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Date Posted: 23:54:00 07/23/17 Sun
Author: nath
Subject: Re: Rip Chester Bennington... another Survivor of abuses...
In reply to: nath 's message, "Rip Chester Bennington... another Survivor of abuses..." on 02:17:33 07/22/17 Sat

#RipChester #RipChesterBennington @LinkinPark


just wrote this... (sorry for the mistakes, French here)


Now playing again "One more light" (LP) new CD.
Wish i could find words to thank the person, the person
who saved my life (from suicide too) nearly 10yrs ago.
Alrdy thanked this person some years ago and recently,
but this tragic event about Chester (Bennington) is like
like a huge wave in my face and in my heart
as a human, from the 80's also as a Survivor of abuses.


LP music helped (still) me since 1 of my Trauma
and abuses. In LP music i found an echo of my inner screams
also found some soothe when i was alone before my Rebirth
While listening again all those tracks
i see again the one (wounded, broken & dead me)
i was before my Rebirth. It's like a non-stop
reflection in a mirror in front of my eyes,
reflection in a mirror, of the one i was,
an image to describe how i felt and how i was
i could see me down on a hill under my own feet
the face of a dead me, like David Bowie outside
cd's cover. This tragic event about Chester feels
like as if all the flesh was exploding under my
(inner) scars, pushing hard on my skin/stitches,
remembering those wounds from my own past
abuses,anorexia,suicidal thoughts&attempts. i wish



i wish there was words to describe this feeling
this feeling since hearing the news about
Chester, i wish there was also words, words
to thank the person who physicaly saved my life
who shown me the Survivor's way, gave me hope,
guided me through years, daily&eternaly grateful to him
gave me a shelter, a new safe family who i love
who i love who i love more than anything
wish i could find words to thank the person
the person who physicaly saved my life
several years ago. Those words right now are
for this person(he knows who he is) also for
also for Chester, his friends and team, all
the others gone and all those who are battling.
Battle symphony is a perfect anthem, describes
perfectly this daily fight against our dark passenger




Depression, suicide, abuses are real, f*cking real
they can happen to anyone, it happenned to me
Rest in Peace Chester Bennington, rip
Your loss affects me also as a Survivor of abuses
May your lifestory will bring strength to all
the others who try to find one way to stay alive
Here what kept me alive nearly 10years ago now
"Things happen to you in your life, but you don't
want to consider yourself to be a victim -
you want to be a survivor." These words are for all
those who need to find just one thing just one thing
to keep them alive. Without this quote i wont be
i wont be alive today. i wish i wish i wish
there was words to thank the one who saved me
physicaly, this person is in my heart forever and daily.
His quote is daily with me, forever, tattooed on my skin
& Rip Chester even gone you still inspire
to remain strong even if i feel frail those days
depression is back since some days now
Rest in Peace Chester, warm thoughts & condoleances
to all Linkin Park team and also to his family.




Please take care all, yana yana yana
yana 4 letters which mean that you are NOT Alone
and Stay strong 2 tiny words but with a deep impact
stay like: dont change you doing well, stay
stay like dont leave, strong like powerful.
It took me nearly 10years to realize why God kept
me alive each time: to use my Voice as Survivor,
my past, abuses, deep wounds, this dark passenger to
help others to find a way to Survive too. To those who
are battling, struggling, trying to find just one thing
to keep them stay, please remember you are alive
you are alive for a reason, please take care & yana
hold on stay strong and brave, stay brave
your own wounds, your past will inspire
you are precious for many, you can't imagine
all those who will be affected by this so deep
so deep and violent pain by your loss,
& by many by many you are LOVED
"Who cares if one more light goes out
Well I do", we do, all around the world
those words from the heart of a Survivor of abuses in France.

(nath)

May Chester's Voice as Survivor show the way to break silence/Survive to others...
article about his own abuse here

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