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• Rio lifted his slightly blury dark eyes to the door, recognising that voice immediately and returning the joint to her lips, murmering around it "Nows not a great time Kabs... can it wait?" He felt shit... and depressed and helpless and a whole lot of other negative words, and he tended to hide himself away at timies like this. (NT) -- Rio, 15:43:12 01/18/07 Thu

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• She wasn't going to let him wallow in self pity right now, no way. Instead of respecting his wishes she shifted to push into the dark room, shaking her head softly. "No..." She murmured softly, heading into the room and past the bed. It said a lot to her, that he wasn't sitting on the bed but rather on the floor by the wall. Like the bed held to many memories or something. Quietly - clad in a pair of lounge pants and a matching hoodie - she made her way over to where he was sitting and wordlessly sat down behind him, wrapping her arms around him and resting her head on his shoulder, just holding him. She wasn't going to demand that he talk to her, she just wanted to be there for him. (NT) -- Kabri, 15:46:42 01/18/07 Thu

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• He closed his eyes as she sat down behind him , as much as he wanted to be alone... he appreciated her being there. He let his head rest against hers slightly and let out a heavy breath, his eyes remaining closed as he lifted the joint back upto his lips. Rio didn;t say a hell of a lot at the best of times, but espeically when he felt like this. (NT) -- Rio, 15:59:11 01/18/07 Thu

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• She was silent for a good solid fifteen minutes before she spoke up. "You believe in fate, don't you Rio? You know things will work out the way things are supposed too. Just gotta have a little bit of faith." She stated softly, pressing a gentle kiss to the side of his neck as she ran her hands soothingly up and down his sides. "I know it doesn't seem like it now but everything will be ok..." She sighed softly, hating that he was hurting. As much as she wanted him single and available, it killed her that he was hurting so badly. Quietly, she took the joint from him and took a drag, letting it settle in her lungs before she exhaled. (NT) -- Kabri, 16:05:04 01/18/07 Thu

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• He'd smoked enough weed now that the hurt wasn't quite so sharp...he'd numbed himself a little. He didn;t respond right away, but opened his eyes, staring at the ceiling for a long moment before finally murmering quietly "I bet you've never been quiet for that long before Kabri." An attempted at a mask of humour to hide the pain, keep up a brave front (NT) -- Rio, 16:10:08 01/18/07 Thu

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• She laughed softly, tightening her arms around him for a squeeze before she spoke. "Yeah, it was pretty damn hard too." She stated with a laugh before she shifted to rest her chin on his shoulder. "You know I am here for you baby, anytime, anyway you need me." With that, she pressed a warm kiss to his pulse before she rested her chin back onto his shoulder. She just wanted to be there for him to make him feel better whether she did that by just holding him, sitting silently with him, talking to him, crying with him or..well making out would be ok too. It really did look pretty bare in the room without all of Jackie's stuff, it couldn't be easy for him to get used too. (NT) -- Kabri, 16:19:40 01/18/07 Thu

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• He nodded his head slowly, exhaling heavily as he let his gaze travel around the room, taking his joint back from her to numb that stab of pain he felt when he saw the room so ...sterilized almost.... sterilised of any trace of Jackie. "You know whats funny... " he murmered, rhetorically "I never thought I was good enough for her... you even said I wasn;t good enough for her,,,, and she broke up with me cos she doesn't think she's good enough for me..." (NT) -- Rio, 16:24:49 01/18/07 Thu

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• She sighed deeply, shifting to run her hand over his head gently, letting her nails scrape his scalp in a fashion he had always liked. "I was wrong. You were more than good enough for her and I guess she just...saw that." She stated softly, pressing a kiss to his shoulder before she shifted a little - her knees were getting sore from the way she was sitting. "I'm not saying this to make you mad, Rio, and I am not insulting Jackie in the least so please don't get upset but..." She paused, thinking of how she wanted to say what she was thinking. "There's something...not right with her...like, I think she needs help. Professional help." (NT) -- Kabri, 16:31:24 01/18/07 Thu

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• Rio frowned a little as she spoke, shaking his head a little at first , but listening quietly for a minute before speaking "She's been through shit you can;t even imagine Kabbi.... and you've been through your fair share... She was whored out by her brothers... raped from the age of nine onward... got knocke dup, thrown out of her family, straight into juvi and then she gave the baby up for adoption... She copes with it better than most girls would... " He wasn;t arguing- she probably did need help- but all things considered- who wouldn't in her situation. (NT) -- Rio, 16:41:59 01/18/07 Thu

