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Date Posted: 21:25:43 08/30/04 Mon
Author: Bonnie Malone
Subject: I lost my daughter

I lost my only daughter(17 yrs old) on August 5 2004. She was in a auto accident. She was pronouced brain dead at 5 pm. Her dad (we are divorced), brother and I decided to donate her organs, something she had just a few weeks before told her brother she would like to do if anything ever happened to her.
I am so lost without her. She was my best friend. We told each other EVERYTHING. I cry constantly. I ramble around the house feeling so alone. Everything reminds me of her. Her pictures are consoling but they make me ache for her. I feel as my heart as been jerked out of my chest.
I have lost a father, a brother, both sets of grandparents and even had my mother in law take her last breathe in my arms after along bout with cancer. I moarned them. But this is s different. I feel like I have been hit by a bolt of lighting.
They say it gets better with time. I don't think so. I think I will get "accepting" of this feeling and learn to live with it. I do not know if that is even possible.

I am mad at God right now and they say that is normal. It is very upsetting to me that I feel this way. They say God has a plan. They say you are not suppose to question him, how do you not?

I know I must go on because I have my son and daughter in law who are expecting my first grandbaby in December. But I don't know how to go on without her.

A friend asked when a wife loses a husband they are called a widow, when a husband losses a wife he is called a widower. What do you all a other who has lost a child? The only thing I could say was " a lost Momma!"

Everyone here who has lost a loved one has my prayers and thoughts.

Thank you!

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