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>>Shelly, >>The post from krissi were relatable and I enjoyed >>reading them myself. She was using the forum like i >>was using the forum as therapy, a place to come and >>share her emotions and be able to freely share with >>others with similar experiences. I can relate being >>“put on the toilet” for a forced movement with my >>thoughts. It wasnt just a physical battle but a >>mental battle. >> >> >>>Krissi was so right about liking and hating the >enemas >>>at the same time. It was like reading my own story >>>reading her posts. I never knew for sure when my >next >>>enema was but the anticipation was both positive and >>>negative at the same time. After about six months >>>when I realized the enemas were a part of my life >>>until I moved out of her house I began to anticipate >>>if not crave my next enema. The humiliation and >>>degradation of being "put on the toilet" for a forced >>>bowel movement like Krisi says was so exciting for >me. >>> They were sexually a turn on for me around 14 or >so. >>>I didn't mature early sexually I guess. But by then >I >>>had been living in my own head about my enemas and >the >>>intimidation of that enema bag hanging in the shower >>>dominated so much of my being for years. Stepmom had >>>control of my bowel movements in a way and that >messes >>>with your head. If you recently had your enema you >>>were probably good for several days, maybe two >weeks. >>>But on any given night after several days I was >>>expecting her to inform me it was my enema night. >>>Usually twice a month. One large enema. Then >sitting >>>on that chair potty in your room with your enema and >>>your thought > > >Yes AV, > > Our little brother just turned 7 when we moved >in. I think he was a lot like you. I know he had >destroyed underwear from time to time the months >leading up to moving in with her. Probably holding >like a lot of kids start to do at that age, me >included. He did not take kindly to getting his >enemas. Stepmom's oldest daughter was 16 and it took >the two of them to give him his enemas. It got very >loud in his bedroom. And he looked very defeated and >still upset afterwards for months of enemas. >Eventually he accepted his fate as all of us did but >it took him a lot of unpleasant enema experiences >until he calmed down.

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