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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .. Forshame ..
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Author:
Dorjan
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Date Posted: 18:25:59 02/03/07 Sat
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.. Dorjan's hand came off of Kazan's shoulder almost instantly after Shale's statement of his own guilt. It was too late, the damage had already been done, but it caused Dorjan's frown to lighten the smallest degree. The same hand that had just destroyed Kazan's shoulder now moved to rest in his tossled hair if there was no attempt to recede from it. "It seems, Kazan, that you've lied to me. It also seems that your son has as well, to a degree that has gotten you hurt. Did you lie to me, Kazan, or is your son lieing now?" His voice was hard, but the same undertone was coaxing. He already knew the truth, but he needed to hear it from the pair of them. ..
.. dubbed .. Lord Dorjan
.. gendered .. male
.. aged .. believes he’s 300, is a great deal older
.. born .. human, changed vampire at age 21
.. creator .. Cale
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: punishment
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Author:
Kazan Shale
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Date Posted: 06:33:17 02/05/07 Mon
(could not think of that else to write for Shale)
sinking to his knees once released, Kazan craddles his injuried arm gently. his head still beneath his masters touch though fear caused tension in his muscles. pools showing the shame he felt in lying to his master. where not lord Dorjan's hand upon his head Kazan would have been at his feet. the whipped puppy that now knew only how to serve his master.
" yes master.. I have lied to you.."
pain in his words almost unable to speak his confession as kneeled awaiting further punishment. his son still in the back of his mind though he was now unable to protect him further. a sense of pride deep in his heart at the childs interuption. it seeming Shale actually did care for his old man still and that lifted a bit of the burden.
now standing in silence, eyes big with fear, Shale awaits for the master's next words as well. was he in for what his faher just suffered or worse? He was used to punishment and isolation but for the most part got away with his doings..
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .. Reconcilliation ..
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Author:
Dorjan
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Date Posted: 13:56:13 02/05/07 Mon
((Perfectly alright ^.^))
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.. The vampire regarded the wolf as he crumpled and cringed - first from result of the pain and then due to the fear that seemed to roll off of him. Kazan's own regret for his actions was evident in his appearance now, though the vampire did have to question to what degree they would have still been present had the same question been asked prior to the punishment. There was a strong possibility that Kazan would have continued to support his son's errors.
Slowly, gently, he patted the head underneath his hand. "Do not fear speaking the truth to me, Kazan. I would much prefer to hear it than any other fabrication." Despite his words, his tone still grasped at the threat. The truth could still get one punished, but perhaps not to the same extent. It would be difficult, in any case, to compare the two in the same circumstance.
It was only after having addressed the father that Dorjan's attention fell onto the son again. His black eyes were steeled over as he spoke, voice hardened in a similar manner. "How often is it that your father takes your beatings for you, Shale?" It was a hard, directed question, and there was undoubtedly a purpose behind it. ..
.. dubbed .. Lord Dorjan
.. gendered .. male
.. aged .. believes he’s 300, is a great deal older
.. born .. human, changed vampire at age 21
.. creator .. Cale
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: manly man
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Author:
Kazan Shale
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Date Posted: 16:40:21 02/05/07 Mon
nodding with a soft "yes master" Kazan slowly relaxes into his masters touch. attention turning to his son whom he loved more the life. pools of shimmering blue supportive and gentle as he waited for the boy to reply. This surely a hard question for the youth as he had always taken care of what he could for Shale.
Standing in silence for a moment Shale wondered on how to answer such a question. sure that his father would back up most anything he could say but he also knew that the master was not stupid and knew better. gathering as much nerve as he could beneath lord Dorjans steely gaze, Shale answers fearfully.
