Re: Ray Gillen-Don't say it's true. -- Sleaze Roxx

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Date Posted: 17:12:56 03/30/06 Thu
Author: This is 4u Jake
Subject: Re: Ray Gillen-Don't say it's true.
In reply to: Jake 's message, "Ray Gillen-Don't say it's true." on 12:47:57 03/28/06 Tue

>Why are you guys so bitter towards Ray Gillen!?! Did
>this personally happen to you? He's one of my favorite
>singers of all-time!!I hope this stuff isn't true, I'd
>hate to think someone would purposely infect other
>people like that. I just read about Ray in Black
>Sabbath-Never Say Die. Former band mates pretty much
>said he knew he was HIV-Positive and he would have
>unprotected sex. How would they know? I hope they are
>wrong.
yes it is true. no one is bitter. the truth is the bitter truth. believe me band members know what the others are doing. the record label knew too. i contacted a lawyer to sue after he gave me herpes but who wants to come out and publicly divulge their sex life. by the way the attorney wanted to take the case but i was 19 and my parents did not want that to be public knowledge. so here's the story. i was brought up Catholic and attended private schools. I had 2 premartial sex partners prior. my girlfriends come by and want to sneak in to the concert at Hara Arena. it was easy to do in 1986. we got inside as Black sabbath was playing. my cousin managed to push to the front of the crowd with me and another girlfriend. After the concert my cousin has a crush on ray and wants to met him. i was suppose to attend classes at sinclair the next day. neither of us had ever been a band groupie or sleazy. my cousin drives back by the buses. i lay down in the back seat to sleep. the girls waiting out back, the official B.S. groupies were scary. the hardest, roughest group i'd ever seen. they were lifting their mini shirts up for the roadies etc. we stayed in the car. eventually the band comes out and my cousin is like oh my god with excitement. she is 18. we follow the bus. my cousin pulls up beside it. ray leans his head out a window waving us to follow the bus. my cousin does. we pull up in front of Stouffers Hotel in downtown dayton, ohio. we get out and watch tony O. and lita ford get off the bus first. then we walk up and the band manager escorts us in past a small group of forlorn girls. we looked like we belonged at a pizza palor not following B.S. i never even owned an album of theirs. ray says cu in a minute. we go with the manager into his room and eventually ray comes in and then the bass player doused in Laugerfeld cologne. he stunkand i told him so. he was so out of it he could barely talk. he felt insulted because we werent naked yet. remember we r there b/c my cousin is being juvenile. she has him sign her shirt. he signs on the hotel stationary to catch the seventh star. i look at him thinking it means something mystical and ask. he smirks and says that our new album. he realized then we were not B.S. groupies just fresh clean midwest naive pussy. he goes to leave the room and motions for me to follow him. i do and he says come to my room. i told him that my cousin had thought he was cute. he told me i dont want her. i want u. i debated about it. just for the helluva it i thought. i had never done the band thing and thought well i could have something to laugh about later in life. we go to his room. he aggressively grabs me and starts biting on my neck like a vampire. i said whoa this isnt a rape. we talk alittle than we kiss. he starts to pull at my clothes and i look at him and ask do u have anything? b/c i never had a VD in my life. let alone casual sex. he looks me in the eye and says no. back then i believed what people told me and besides who would lie about that when directly asked by the person u want to screw. we sart kissing more and suddenly he wants the light out. i now know so i couldnt see his blistered dick. i do remember when i touched it he let out alittle ow! again i was naive about VD. anyone else would have not been as dumb but remember we're in ohio here. the sex was not note worthy and i wished i hadnt done it at that point. he came on my stomach and got a kleenex and wiped it off. i got up and put on my clothes to leave. he stops me askswhere are u going. i reply home. the kicker is he asks me to stay and talk with him. i do with lights and clothes on for 6 hours. as a kid he watched little house on the pairie&ilooked like Mary. then it gets weird, he looks at me and says i'm so sorry, u are going to hate me in a couple days. you are not like the girls i am used to. your not a groupie. i said yea. then he asks then why did u come here. i told him why not something to look back on someday and say i did something wild.he wants my address and phone# Ihave no idea why. we walk out into the hallway where my cousin had been waiting all that time. at the elvator he hugs me tight&saysLaura remember one thing the eyes never lie and i am sorry. me and my cousin have not the slightest clue and herpes wasnt even something i knew about in 1986. 2 days later i am at sinclair community college hurting so bad i cant zip my pants and brown liqiud is draining out of me. i knew i had something. i was scared. I went across the street to the public health dept. and found out i had herpes. in dayton, ohio it was so new other doctors came in to look whileiwailed. back then it was like having AIDS. i thought no one will ever want me. i'll never marry or have kids. my friends will even be afraid to let me use their bathroom. my mom had to come get me i was so distraught over my stupidity. Why? Why? i had thoughts of killing myself. i had a very bad case. every month for a year around my period i would break out like chicken pox down there and could barely move without flinching. eventually that stopped and its been over a decade since an outbreak. now everyone keeps herpes in their spice rack...meaning now it is no big deal. back then u wanted no one to discover your secret. i saw a lawyer who wanted the case. we were going to sue ray and the record company. i couldnt stand the thought of him doing this again and again to other people. well my parents threw a fit and told me their name wasnt going to be put thru the mud. a double whammy.so believe me i know he spread herpes. i would swear my life on it that he did the same thing intentionally HIV positive. in 1986 he told me he was 18. i mean the guy even lied about his age. so what wouldnthe lie about??? that's something women in their 40's do. i used to dream of bad things happening to him frequently for years. i hated to sleep b/c i didnt enjoy seeing his face.then i know this sounds crazy but around the early 90's i quit having these vengeful dreams and forgot. i never kept up on his career or tried to kill him. so by accident i am at best buy and ask one of the employees if they had heard of ray gillen. he said he died of stomach cancer. just desserts back at that time i knew it was AIDS. everyone who had AIDS was using stomnach cancer as the reason for their illness. I was 29 when i found out. guys will be guys but he was evil. that's all that can he could have been. imagine the chain of hate he caused. i never would infect anyone that's sick and twisted. i am sure though other girls were angry enough to intentionally spread their misery too. getting back at any guy was fair game for what happened to them. i think it also says alot that his daughter wasnt included in his life. first because he was who he was a lying cheating filthy asshole. no one wants their daughter to have that kind of man influence their precious child, let alone a girl. i know every mother no matter what will always love their son. but if anyone ever loved him besides Mama i am sure they HOPEFULLY LIVED TO REGRET IT.

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Re: Ray Gillen-Don't say it's true. -- Laura, 17:18:47 03/30/06 Thu