<font color=white face=helvetica size=1> (( *<font color=silver>fracture</font>))</font> -- Adrien's Abode

who I really am,I'm not even sure of myself.with the evidence that I have been pestering the lives of others I assume who I really am,is not that great of a discovery.only parts of my life had been discovered..and it wasn't some pretty piece of glass.Nice and tarnished,I am nothing worth any price..worse than a dusted antique cluttering in your attic..I am useless.
I have been told that each person comes with a disorder.My doctor explained it as if he were saying each toy does not come with batteries.From a kleptomaniac to a schizophrenic,the world viewed me as a mystery with a disorder.No,I was not a [klepto]...indeed,I was a schizophrenic.I don't have the facts that either is a disorder..but no matter what I say the world will put me under any classification that they desire.Rarely would I state my answers to those who ask,and the truth was I would not see their craving to get to know me better.After all,in their eyes I was a petite kleptomanic as well as the angelic creature of paranoia.right,the angel of thieves.
3..2..1..blackness conjures from the gray smoke bounding heavenwards calling out to all lifeforms hopelessly finishing their dance on the face of the earth.when will the apocalypse swallow the earth whole?and how will the ending begin..?what will occur?fictonal books could only give you ideas,but none that would satisfy the ravenous desire.this appears to be a destiny we are not to see..but to experience.could it be that the future is so great that we are held back with anticipation for the experience,or a death defying fall that would only haunt us each passing moment?
ponderfilled soul I am,my ramblings continue in my own dementia..if any of my wonders slip through my vocals my audience would get burried in the grave of boredom.And if indeed I was to continue about my unanswered questions,the world would duct tape my mouth..but even then,I will keep on wondering.
"Uh oh...something out of the ordinary?"