" he has always taken care of me.."
he had not asked his father to cover for him as much as he did.. however he could have stepped up before now also. shifting slightly upon his feet he begins once more to attempt to hid his fear behind his attitude. a punishment was surely coming and he would take it as he had decided a man should. not like his father all cowed at his masters feet. shoulders straightening slightly he glances at Dorjan with a shrug masking in his mind the uncertianty in his demeaner. a why do you care attitude decending almost instantly into place upon his features, now the mocho man right.
his father realizing the change now knowing there was most likely a fight brewing. his son not seeming to know how to react to correction, partly his falt. trying to change what looked to be happening, Kazan sends a pleading look to his child but finds like in most things there was nothing he could down. dread clinching at his throat even as he moved closer to lord Dorjan in an attempt to keep him calmer.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .. Predator ..
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Author:
Dorjan
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Date Posted: 07:59:32 02/07/07 Wed
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.. As Kazan relaxed, Dorjan inwardly smiled. It was good to know that he hadn't pushed the wolf too far this time with his actions. It did, however, also bring up the question of just how far he had been pushed under that 'mistress' of his - unlawfully so, but Dorjan wasn't going to pick any fights just yet with another of his own kind. He needed Gordon under him entirely, and he needed Hayden stronger and on his own two feet before he did anything stupid (again). It was a daunting question, and one that required better care than this point in time could afford them.
Even as Shale spoke his reply, Dorjan was kneeling in front of Kazan to bring himself down to the wolf's level on the floor, his attention clearly and most importantly on the father instead of the boy. The hand that had been stroking Kazan's hair trailed its way down his cheek, presuming there wasn't any jerking away, to settle firmly on Kazan's unharmed shoulder. The vampire's other hand was raised slowly, lazily brushing away from Kazan's face a few strands of stray hair before sliding under his chin and partially up his neck to rest at a point near the side of the skull behind the ear.
If Kazan allowed the placement of his hands, as Dorjan spoke he gently moved the one near the shifter's neck in small circular presses - a gesture that was intended to be comforting. "And it appears that you intend for him to always do so then. For I know Kazan would have taught you proper behavior, and yet you continue to act out and expect this poor wolf to take all your pain from you." Dorjan paused, eyes finally moving up to Shale harshly. "You're the reason he's like this." Nothing short of accusatory, the implication behind them went even further than that. ..
.. dubbed .. Lord Dorjan
.. gendered .. male
.. aged .. believes he’s 300, is a great deal older
.. born .. human, changed vampire at age 21
.. creator .. Cale
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: whimp
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Author:
Kazan Shale
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Date Posted: 09:01:57 02/08/07 Thu
shale has an anger problem, lol do as you wish with him. he seems to need a firm hand lol
shivering quietly Kazan remains still as Lord Dorjan kneel before him. fear shimmering in his eye, it having been a long time since anything but pain was given him. His masters touch sure to have made him purr had he been a feline. leaning into the gentle carress of his hair, Kazan raises his head shly to Dorjan. flinching slightly at the soft fingers upon his cheek before relaxing into them. his past treatment having been full of carress that turned instantly into pain. his mistress loving to get him to relax only to hurt him, emotionally and pyhsically.
glancing at his master silently Kazan exposes slowly his neck the circular movements feeling good indeed. the scars upon his throat still visable but fading with time. this action thought Lord Dorjan might not realize was filled with truth and love. a desperate need for gentle care and appoval twisting within him mingling with the pain and torment, his mind no longer healthy and whole. so grateful for a gentle touch Kazan if allowed kisses the palm of the hand at his neck. " thankyou master.." his words barely a whisper as he leans into the others side.
watching with disgust the two and thier actions Shale glances to the door. his attention only brought back with Lord Dorjans accusations, a growl forming upon his lips before slowly fading without being voiced. It was not his fault that his father was a coward! as far as he could remember the man had always been so.. how else had they been captured? how else had two of Shales excapes been found out. oh yea, his own father must have betrayed him.. who else knew? these thoughts brought steel to his own glance as he looked down upon his father now kissing the masters hand. what a suck up.. disgusting. angered by the masters words Shale snarls out a reply.
