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Emmie Sue
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Date Posted: 06:16:17 09/24/24 Tue
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Emmie Sue
's message, "Re: Spanking ect." on 18:59:36 09/21/24 Sat
Not much new to report. My friend came over yesterday after classes. We kissed a little but sadly not much else. She made me really horny though.
When Shelby got home she wasn't in the greatest mood. I thought maybe she needed some lovin' but that didn't go far. I made liver and onions, something I learned from my dad. It's pretty easy, but it does make the kitchen look like a crime scene and given Shelby's mood I made sure it got cleaned up. I wanted to talk and I wanted affection (okay, I wanted attention). When Shelby put her hands on her head and sighed deep and said "You do have an apartment you know." I got the hint. I mean, she wasn't mean and she appreciated my dinner and cleaning and said so, but she had work to do and I got the impression she didn't want me hanging around.
I went up several times to get coffee and I wanted to chat or dance or something but my inner voice told me I had better not. I was craving a warmed bottom and caressing intimacy and I thought about what they call bratting, but it might not turn out like I was hoping. Thea's warning came to mind. She did come down eventually and said clapping her hands (which kind of excited me) "Bed time." It was a little early actually. She took it upon herself to dress me for bed. Picked up my jammie jams and said "These are stinky." and tossed them in my hamper and pulled out that gross Stitch nightshirt and literally changed me. I took my chances and said "Have I been a naughty girl?" I was almost disappointed with her reply. "No. You've been a very good girl and I really appreciate you. No spanking tonight."
I don't know why. I can't explain it but I love a warm bottom from a loving spanking. Not a bad girl spanking but our play spankings, even if they hurt too much. There is just something so intimate about laying across her lap, bare thighs (and other things) rubbing on bare thighs. Knowing that all my privates are in her full view and feeling the air. Knowing that I'm at her mercy, in her control, knowing that she loves me (or at least likes me a lot) and knowing that she's getting off on it and hopefully feeling as intimate as I am. knowing that when that caressing hand comes down it's going to sting. Not knowing if maybe she's a little mad at me. Not knowing how far it's going to go.
Okay, I'm getting carried away. I should probably not go any further with this. I just wanted to express my feelings and it's like in the last 25 or so days, even know I'm not as free as I was a month ago and I have restrictions and boundaries I feel like I've been set free. I'm not Emo, btw, okay maybe I am a little emo and a little goth, Idk. But to answer someones question on another thread so as to not hijack that thread, because I'm a spanko. Because growing up I didn't get spanked but I knew kids did. I didn't have such restrictions and I wanted to know what it was like for your mom to actually punish you. Turned over your mom's knees and getting it done with. If I could explain it, I wouldn't be here. I do have fun. Not sure what type of fun you think I should have.
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