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• "I think she coped with it so well because she had you to carry her through it. I am not sure how she would do on her own..." She frowned softly, her brow furrowed a little as she thought about it. "She's a lot younger than you, isn't she?" She figured the girl was even younger than she was. Kabri was seventeen and Jackie wasn't quite there yet....she was still just sixteen. Everyone had a rough life though, who didn't? They had all been through hell and back and honestly, she thought that the girl was kind of off her rocker and she wouldn't put it past Jackie to just...have a break down. (NT) -- Kabri, 16:47:25 01/18/07 Thu

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• Rio let out a sigh and nodded , shifting and tugging Kabri to his side to save her knees "Sixteen... seventeen in a few months..." He let his arm wind around her and his chin rest atop her head, closing his eyes a moment, speaking in that same low murmer, the drugs soothing him "You know what Derrick would say to me right now?" (NT) -- Rio, 16:53:25 01/18/07 Thu

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• She pursed her lips, her head cocked to the side as she looked up at him. "What?" She questioned softly, her hand shifting up to trail down his jaw softly, soothingly, just wanting to be touching him. It was kind of nice in the quiet, dark, sweet smelling room, resting in his arms and letting him hold her. She nestled closer, the hand that wasn't stroking his face going to rest over his wrist that was against her stomach. He smelled good, no overpower perfume or anything, just like weed and man and it made her tingle as she inhaled deeply. (NT) -- Kabri, 17:01:13 01/18/07 Thu

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• He was still just sat in his boxers, fresh from the shower- though that was a few hours ago now. He turned his face in towards hers, the bridge of his nose resting against her forehead, his eyes still closed, murmering softly still "He'd have told me to get dressed and quit acting like a pussy." He smirked a little, bringing his face away from hers a few inches to look down at her, "He knew his shit," (NT) -- Rio, 17:12:24 01/18/07 Thu

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• She laughed softly, nodding. "Yeah, he would say that." She smiled softly before she reached up to brush an affectionate, soft, warm kiss over his lips before pulling back. "So why don't you just go on and get dressed and we'll get out of here for a bit, huh? Go somewhere new, that you have never been..." She shrugged, watching him. "It might be good for you to get out for a bit..." She bit her lip, her fingers trailing over his cheeks that held just the slightest bit of stubble. "It'll be fun, I promise." She smiled warmly, waiting for him to see if he would agree or not. (NT) -- Kabri, 17:18:02 01/18/07 Thu

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• He drew a breath and watched her a moment, weighing up his options, talking himself into and out of it. He finally smirked a touch and nodded a little "Aight... we can go out... But i'll warn you now I'm gonna get real drunk." (NT) -- Rio, 17:34:01 01/18/07 Thu

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• She nodded and smile, shifting to stand up. "I'll make sure you don't do anything to dumb." She grinned, pressing a kiss to his cheek. "Come to my room when your all ready, ok?" She questioned, wanting to go change and get ready. She waited until he nodded before she disappeared out into the hallway to change into a pair of tight skinny jeans that were like a second skin with a pair of knee high boots and a tight fitting low cut v-neck sweater. Her hair was just let go wavy down her back and her make up done lightly with her lips glossed. It all took a total of five minutes maybe and soon she was sitting on the bed. When she had been walking down the hall she heard Jackie crying...hopefully she would stop before Rio came down. (NT) -- Kabri, 17:39:27 01/18/07 Thu
  • (NT) -- fixing, 17:48:48 01/18/07 Thu

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• Rio changed quickly into a pair of clean jeans and a beater, a shirt open over it, defining his mucled stomach and broad shoulders. Rio headed down the hall to Kabri's room, hesitating as he head Jackie crying, but clenching his jaw and forsing himself onward, knocking on Kabri's door lightly. (NT) -- Rio, 17:47:39 01/18/07 Thu

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• inside -- Kabri/jackie, 17:58:26 01/18/07 Thu
  • Rio did all he could to block the sobs of the girl he loved from his head, his teeth clenshing, eyes beginning to mist- but he kept up a stong front, tried a smile as Kabri came to her door. He just wanted to get out of here as quickly as possible "Sounds good... we can pick up some food while we're out.... my treat" He smiled a touch. Kabri was just being there for him like friends should be- and he wanted to thank her for that. (NT) -- Rio, 01:59:28 01/19/07 Fri