" I did not ask him to bring us into slavery.. who are you to think you know about any thing? "
he knew that alot of his fathers suffering was caused by him and he did feel the guilt but he could not seem to bow to another. he was born free and could not just sink into the "slaves" role. he had excelled in fighting, and the rest of his training only so he would be given the freedom to attempt his excape and had it worked? no! and who was always there for the master to punish? his father! punishment had no affect on Shale and so who was the next target that he cared about.. grrr and he just could not allow them to see that he did now could he. he had figured that with time the mistress would give up on his father and find something else but it had not come to past as he had want.. nothing did.
knowing he had said to much Shale glances about for a way out, pools once full of hate shimmering with fear. the shifter looking the young boy he was for a moment.. about to flee if he could. the teenage rage seeming to get him over his head more and more often
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .. Unsavory ..
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Author:
Dorjan
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Date Posted: 13:37:25 02/11/07 Sun
((Xp He seems to need a baseball bat to his head. ~.^ ))
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.. Having known Kazan before Shale was even thought of being conceived, Dorjan was mildly surprised at the way in which the shifter seemed to melt into his touches. The submissive and trusting gesture of displaying his throat was something that was even more surprising for the vampire. Kazan had certainly changed.
He made no movement to stop the small kiss to his hand, attention fully on Kazan instead of Shale once more. The whispered words were not missed by the vampire, and they softened the expression on his face a great degree. One could catch more flies with honey than vinegar, after all. Dorjan, in turn, leaned forward to place a small kiss to the top of Kazan's head just as if he was a small child. The hand on his shoulder shifted down his back slightly, nearly holding him if there was no movement from the wolf to get away. Dorjan's hand continued its small massage of the shifter's neck, absently tracing the scars now and then.
Dorjan's attention slowly moved back towards Shale, his expression shifting to something a little more blank and nuetral. He was pointedly ignoring the young one's anger, perhaps because he was too enamoured with Kazan's behavior to move and destroy it - it seemed the father could still protect the son in some way. Despite Shale's strong feelings, the undercurrent that Dorjan knew must eventually prevail (or be knocked into him) was that this was his fault. Slavery alone would not have broken the boy's father to this degree. Kazan used to be outspoken and dominating, yes, but he was never stupid.
"When you are born to two slaves, then you are a slave. That choice is not your own to any degree. Unless, of course, you're suggesting that you never wanted to be born," Dorjan paused in his words, glancing down to Kazan again, "If that's the case, I can arrange that." Another threat, though his voice was even and calm again. He was more preoccupied with Kazan than Shale. The boy could be dealt with in due time. Kazan was broken to a point where it needed to be dealt with now. ..
.. dubbed .. Lord Dorjan
.. gendered .. male
.. aged .. believes he’s 300, is a great deal older
.. born .. human, changed vampire at age 21
.. creator .. Cale
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: trouble
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Author:
Kazan Shale
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Date Posted: 10:40:22 02/13/07 Tue
cuddling into the masters touch Kazan still cradled his arm. the kiss to his forhead bring a shimmer to emerald pool. the masters attentions meaning more than anything to him. perhaps the worst of it was over. as long as he could keep Dorjan happy then there would not be as much pain, right? a shiver sliding along the wolfs back as he kisses the arm closes to him once more. his focus no longer on shale as he stormed out. "please.." soft words fading as if he had desided them wrongly spoken. the pain in his voice surely giving an a hint to them though. He wished to shift to ease some of the pain in his shoulder but perhaps he had not suffered enough.. and how could he shift and still be held in the heavenly embrace? head lowering if allowed to rest upon Dorjan's chest Kazan would not finish the question unless told to. His master knew all and would know when it was time for his punishment to lighten just as The mistress had before. her anger at his pleas still scorched in his mind. confussion and fear seeming all he had left.
snarling at Dorjans answer Shale shifts feline and leaves if not stopped.
