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>>>I think (based on experience) new parents suppress, >or >>>rather divert, their fetish - >>>(not the word I would choose because it's linked to >>>sex - "obsession" is better) - >>>but it's a losing battle and eventually some adverse >>>circumstances bring their obsession to the fore, and >>>they start looking for excuses to inflict it on their >>>kid, becoming more sadistic. >>>All the above applies to spanking and also to >>>anally-inserted evacuants. >>>My parents took five years to formally make the >>>spanking+suppository punishment routine a "normal" >(?) >>>event, and after that it was an ever-present threat >>>for my sister and I. They also took six years to >>>introduce the enema and the bisacodyl suppository >>>(with the connivance of doctors/nurses). And they >took >>>eight years to start using potentially-dangerous >items >>>as rectal stimulators. And in both cases, after that >>>they were an ever-present threat. >> >>As a kid, I was unaware of "sex" or it's implications >>relating to a "fetish" where enemas, suppositories, >>douching, or Rt's were involved. You are correct in >>using the term obsession as it may relate to my >>family. Perhaps, our family doctors and their nurses >>fueled this obsession. It may have been expedient to >>prescribe these treatments as they were consulted >>often, but didn't have other ideas. >> >>I have posted about being locked out of our apartment >>when dad was back in town and grandma told us that mom >>and dad needed some privacy. Early on, after finding >>the wet enema and douche bags hanging, my sister and I >>thought that was only because they exchanged enemas. >> >>It was quite later on, as sex was now on our minds, >>that certain habits began to make more sense. Besides, >>I had discovered some very positive and enjoyable >>aspects of an enema. I am sure my older sister did as >>well, even though the sexual/sensual aspects weren't >>shared and secretive. >> >>I've posted elsewhere that those early enemas from mom >>and grandma were miserable, and seemed very punitive. >>I did get thumped on when I resisted. My sisters were >>very cooperative however and they were rewarded after >>getting their enemas. >> >>As I aged, and had other interactions outside of our >>family, I began to become more educated in many >>aspects of life. That included having been treated in >>hospitals as well as interacting with others who >>shared their own experiences with those embarrassing >>procedures. My eyes and mind were opened and I >>re-evaluated my own thoughts and habits. >> >>While certain topics are quite subdued in public, I >>honestly appreciate all of you who share in forums >>such as this. I have made the rounds to most other >>forums and have learned a great deal from many of you >>as individuals. I have also been fortunate (or >>blessed) as one poster often shares, to have had some >>face to face or direct communications relative to >>these subjects. >> >>One poster (AV) indicates it is "therapeutic" to have >>forums such as this. I merely appreciate the openness >>due to the unique subject matter. I do apologize if my >>lengthy posts are offensive to those of you other >>posters. The reality is that the vast majority of my >>enema experiences are female related. >> >>Best to all of you! >How many of your enemas were from the opposite sex >growing up, that's where the kinky/fetish part comes >in for me

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