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Date Posted: 16:02:53 01/08/12 Sun
Author: Nevaeh
Subject: †. l e t s. g e t. l o s t .†
In reply to: Seth 's message, "..}Not Strong Enough{.." on 16:20:17 01/07/12 Sat







Her amber gaze flashed with annoyance as he chuckled at her. She did not find humor in the situation at hand...how could he? She stiffened as he pulled her against him, beginning to resent the emotional roller coaster she seemed to on...and the fact that he wasn't helping the issue by laughing at her. All at once, she wanted to cry, and she wanted to hit him--though she could not decide which she'd prefer to do more. "I really don't see what is so funny..." She began, but then his words overrode the shaky softness that had become of her voice.

She listened as he spoke, listened to the reassuring tone of his voice as he explained to her that he did want her...but also as he outlined the reasons she had to go back. She resisted the urge to pull away from him, knowing that he was speaking logically and that he would be oblivious to just why his words would effect her so deeply. Even so...she didn't want to stand and listen to logic, to reason...not when she'd already thrown both of those things to the wind. And hearing him now...she knew he'd never understand nor condone it. Pursing her lips, she rested her head against the wall of muscle that was his chest...letting him have his say.

She pulled back when it was over, slipping out of his arms so that she could level her gaze more directly on his own. A weird numbness had begun to set in...and she felt like the world's largest idiot. And the worse part? She'd gone against everything Seth had just spoke of--so she was absolutely certain he'd never understand. "It makes sense." She nodded slowly, fighting the urge to simply push past him and head into the mist. "I have to go, Seth. I'm sorry." She knew she'd seem like a total basket case---but with the weight of his words and weight of her actions crushing her, she was powerless to stop herself as she did push past him into the rain, begrudging herself over and over again as she pulled out her phone and dialed the Complex. All she knew in that moment, was that she needed to think.


_______†______†______†________


Touch me I'm cold
Unable to control
Touch me I'm golden
And wild as the wind blows
And tumbling tumbling
Don't go, fascination
If just for tonight darling,
.L e t s. g e t. l o s t.




†2010 Dodge Challenger†
†Furious Fuchsia†





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