* watch your own back *
anger radianting from the massive creature now out to excape once and for all. ready to take out anything that attempted to get in his way. the Idea of excaping not so hard in his ind for no wall would keep the Falcon in.
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .. Calm After the Storm ..
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Author:
Dorjan
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Date Posted: 12:06:34 02/23/07 Fri
((So sorry that this has taken so long. Classes decided they wanted to try and kill me. O.o And then Jan decided he wouldn't cooperate... -.-' ))
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.. Dorjan couldn't help but let the faint smile spread further across his face. Perhaps what Kazan had been through had settled the other. At the very least, it certainly made him a lot more approachable. Dorjan did realize that he'd need to invest a lot of work into the shifter to get him to the point where he could be trusted fully. For Kazan, there was a strong chance that the worst was over. But the opposite was probably true for Shale. Dorjan did not see it necessary to punish the father for the son.
Similar to Kazan's own attention, Dorjan ignored Shale and his horrible comment. He had a good idea of what to do with Shale, but for now he would let the other be apart from them. His time would come. For now, Kazan was what worried him the most. [b]"Please, go ahead."[/b] His hand moved to stroke Kazan's hair gently, encouraging the other to relax further. [b]"You're safe now, here. I'm going to protect you."[/b] Psychology, of course. Yet it was true. He protected everyone in the mansion from the threats of the outside. ..
.. dubbed .. Lord Dorjan
.. gendered .. male
.. aged .. believes he’s 300, is a great deal older
.. born .. human, changed vampire at age 21
.. creator .. Cale
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: stillness
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Author:
Kazan
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Date Posted: 17:22:31 02/23/07 Fri
( I just had him shift instead of as the question seemed to save on posts. know how ya feel. I posted Shale in the courtyard should you wish to post to the brat.)
nodding the wolf shifted with the prefection he had always shown. still as close to his master as allowed even though he now almost towered over the male, even crouched as he was. Audits back tail tucked he looked pathetic, the strength that once radiated from lupine gone. massive crania lowering submissively in hopes of more pettings. frame relaxing only slightly to his masters reasurance. he had at one time loved and trusted this master and soon perhaps would trust completely once more. shoulder healed but still achy, Kazan sighed softly. wishing to curl his massive frame
on the masters lap but thinking better of it.
*thankyou master...*
the wolf believing what Lord Dorjan said fully, and was thankful indeed. the witch not able to touch him agian.
silent for a moment more Kazan gathers his courage before speaking softly.
* how can I serve you best master? *
now wondering of his tasks and if he was to be banished to slave quarters and manual labor. his mind wondering to the old days with some regets, though he loved his family still more than anything else in the world. his soft bed and the leather collar coming to mind, it always interesting what one would remeber from long ago...
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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: .. Midnight ..
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Author:
Dorjan
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Date Posted: 11:10:32 03/05/07 Mon
((I was hoping that Chim'd show interest in it (poked her after it). But Dorjan can wrap up with Kazan and check that out. We'll see how that goes. Xp I could always throw one of my newer boys that way.))
.. Dorjan's hand moved gently away from Kazan as he shifted, finding its way back to the offered head without much pause when he was finished shifting. The way in which the other held his body was almost disheartening. It fell more into the category of reassuring to a degree, however. It was easier to judge things when Kazan's attitude was entirely in a certain direction, even if frightened tended to be more unpredictable than other states of mind.
Dorjan's hand continued to move effortlessly across the head in small strokes as his mind wandered a bit. What indeed was he going to do with Kazan right now? The male wasn't in any position to be left alone as far as Dorjan was concerned, and there was certainly the issue of his son that needed to be dealt with - and rather quickly. Poison spread too fast among the ranks to let it sit out for too long unattended. The master vampire was considering his options of placing Kazan under someone else, temporarily at least.
"I'm not sure right now, Kazan. You need to get your strength back, first and foremost." ..
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