampering her, she wanted to experience something more than my love. And the only thing those vulgar humans hold in store for her, was a slow death. I'll never quiet blaming myself, never, I still believe I could have saved her, but unfortunetly I was looking at what I lost instead of what I could save.
I have experienced many loses, I watched my mother die right after I was born, I watched my father drown in pity from the lose of his mate until finally he couldn't take it anymore. And I've watched my life fly right before my eyes, as trust has been betrayed several times.
I was not born to a world of beauty. As others gallop freely on the range I was locked up in a stall, experiencing nothing but pain and abuse. I thought I'd never see the day when my pain would be gone, when I'd no longer have to hide behind my walls, there just seemed no way out. But I kept on living, I kept on perservering and looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. And eventually after all the heartbreak came and went and came again, I found my way out of the stagnant pond I dwelled in.
Freedom comes with a cost and I was willing to pay the price, you just have to do the same. Pity is a killer, to this day I look on the bright side, looking at life as a lost cause just doesn't work. Life continues on, we are just a small little piece in this big game but why not make the best of it?
She couldn't stand to watch him any longer, all she could do now was watch, and why watch another fall if you've tryed several times to save them when they won't even save themselves. She pivots on her hind, slowly walking away, she'd never told her past, and long ago vowed to never look back... Slowly tears trickle from her orbs, sadness clouding her blue sky, this world would never understand...
Goodday Vulcan...
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