Somehow I have only just graced this earth yet I already feel as though I should not be here, like I should just let me world turn black and fall to the earth as a carcass. Nothing more to give the world, and certainly nothing to take. Its a twisted form of Christmas where presents don't feature and the only thing that matters is being included and felt loved. Both I maybe, yet I have this incomplete feeling in my soul, like a huge piece is missing. I, unlike my elder sister do not approach the massive form that she so arrogantly sidles up to, but prefer to stay by the side of my dam and only reluctantly follow when she advances towards him. I have learnt already that large actions and many words are usually unnecessary as a single word or the slightest eyebrow raised conveys your message just as well. Mom can clearly see the reluctance upon my face and I feel her hesitate next to be, as if she's wondering whether to just introduce me later, but she carries on forwards. Sulkily I scowl at him, the being she made me address and a tone of annoyance is easily distinguished in my voice. Hello I glance at my dam as if to say there I said hello, are you happy now? Its not that I particularly disliked him, I just wanted my own way and I'm not sure how far I can trust him. hmm, probably as far as I can throw him.

Fade to Black
Dark Dragon x Painting of Black
Betrayed by Life

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else