| Subject: $Don't Break What You Can Not Fix$ |
Author:
Alicia Baslazari
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Date Posted: 02:36:34 07/03/05 Sun
In reply to:
Zeth
's message, ".:.Oh really?.:." on 00:28:16 07/03/05 Sun
$Its the first time I ever felt this lonely$
Stone still and staring out the window the silent angel with golden hair stood. She had heard the door creek open, even felt his words, but still she did not move. Her eyes lost in another realm, her heart pleading for her thoughts of gone years to be true...but alas they weren't and couldn't be what was now. She was trapted and oh so alone.
His voice was the same, soothing as always, the feeling even there...but something was missing, oh yes faithfulness, trust, and she'd have added love if she knew she wasn't pushing the envelope just alittle. Shoulders slumped in the sign of defeat the once shy and withdrawn female turned to the dark haired vampire, her love and husband. Optics two colors the one her original the other the cursed hue of jade, a feeling her heart was swiftly becoming. No wonder Brillian had tried to kill this man so often, he was heartache tenfold and few could stand it...even the wise and powerful Brillian had fallen for him and look where it had brought her. Nothing but sorrow and finally a sigh of relief as sweet death had taken her and the pain of this male from her.
Sniffling slightly, thoughts rather barred as she gazed at Zeth with tear streaked cheeks and red eyes. And it was with her gaze finally upon him after so many minutes after his entry that she spoke. Words soft, though they held daggers within their grasp all the same. "I would end my own life before death came to you." It was true, she would die as had Brillian for this male, no matter what he had done to her...he was still her husband and the male she loved. "But I fear no one can cure this pain, it is too deep and has been there for far too long." Gaze shifting towards the window once more, a single tear of crimson trailing from the mirror of jade, while a saltine tear befell from the other. Two tears, two colors, two peices of one heart.
"Go. I am of no use to you." Back turned from him as she fought the pain once more, fist clenched to her chest as she dare not sob before him once more. She did not wish him to leave, but she did not wish him here either. He had left her, betrayed her, why come back for a treasure no longer whole...no longer pure, but bloodied and tainted. For she was broken and used though all this lay within the emotions her body a mere shell for the true being within...a mere shelter for the wounded and dying spirit that had once been the fair Alicia.
And then the tears fell, by the twos then by the thousands as with a terrifying scream the seemingly compoused female broke, crumbling to the wooden floor of the bedroom with a sob as the final strings within her tattered heart snapped. Held on by a thread...and so alone. Sobs racking her body the broken immortal cried "Zeth...please...I give up." She gave up, he could do what he wanted to her, or not with her. She gave up. He had wished so long ago to break her pride that was against him and finally after years of trial he had...the proud angel had fallen to hell itself and oh how the flames burned.
$I wish someone could cure this pain$
(Don't give up, keep pressing. She loves the boy, but gah you did a number on her ol' Zethy boy)
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