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>>I think (based on experience) new parents suppress, or >>rather divert, their fetish - >>(not the word I would choose because it's linked to >>sex - "obsession" is better) - >>but it's a losing battle and eventually some adverse >>circumstances bring their obsession to the fore, and >>they start looking for excuses to inflict it on their >>kid, becoming more sadistic. >>All the above applies to spanking and also to >>anally-inserted evacuants. >>My parents took five years to formally make the >>spanking+suppository punishment routine a "normal" (?) >>event, and after that it was an ever-present threat >>for my sister and I. They also took six years to >>introduce the enema and the bisacodyl suppository >>(with the connivance of doctors/nurses). And they took >>eight years to start using potentially-dangerous items >>as rectal stimulators. And in both cases, after that >>they were an ever-present threat. > >As a kid, I was unaware of "sex" or it's implications >relating to a "fetish" where enemas, suppositories, >douching, or Rt's were involved. You are correct in >using the term obsession as it may relate to my >family. Perhaps, our family doctors and their nurses >fueled this obsession. It may have been expedient to >prescribe these treatments as they were consulted >often, but didn't have other ideas. > >I have posted about being locked out of our apartment >when dad was back in town and grandma told us that mom >and dad needed some privacy. Early on, after finding >the wet enema and douche bags hanging, my sister and I >thought that was only because they exchanged enemas. > >It was quite later on, as sex was now on our minds, >that certain habits began to make more sense. Besides, >I had discovered some very positive and enjoyable >aspects of an enema. I am sure my older sister did as >well, even though the sexual/sensual aspects weren't >shared and secretive. > >I've posted elsewhere that those early enemas from mom >and grandma were miserable, and seemed very punitive. >I did get thumped on when I resisted. My sisters were >very cooperative however and they were rewarded after >getting their enemas. > >As I aged, and had other interactions outside of our >family, I began to become more educated in many >aspects of life. That included having been treated in >hospitals as well as interacting with others who >shared their own experiences with those embarrassing >procedures. My eyes and mind were opened and I >re-evaluated my own thoughts and habits. > >While certain topics are quite subdued in public, I >honestly appreciate all of you who share in forums >such as this. I have made the rounds to most other >forums and have learned a great deal from many of you >as individuals. I have also been fortunate (or >blessed) as one poster often shares, to have had some >face to face or direct communications relative to >these subjects. > >One poster (AV) indicates it is "therapeutic" to have >forums such as this. I merely appreciate the openness >due to the unique subject matter. I do apologize if my >lengthy posts are offensive to those of you other >posters. The reality is that the vast majority of my >enema experiences are female related. > >Best to all of you!

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