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Date Posted: 05:27:34 03/09/02 Sat
We have left the roost. Majidah, Safiya, Trevor and I.
It is amazing, how one day, things can seem so safe for Trevor, and the next, turn upside down. I didnt feel the Roost was safe for him anymore.
Indigos new lover collects death like a table collects dust..and his Master of Souls, did not look at Trevor with kind eyes. Of course I know leaving will make no difference, should death follow..but I saw no reason to stick around and offer Trevor up freely. If death wants us, he will have to hunt us down and fight for us. I dont think he wishes to put forth that much effort.
In a way, I am glad to be away from the Roost. The air is turning spring, and Trevor is growing. He will be crawling soon..and our wanderings seem to be a more..comfortable way to spend the days. The first few nights we spent out, but with the threat of rain, it was necessary to find a roof.
As many memories as the camera holds..I brought them here. Its not Majidahs favored place..but until the rain stops, this is where we will be. I think we may travel down to the isle of Gems, and see about getting Glue pot back. I dont know..I shy away from anywhere that holds memories, but the problem is..everywhere holds them. Ciro and I went many places..and I have not yet gotten the nerve to visit his old haunts. Its as if his ghost haunts me even when its not there. Just the memories alone are enough to make me scream sometimes.
I dont really know where Im going..or where I will end up. I feel very old at times, and as if my life is winding to an end. My hair has gone too silver for me..and though no lines are apparent on my face..I feel them inside..like wrinkled sheets upon my owned soul.
Strange that I would miss The Traveler so much isnt it? Strange that I would yearn to see him again..though I fear it as well. I am so afraid he will only come back to take his son..and that I will have to fight him with all I have to keep him. Somewhere in the back of my mind..I hope that he will allow me to keep him..no matter what it takes. I am willing to go further than perhaps even he knows.
Safiya, I have given freedom. She has chosen to follow Majidah and I, though I do not think the girl likes me much. Cant really blame her. I do at times, wish she were not so guarded..but that will change in time I suppose. She is good with Trevor, though there are some things about her, that I do not trust. She is the kind of girl that will poison you behind your back, and Im not so sure she hasnt done it before. I need to warn Majidah to watch her back, though she does that anyway. I just do not want her to become complacent around Safiya. The girl bears watching.
I must go..Trevor is crying..Ill write more again soon.
~Cricket~
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