My biggest Mistake -- Da Daydream Hot Spot Part II

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Date Posted: 06:54:10 09/22/02 Sun
Author: Lundra
Subject:

My biggest Mistake

Yeah it's me Lundra lol i'm back and i wanna start thisnew story let me know how y'll feel about it holla

As I lay sleep in my constanly moving bed I begin to dream of life back home even though my best friend Tiny is sleep right across from me i still feel homesick. As i am dreaming my bed all of a sudden stop moving I got up in my cotton red,blue,and pink pants with Love and XOXO in blocks and my solid red with ck written in dark blue Pjs with my red bandanna and my cloud slippers and walked down the aile of my tour bus and went on towards the bus doors which were already open because someone had already steped out. I walked down the five steps and step onto the ground i move my head from left to right and than i moved forward only to hear people calling my name" Lundra ,Lundra" they yelled they yelled and scream as they quickly but yet carefully approach me. It was only three poeple but those three poeple meant the world the world to me they were my fans they helped me get where i was in my career i gave them autographs,took pictures with them, and gave them hugs after that they left . I then began moving forward to the Texco Sation as i walked in everyone well all but four werw amazed like they had seen a ghost of some sort. I picked put everything my best friend and I like to eat and drink i payed for it and proceed to head back out for once Ive only been stoped by three people which i ssomething that doesn't happen so offend for once i felt like a normal 17 year old person and i liked that feeling.As i continued to head back on the bus i was stoped by the sound of a males voice

Mv: Lundra you forgot your $50.00 in change

I turned around and walk back to where i had started and as i walked i thougt I must say he had it going on I walked to him quickly and for the first time ever I spoke to him

me: oh thank you i guess it musta slipped my mind or something thank you Omari

O: Your welcome this is like the first time i've heard yu talk since we've been on tour together

me: oh reall(smile) I really don't have too much to say but i'm home sick and i try to focus on my career but thats how i've always been but i thought noone notced

O: well i do i mean everybody could be having fun and your friend Tiny would be other there talking to us and it's like you just put ya head phones on and just write i thought that maybe you didn't wanna be ...

me:bothered

O: yeah ... i mean i be wanting to say somethng to you but your just to into what ever your writting or doing

me: well next time come holla at me lol look i gotta go iight i'll see you later

O: nice talking to you Mizz. Lundra

i walked off out of all 4 months of touring this was the first i had ever said anything to him i just always stuck to myself
After all i really didnt think that he or any of B2k was trying to get to know me. I got back on the bus time i got on good i was being questioned by none other than Tiny

Tiny: uh huh i saw you out there talking for the first time it's like your speaking to others besides me and ya team

me: i mean yeah i wasn't gone even say nothing if it wasn't for the $50.00 i forgot in the store and that i still don't have in my hands dang Tiny can u please go on there bus and get it for me

Tiny: yeah since you so scared to do it

me: tank u

Tiny went onto b2k'z tour bus i knew that thats what she had wanting in the first place but i just didn't say nothing about it

Jarell: whats up baby what brings you over here

Tiny: oh O got Lundra's money

Jarell: Omari how you get that girl money

Omari told them the story and they were all laughing because who in the right mind would forget to get $50.00 in change

Mean while i was on the tour bus on my cell phone crying

me: so you're elling me that after 2 years of our time together now you wanna call it all off

John: yeah look it's like your on tour now you don't need to be focusing on me and you u need to focus on your career and plus you not even here with me now when you get off of tour thats different

Me: so i'm suppose to be happy because somebody i love wanna end it all now why you always running from your feelings when it comes to me i mean i love you and thats now lie

John: baby thats how i feel right now thats all

Me: what ever

at thie ponit i'm on b2k's tour bus cause Tiny was taking so long to come back

Me: john why got this change of heart nowis it somebody else you know what*Tiny get the phone i can't talk to him anymore

Tiny got the phone and was fussing at him lol wuith her ghetto azz anyway i whipped my eyes like they didn't know i was crying

me: um do u know where Omari is

Mario: oh he in that room with the door closed

me: thank you

I went back there and i just went in

me: sorry for not knocking i just need my money that i keep on forgetting

Omari:* he looks up* oh thats ok here * he gave it to me*

me: so what are you doing do you need some help or anything

Omari: i'm dong a a report on The bluest eye

Me: oh i hated that book in school but i'll still help you if u need me too

Omari: tell me about it and thank u

So i helpe him for a while and then all of a sudden we looked up at each other at the same time and thats when it happened we started kissing out of nowhere after a while i stoped it dead in it's wonderful tracks

me: um ... i gotta go

omari: wait ... i was just thinking

Me: wait why look call me on my cell phone,2 way me, hell even e-mail me but i gota go

I gave him all the information and i quickly ran out the room i heard Tiny calling my name but i couldn't stop i was too embrassed to stay there another second it felt so right but then it felt so wrong i knew that this one little kiss had attacted with were feelings that were mos def coming on strong

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Replies:

Re: My biggest Mistake -- Lundra, 06:56:45 09/22/02 Sun
- Re: My biggest Mistake -- Lundra, 07:00:16 09/22/02 Sun
  - Re: My biggest Mistake -- Lundra, 07:03:38 09/22/02 Sun
    - Re: My biggest Mistake -- Bubblez, 20:49:33 09/22/02 Sun
      - Re: My biggest Mistake -- kima, 11:52:01 09/23/02 Mon
  - Re: My biggest Mistake -- Brittany, 19:21:13 02/23/04 Mon