Subject: Re: **~*Wishin' On A Star(Story)*~** |
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Date Posted: 20:10:52 06/26/02 Wed
In reply to:
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's message, "Re: **~*Wishin' On A Star(Story)*~**" on 20:05:35 06/26/02 Wed
Dear Diary,
Damn I haven't wrote U in a long azz time...anywayz I'm doin' pretty good now...
Since I started seein' Quan,I love him sooooo much & I know he loves me too,I can tell...My birthday's next week,I'll really only be turnin' 16,even though Quan thinks I'm turnin' 19(He's 22).He taught me how to drive since I told him I neva learned & just recently I got my driver's liscense!I wonder what he'll get me for my b-day?hopefully it'll be a car which I've been tellin' him I want so much.
Write You Lata Diary...
peace
**My Birthday**
Shadd:Aight close yo eyez.
Me:They're closed.
Shadd:aight*takes my hands & leads me somewhere*
Me:Can I open them now?
Shadd:Nope not yet.........aight now.
*I opened my eyez & there stittin' in front of me in our driveway was a car,a brand new Silver colored Lexus ES 300*
Me:*gasps*Ohhh baby,Thank-U,Thank-U,Thank-U!*hops on him & wraps my legs around his waist & starts kissin' him*
Shadd:*laughin'*U welcome,nothin' but the best for my boo.
*@ Work wit me one day*
Tiyah(Anotha gyrl I worked wit):Yo Irish gyrl you aight?
Me:Yeah...I'm coo...
Tiyah:Nah gyrl you don't look too good,Look you should go home & get some rest,don't worry I'll lock up.
Me:U sure?
Tiyah:Yeah gyrl,don't worry about it.
Me:Ok,thanks gyrl.
Tiyah:U welcome.
*I grabbed my jacket & purse & got in my car & headed home.When I got there Shadd wasn't there,he was still at work.I changed outta my clothes & into my pj's then I climbed into bed.B4 my head had even hit the pillow I jumped up & ran into the bathroom & threw up...Damn...I had been throwin' up alot lately & I was late too...that could only mean one thing,I was prolly pregnant which I kinda hoped I wasn't...afta I was finished throwin' up,I brushed my teeth & rinsed out my mouth,then I climbed back into bed.First thing tomorrow morning I would go see for sure If I was pregnant or not....The next day afta Shadd left for work,I got up & got dressed to go to the doctor's.*
Receptionist:Is there an Irish Harrison?
MeThats me.
Receptionist:Ok,Dr. Lynn is ready to see u now.
Me:ok.
* I got up & followed the receptionist into Dr. Lynn's office.Afta I was finished @ the doctor's I went home,the results wouldn't be back til a few dayz & Dr. Lynn said she'd call me & tell me them as soon as she got them back....*
*A Couple of Dayz lata...I was @ home & my phone had just rang...*
Me:Hello.
FV:Yes may I please speak to Irish Harrison?
Me:This is her.
FV:Oh,hello Irish,this is Dr. Lynnn,I just got your results back today.
Me:Oh..what are they?...
Dr. Lynn:They're positive,your'e 6 weeks pregnant.
Me:Oh..k..thanks. Dr. Lynn.
Dr. Lynn:You're welcome,I want you to come back for a check-up in about 2 weeks.
Me:ok,I will,Bye.
Dr. Lynn:Bye.
*I hung up the phone...I couldn't believe it,I was pregnant...I had mixed feelin's about it,I mean in a way I was kinda happy about it & then in a way I wasn't..I mean how was I supposed to tell Shadd?.. what if he didn't want kidz?...He would be home from work in less than an hour & I decided I would tell him as soon as he got home I decided I wouldn't put it off b/c that would only make it worse...I laid on the couch & started watchin' tv & about a half hour lata I heard the front door bein' opened & Shadd came into the livin' room & kissed me...*
Shadd:Hey baby.
Me:Hey,how was your day?
Shadd:it was aight,& yours?
Me:Good...but um..baby..I gotta tell u somethin'...
Shadd:What u got to tell me?
Me:Ok...well um the otha day I went to the Doctor...to see if I was pregnant..& I got the results back today...and....... I'm pregnant...
*We both just there quiet for a minute just starin' @ eachotha till finally I spoke up...*
Me:U not mad at me are u?..
Shadd:Naw I'm not mad at u boo...I'm just a lil shocked..
Me:So you happy about it?
Quan:Of course I am.*smiles & kisses me*I'm havin' a baby wit my baby,I love u.
Me:*smiles*I love u too.
Quan:Boo I got somethin' to tell u too...
Me:K,what is it?
Shadd:Well u know how u think I own a business wit my cuzin' ri?
Me:Yeah.
Shadd:Well truth is,there is no business baby...
Me:What do u mean there's no busniess?
Shadd:I mean..I'm a drugdealer...
Me:WHAT?!...And You never told me?!
Shadd:Well I was waitin' for the right time!
Me:Shadd how are we supposed to raise a baby when you out in the streets sellin' f*ckin' drugs,I mean what if u got locked up,or even worse what if u get killed?!
Shadd:Don't u think I know that shit?!
Me:Apparently not,if u doin' it!
Shadd:Well its payin' the f*ckin' bills & brought that f*ckin' lexus u drivin'!
Me:*gettin' all in his face*What the F*ck eva Quan Ok!
Shadd:*smacks me real hard & I fall to the ground*b*tch don't u eva in yo life talk to me like that again!
*I laid there cryin',& he just looked at me....*
Shadd:*tryna pick me up off the ground*Baby I'm sorry...I'm sorry...
Me:*cryin'*No don't f*ckin' touch me,just leave me the f*ck alone!
*He grabbed his keyz off the coffe table & left out the front door...*
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