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>Shelly, >The post from krissi were relatable and I enjoyed >reading them myself. She was using the forum like i >was using the forum as therapy, a place to come and >share her emotions and be able to freely share with >others with similar experiences. I can relate being >“put on the toilet” for a forced movement with my >thoughts. It wasnt just a physical battle but a >mental battle. > > >>Krissi was so right about liking and hating the enemas >>at the same time. It was like reading my own story >>reading her posts. I never knew for sure when my next >>enema was but the anticipation was both positive and >>negative at the same time. After about six months >>when I realized the enemas were a part of my life >>until I moved out of her house I began to anticipate >>if not crave my next enema. The humiliation and >>degradation of being "put on the toilet" for a forced >>bowel movement like Krisi says was so exciting for me. >> They were sexually a turn on for me around 14 or so. >>I didn't mature early sexually I guess. But by then I >>had been living in my own head about my enemas and the >>intimidation of that enema bag hanging in the shower >>dominated so much of my being for years. Stepmom had >>control of my bowel movements in a way and that messes >>with your head. If you recently had your enema you >>were probably good for several days, maybe two weeks. >>But on any given night after several days I was >>expecting her to inform me it was my enema night. >>Usually twice a month. One large enema. Then sitting >>on that chair potty in your room with your enema and >>your thoughts.

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